Discussion Who do you love most?

[D. B. Gooner]

Answer this - What person do you love the most in this world? Is it a parent, a friend, yourself?

I just thought about this and I'm not particularly close to anyone. I do care about my family and wish I could connect with them more, but it just doesn't work. It's not what I imagine unconditional love feels like.

The person I probably love most is my idea of an ideal woman who only exists in my mind. I daydream about being with her often while cuddling a pillow, I make up scenarios where I comfort her after she gets bullied, I go through our whole life story within one session, from meeting in elementary school, having intercourse for the first time, having a child... I am a complete loser. I am essentially simping for an idea in my head. I'm having a particularly lonely day, it's cloudy and the lack of sun makes me depressed, so I'm kind of just typing whatever is on my mind right now even if I'm perceived as a complete faggot on here because of it.

Aside from my imaginary girlfriend, I guess I love myself the most? I don't hate myself, I'm just disappointed in how things turned out for me.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

myself

 

[AsakangaHalo]

my crush from highschool

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

my crush from highschool

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

Idk i wouldn’t say myself i fucked up my health both physical and mental wise and I don’t really talk to my family members at all so idk atp

 

[guessthatsit]

my crush from highschool

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

my crush from highschool

Over for oneitiscels

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Idk i wouldn’t say myself i fucked up my health both physical and mental wise and I don’t really talk to my family members at all so idk atp

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvM1jlXdQ6U&ab_channel=spriteuser000

 

[IRLJamie]

I dont think i love myself, i dont even know what this cheesy ass sounding phrase would mean

Also i dont have friends, so maybe my parents? Nah, i have a bad relationship with them. I talk the less i can with them since the generational gap so big they cant help me. They take care of me in a boomer way but there is no deep relationship. They just support me economically and with food. They do their best but my capacity to love been people has been fucked up

So i dont love anything

 

[tulasdanslos]

The phenomenon of the imaginary gf is described as "anima" by Carl Jung.

My anima is called Erika. She is a 10/10 blue eyed blonde. She is 1,70 m tall so she sports some long legs. Kind, sensitive and attentive to details, she acts demure and dresses like an early 20th century girl would. Whenever I'm having a particularly bad day, I imagine resting my head on her lap as she caresses my head and plays with my hair. After leaving the cinema alone, I rehearse in my head what she would think of the film I just watched. For example, for Attack on Titan: The Last Attack, she was rendered speechless by the cumulative bad decisions in regards to plot that soured her experience completely.

I have never even tried to draw her, first because I suck at drawing but second because I'm scared someone will see her and draw disgusting niggers having sex with her while I cry in a corner stroking my tiny pp at how they ravage her body with their Pringles can sized phalli. I love Erika with all my heart and if I saw her getting defiled like that and enjoying it right in front of me as a zesty nigger that ocasionally licks my beard forces my eyes open and my head turned towards the scene, I wouldn't know what to do.

Other than setting up a livestream and roping. I can just imagine the act vividly and I want to cry. "Kevin!" she reaches out her hand to me after the band of afros is done with her. I am still being accosted by the Homo erectus with sugar on the tank. I extend my right arm. She begins sobbing. "I didn't mean it!" she shouts. I begin seeing red. I stand up from the beta male chair, but the buck is unassumingly strong and he pushes me back into it. The alpha males make their way to the exit, but one of them stays behind. He says: "Ayo Mexican boy, you better not call the popo if you want the best weed this side of the pond". He sarcastically pats my back right before leaving. The gay nigger blows me a kiss and leaves me to commiserate with... her.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

The phenomenon of the imaginary gf is described as "anima" by Carl Jung.

My anima is called Erika. She is a 10/10 blue eyed blonde. She is 1,70 m tall so she sports some long legs. Kind, sensitive and attentive to details, she acts demure and dresses like an early 20th century girl would. Whenever I'm having a particularly bad day, I imagine resting my head on her lap as she caresses my head and plays with my hair. After leaving the cinema alone, I rehearse in my head what she would think of the film I just watched. For example, for Attack on Titan: The Last Attack, she was rendered speechless by the cumulative bad decisions in regards to plot that soured her experience completely.

I have never even tried to draw her, first because I suck at drawing but second because I'm scared someone will see her and draw disgusting niggers having sex with her while I cry in a corner stroking my tiny pp at how they ravage her body with their Pringles can sized phalli. I love Erika with all my heart and if I saw her getting defiled like that and enjoying it right in front of me as a zesty nigger that ocasionally licks my beard forces my eyes open and my head turned towards the scene, I wouldn't know what to do.

Other than setting up a livestream and roping. I can just imagine the act vividly and I want to cry. "Kevin!" she reaches out her hand to me after the band of afros is done with her. I am still being accosted by the Homo erectus with sugar on the tank. I extend my right arm. She begins sobbing. "I didn't mean it!" she shouts. I begin seeing red. I stand up from the beta male chair, but the buck is unassumingly strong and he pushes me back into it. The alpha males make their way to the exit, but one of them stays behind. He says: "Ayo Mexican boy, you better not call the popo if you want the best weed this side of the pond". He sarcastically pats my back right before leaving. The gay nigger blows me a kiss and leaves me to commiserate with... her.

Yeah I've heard of the anima concept. Is Jung and psychology in general worth studying or is it a waste of time (it's definitely a cope just don't know how strong of a cope it is). Don't know how you could get cucked in your own mind, aren't you projecting an ideal version of her, I think that makes you a cuckold. Maybe I'm falling for bait idk.

