My roomate is an utter subhuman. He has no hobbies, no friends but is easily thr happiest guy I know.
He is free of any kind of stress or worries. I always see him smiling and being happy in his own world. While I'm here depriving myself of food for days to debloat this nigga spends his entire evening munching down on snacks. He spends all his free time playing video games and watching anime. He doesn't care about his studies or his career. He just puts the bare minimum effort to pass all the tests and I'm on the other hand popping pills and doing multiple all nighters to do well. I'm 24/7 stressed. Always thinking about what to do, how I could be better, how I could talk to more girls, building social circle and rotting in thr gym. I do all this yet every day when I lay down on my bed to sleep I am filled with regret for the things I could have done more to make my day even more productive. I keep contemplating these thoughts for atleast an hour while this nigga is already asleep. Low sentience is truly a blessing
He is free of any kind of stress or worries. I always see him smiling and being happy in his own world. While I'm here depriving myself of food for days to debloat this nigga spends his entire evening munching down on snacks. He spends all his free time playing video games and watching anime. He doesn't care about his studies or his career. He just puts the bare minimum effort to pass all the tests and I'm on the other hand popping pills and doing multiple all nighters to do well. I'm 24/7 stressed. Always thinking about what to do, how I could be better, how I could talk to more girls, building social circle and rotting in thr gym. I do all this yet every day when I lay down on my bed to sleep I am filled with regret for the things I could have done more to make my day even more productive. I keep contemplating these thoughts for atleast an hour while this nigga is already asleep. Low sentience is truly a blessing
