Who else is very anxious and uncomfortable when changing your routine? (in my case the routine is rotting in my room)

[Deleted member 7448]

Even stuff like going to the store is a huge chore and drain on my energy. Having something to do on Friday (like going to the dentist) can have me anxious even on Monday, it will nag at me constantly that I have to do something, I'll be counting down the days every day.

And my routine is very bad. It's literally just laying in bed with my laptop next to me. That's it, that's my comfort zone. Anything other than that is stressful and very uncomfortable. And even on my laptop I do the same shit. Watch the same shitcoms, browse the same sites, play the same games (if I even have the energy to play).

Literally doing anything new is a chore, I haven't done anything new in years. Even if I wanted to do something in my room, or even on my laptop like maybe learn something, it would be a huge drain on my energy and very stressful.

 

[Deleted member 24081]

Me because autism.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I'm pretty adaptable. Iv had to move all my life.

Running from humans, changing forests.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I can't sleep if I know I have to do something tomorrow that I don't usually do

 

[dahmer]

i feel just like you brother, i can relate to many of your posts

 

[UglyBongola]

Used to happen but not anymore

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Used to happen but not anymore

I guess life happened and forced you to move on? Yeah, this inevitably happens to all of us, doesn't it? Life loves to kick you in the balls.

i feel just like you brother, i can relate to many of your posts

Maybe we'll wake up one day and it'll all be better.

I can't sleep if I know I have to do something tomorrow that I don't usually do

Yeah the insomnia thing is a bitch. Nowadays I just stay on my laptop so freaking late that eventually I have no choice but to fall asleep. The cut off is 2am for me, I force myself to go to sleep by then.