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Venting I spent the last 2 years of my life procastinating my life problems, and now my life is crashing down in front of my eyes n I m having a breakdown

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What's sad is there is 0 friends that I can relate and share this with. But I am having a huge mental breakdown right now with crying myself to sleep, not eating enough, and just everything is going wrong in my life n it's all my fault.

so the story starts when I was a nubile bluepilled guy fresh out of high school that decided to go to university to get the most dumbfuck degree you can get - Biology lol. It luls you with a false sense of security because you think - hey I am doing a STEM degree so it will be fine all the while not understanding that Biology has some of the highest unemployment rates out there.


Anyways I chose that degree because I thought I will become a doctor long term. Just laugh at my delusion guys. An adhd addled subhuman whose brain had turned into a mush from scrolling internet all through his teenage years genuinely thought he was going to be a doctor.

and then for the last two and the half years I got blackpilled and very depressed as it almost changed my core view and perspective towards life. Like a fish learning that the ocean water is not the sky and there is land beyond. My reality shifted beneath my feet.

and before I knew it I went from a decent kid to flunking most of my classes, missing assignments, cheating exams. My dad was paying out of pocket for the degree too and he is not super rich just slightly upper middle class and I was supposed to pay him back with my future doctor money

well well well- Te college apparently had enough of me and the Academic counselor cunt "let me go". to put it kindly.

Now I am of college with a half finished biology degree who I didn't even had the motivation to finish let alone sit for med school.

thousands of dollars down the drain...my parents are getting older and I am rotting in my home WiTH ZERO JOB SKILLS and a half finished meme degree

My future is done for . From an academically gifted nerd to an absolute academic failure.

I quite literally spent the last three years just scrolling stupid stupid stupid stupid random shit on twitter, cuckeddit and this site. No friends.Heck I hadn't even watched any movies and TV shows the last three years.

I spent the peak years of my life holed inside a room watching stupid ragebait brain rot videos and now my brain is too mush to even complete simple undergrad degrees.

Like It was really bad guys. I looked up statistics on my phone and my average "online time" in the last three years was literally 14 hours "


I don't know guys I am at the end of my rope here. No ways out
 
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are you at all motivated to turn your life around? it does it feel truly over
 
I quite literally spent the last three years just scrolling stupid stupid stupid stupid random shit on twitter, cuckeddit
These places are designed to suck every moment of your attention and reward you with dopamine, even if you're just reading for information and not looking at pointless videos, that part isn't your fault.
 
So did I. If you don't sort out your problems they come for you.
 
are you at all motivated to turn your life around? it does it feel truly over
That's the thing lol
U would think because my life has gone to sug colossal shit that I must be trying out different career options or at the very least panicking but I just feel numb

I wake up eat rot on bed repeat. I don't even have the motivation to change my shitty life
 
These places are designed to suck every moment of your attention and reward you with dopamine, even if you're just reading for information and not looking at pointless videos, that part isn't your fault.
hmm true. N then it oversaturated ur mind so much u become too numb to enjoy even that anymore.
 
im in my third year of college, failing all my classes and i have the exact same story as you bro

nerdy kid, gets into a good college, fucks it up completely by being depressed and autistic, proceeds to rot instead of studying, spends the entire time doomscrolling and now things are genuinely kind of fucked up mang
 
im in my third year of college, failing all my classes and i have the exact same story as you bro

nerdy kid, gets into a good college, fucks it up completely by being depressed and autistic, proceeds to rot instead of studying, spends the entire time doomscrolling and now things are genuinely kind of fucked up mang
Well I hope my story is a warning to you to atleast COMPLETE your degree. Even that bare minimum can open a lot of doors for you
 
Same story here except that I haven't been kicked out yet. I fortunately managed to get good grades this year so it doesn't seem like I'm ever going to get into academic probation. Only problem is once I graduate next year, it's going to be impossible for me to get a job with zero work experience and a shit GPA. I chose the wrong time to procrastinate.
 
Same story here except that I haven't been kicked out yet. I fortunately managed to get good grades this year so it doesn't seem like I'm ever going to get into academic probation. Only problem is once I graduate next year, it's going to be impossible for me to get a job with zero work experience and a shit GPA. I chose the wrong time to procrastinate.
well on the upside atleast u have a complete degree
 
The same happened to me. I quit school and used to browse reddit and join random servers on Discord searching for online friendships non-stop since I was 16. I'm 18 now and have no GED. I'm gonna have to do Adult Education Program if I want to have the slightest chance of succeding in life.
 
The same happened to me. I quit school and used to browse reddit and join random servers on Discord searching for online friendships non-stop since I was 16. I'm 18 now and have no GED. I'm gonna have to do Adult Education Program if I want to have the slightest chance of succeding in life.
have u thought about trade school?
 
im in my third year of college, failing all my classes and i have the exact same story as you bro

nerdy kid, gets into a good college, fucks it up completely by being depressed and autistic, proceeds to rot instead of studying, spends the entire time doomscrolling and now things are genuinely kind of fucked up mang
I'm I'm the same situation. I'm worried if I'll get a job when I graduate, my GPA at the moment is pretty average.
 
season 8 episode 10 GIF
 
What's sad is there is 0 friends that I can relate and share this with. But I am having a huge mental breakdown right now with crying myself to sleep, not eating enough, and just everything is going wrong in my life n it's all my fault.

so the story starts when I was a nubile bluepilled guy fresh out of high school that decided to go to university to get the most dumbfuck degree you can get - Biology lol. It luls you with a false sense of security because you think - hey I am doing a STEM degree so it will be fine all the while not understanding that Biology has some of the highest unemployment rates out there.


Anyways I chose that degree because I thought I will become a doctor long term. Just laugh at my delusion guys. An adhd addled subhuman whose brain had turned into a mush from scrolling internet all through his teenage years genuinely thought he was going to be a doctor.

and then for the last two and the half years I got blackpilled and very depressed as it almost changed my core view and perspective towards life. Like a fish learning that the ocean water is not the sky and there is land beyond. My reality shifted beneath my feet.

and before I knew it I went from a decent kid to flunking most of my classes, missing assignments, cheating exams. My dad was paying out of pocket for the degree too and he is not super rich just slightly upper middle class and I was supposed to pay him back with my future doctor money

well well well- Te college apparently had enough of me and the Academic counselor cunt "let me go". to put it kindly.

Now I am of college with a half finished biology degree who I didn't even had the motivation to finish let alone sit for med school.

thousands of dollars down the drain...my parents are getting older and I am rotting in my home WiTH ZERO JOB SKILLS and a half finished meme degree

My future is done for . From an academically gifted nerd to an absolute academic failure.

I quite literally spent the last three years just scrolling stupid stupid stupid stupid random shit on twitter, cuckeddit and this site. No friends.Heck I hadn't even watched any movies and TV shows the last three years.

I spent the peak years of my life holed inside a room watching stupid ragebait brain rot videos and now my brain is too mush to even complete simple undergrad degrees.

Like It was really bad guys. I looked up statistics on my phone and my average "online time" in the last three years was literally 14 hours "


I don't know guys I am at the end of my rope here. No ways out
I relate with this. My situation is similar.
 
I half arsed and winged through my academics too. I only managed to get away with it just barely by the skin of my teeth because of conveniently situated opportunities that allowed me to make money with little experience required and getting in touch with another brocel as a support net and contingency plan in case things went south.
 
That's the thing lol
U would think because my life has gone to sug colossal shit that I must be trying out different career options or at the very least panicking but I just feel numb

I wake up eat rot on bed repeat. I don't even have the motivation to change my shitty life
Same :feelscry: . I had to switch schools in 9th grade because, I flunked. I already knew I was ugly back then and I was extremely deppresed. Somehow finished highschool, but I wake up, eat, rot repeat. I have no motivation to change this as well.
hmm true. N then it oversaturated ur mind so much u become too numb to enjoy even that anymore.
Also this. I don't enjoy it anymore, it feels like a fucking chore
 
I don't know guys I am at the end of my rope here. No ways out
Go back and major in CS, IT or any degree with a lot of incels and nerds. GO TO A COMMUNITY OR CITY COLLEGE.
 
Anyways that’s sad to hear but hopefully you can make a change. It might seem hopeless but school is the only way out imo. I got fucked like that too when I took my gap year. Couldn’t even find work
 
Legit bro go to therapy. A lot of times the problems exist more in your head and it’s not like it’s over for you. You can always get back up but first you gotta sort your mental because you won’t be able to accomplish shit if you are depressed. Take it from someone who had a similar experience
 
Don't worry about it bro, you can deal with it tomorrow
 
Legit bro go to therapy. A lot of times the problems exist more in your head and it’s not like it’s over for you. You can always get back up but first you gotta sort your mental because you won’t be able to accomplish shit if you are depressed. Take it from someone who had a similar experience
Therapy doesn't do shit. I went and still go it's a waste of time
 
Therapy doesn't do shit. I went and still go it's a waste of time
true. I did too and the psychiatrist got me on a bunch of adhd jewpills that don't even work on me anymore and make me feel nauseous
 
Anyways that’s sad to hear but hopefully you can make a change. It might seem hopeless but school is the only way out imo. I got fucked like that too when I took my gap year. Couldn’t even find work
Gap years suck.... thinking of taking one let's see
 
Go back and major in CS, IT or any degree with a lot of incels and nerds. GO TO A COMMUNITY OR CITY COLLEGE.
yeah thinking of getting a coding degree but I don't have the brains for it n it just seems like such a meme.... coding this coding that everyone and everyone's mothers want to get into coding
 
true. I did too and the psychiatrist got me on a bunch of adhd jewpills that don't even work on me anymore and make me feel nauseous
My pills were supposed to make me sleep well. I went for social anxiety, deppresion, shit sleeping patterns and being an overall failure. Didn't help at all. It made my sleep even worse. If my mom didn't keep threatening to kick me out I wouldn't go. Can't stand that roastie phychiatrist.
 
Simple: Join the Sinaloa Cartel under the Los Chapitos faction.

Problem solved. You have a career now and you are protected.
 
What's sad is there is 0 friends that I can relate and share this with. But I am having a huge mental breakdown right now with crying myself to sleep, not eating enough, and just everything is going wrong in my life n it's all my fault.

so the story starts when I was a nubile bluepilled guy fresh out of high school that decided to go to university to get the most dumbfuck degree you can get - Biology lol. It luls you with a false sense of security because you think - hey I am doing a STEM degree so it will be fine all the while not understanding that Biology has some of the highest unemployment rates out there.


Anyways I chose that degree because I thought I will become a doctor long term. Just laugh at my delusion guys. An adhd addled subhuman whose brain had turned into a mush from scrolling internet all through his teenage years genuinely thought he was going to be a doctor.

and then for the last two and the half years I got blackpilled and very depressed as it almost changed my core view and perspective towards life. Like a fish learning that the ocean water is not the sky and there is land beyond. My reality shifted beneath my feet.

and before I knew it I went from a decent kid to flunking most of my classes, missing assignments, cheating exams. My dad was paying out of pocket for the degree too and he is not super rich just slightly upper middle class and I was supposed to pay him back with my future doctor money

well well well- Te college apparently had enough of me and the Academic counselor cunt "let me go". to put it kindly.

Now I am of college with a half finished biology degree who I didn't even had the motivation to finish let alone sit for med school.

thousands of dollars down the drain...my parents are getting older and I am rotting in my home WiTH ZERO JOB SKILLS and a half finished meme degree

My future is done for . From an academically gifted nerd to an absolute academic failure.

I quite literally spent the last three years just scrolling stupid stupid stupid stupid random shit on twitter, cuckeddit and this site. No friends.Heck I hadn't even watched any movies and TV shows the last three years.

I spent the peak years of my life holed inside a room watching stupid ragebait brain rot videos and now my brain is too mush to even complete simple undergrad degrees.

Like It was really bad guys. I looked up statistics on my phone and my average "online time" in the last three years was literally 14 hours "


I don't know guys I am at the end of my rope here. No ways out
Don't bother with meme degrees.

Take ADHD meds, find a decent thERapist that understands ADHD and finish med school.

Then you join the Marxist-Rodgerist revolution as a proper doctor. We'll need plenty.


View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=agsEaSF4KaE
 
do a diploma which focuses on practical skills, if your aim is getting some kinda job. Cuz from what I can tell you dont like bio at all lol
 
do a diploma which focuses on practical skills, if your aim is getting some kinda job. Cuz from what I can tell you dont like bio at all lol
hmm maybe I will join a trade school let's see
 
If you're American go get the associates degree. Better than nothing.

Also railroad freight conductor pays very well
 
Same story here except that I haven't been kicked out yet. I fortunately managed to get good grades this year so it doesn't seem like I'm ever going to get into academic probation. Only problem is once I graduate next year, it's going to be impossible for me to get a job with zero work experience and a shit GPA. I chose the wrong time to procrastinate.
lie on your resume
 

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