 

[tulasdanslos]

Yeah I've heard of the anima concept. Is Jung and psychology in general worth studying or is it a waste of time (it's definitely a cope just don't know how strong of a cope it is). Don't know how you could get cucked in your own mind, aren't you projecting an ideal version of her, I think that makes you a cuckold. Maybe I'm falling for bait idk.

Damn dude, you said the quiet part out loud.

Oh well, maybe some less informed guy will still react to my little... how to describe it... writing exercise.

 

[Friezacel]

I guess i love my grandparents the most, even though im angry at them for spreading their subhuman genes

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I don't have any friends and have never been close with my parents or anyone in my family so I would answer with myself.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Idk I fall in love pretty easily.

I still yearn for a soulmate.

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

Can you ever really love anyone, truly? That's my question. Perhaps it's because I've lived most of my life as an outcast, and learned to spend most of my time with myself that I feel this way, but I genuinely can't say that I love or have loved anyone. And that goes for my parents and sibling as well.

Thing is, I have genuine fondness and concern for my mother and sister, but do I really 'love' them? And as far as romantic love is concerned; I've only felt one-sided infatuation and unrequited attraction/feelings.

As for friends I've had in the past, it's mostly circumstantial, and many of them were Assholes that would low-key diss me if it meant trying to impress a foid.

 

[D. B. Gooner]

Can you ever really love anyone, truly? That's my question. Perhaps it's because I've lived most of my life as an outcast, and learned to spend most of my time with myself that I feel this way, but I genuinely can't say that I love or have loved anyone. And that goes for my parents and sibling as well.

Thing is, I have genuine fondness and concern for my mother and sister, but do I really 'love' them? And as far as romantic love is concerned; I've only felt one-sided infatuation and unrequited attraction/feelings.

As for friends I've had in the past, it's mostly circumstantial, and many of them were Assholes that would low-key diss me if it meant trying to impress a foid.

I relate to the way you feel towards both your family and friends, but I truly believe that I am capable of loving a woman. The physical attraction alone is enough to make me feel emotions I could never get out of any other kind of relationship. Butterflies, feeling protective, caring... You could argue that physical attraction is fading, but I believe it is way more real than any sort of bond you could get out of an experience you've shared with someone. If you have to convince yourself that you love someone, you don't love them. I feel I won't have to convince myself of anything if I was with a woman that made my heart race anytime she'd glance at me.

I don't really feel any sort of heavy emotions towards my family (and I have no friends currently), they feel like people who I happened to be related to, I really wish it wasn't like that but I'm not going to lie to myself.

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

I relate to the way you feel towards both your family and friends, but I truly believe that I am capable of loving a woman. The physical attraction alone is enough to make me feel emotions I could never get out of any other kind of relationship. Butterflies, feeling protective, caring... You could argue that physical attraction is fading, but I believe it is way more real than any sort of bond you could get out of an experience you've shared with someone. If you have to convince yourself that you love someone, you don't love them. I feel I won't have to convince myself of anything if I was with a woman that made my heart race anytime she'd glance at me.

I don't really feel any sort of heavy emotions towards my family (and I have no friends currently), they feel like people who I happened to be related to, I really wish it wasn't like that but I'm not going to lie to myself.

I respect your viewpoints and wishful thinking, although I don't agree with all or even most of it.

In an ideal world, one woman should be the most loved person from a heterosexual man (aside from their children). She's supposed to bring you friendship/partnership and obviously sexual companionship as well. Lift you up help you be the best person to thrive in this would, or at the very least help you sustain it.
However, that's not what we see with couples most of the time, and women all too often just get bored with their man, or can't tolerate that he is not the man she wants him to be, and eventually dump his ass.
Overall, I think once you get older as a low-tier man, obviously you still crave this type of idealized love and companionship with women, but you become hardened. and wake up that it probably doesn't exist from most outside of their dreams. Not to mention this infatuation love thing is mostly a young person's game. Most women grow out of that quickly if they've already either been run through, or has a few ltr by mid 20s anyway.

 

[pizzamaxxer]

high-school crush

 

[Rapistcel]

Answer this - What person do you love the most in this world? Is it a parent, a friend, yourself?

I just thought about this and I'm not particularly close to anyone. I do care about my family and wish I could connect with them more, but it just doesn't work. It's not what I imagine unconditional love feels like.

The person I probably love most is my idea of an ideal woman who only exists in my mind. I daydream about being with her often while cuddling a pillow, I make up scenarios where I comfort her after she gets bullied, I go through our whole life story within one session, from meeting in elementary school, having intercourse for the first time, having a child... I am a complete loser. I am essentially simping for an idea in my head. I'm having a particularly lonely day, it's cloudy and the lack of sun makes me depressed, so I'm kind of just typing whatever is on my mind right now even if I'm perceived as a complete faggot on here because of it.

Aside from my imaginary girlfriend, I guess I love myself the most? I don't hate myself, I'm just disappointed in how things turned out for me.

My father

Answer this - What person do you love the most in this world? Is it a parent, a friend, yourself?

I just thought about this and I'm not particularly close to anyone. I do care about my family and wish I could connect with them more, but it just doesn't work. It's not what I imagine unconditional love feels like.

The person I probably love most is my idea of an ideal woman who only exists in my mind. I daydream about being with her often while cuddling a pillow, I make up scenarios where I comfort her after she gets bullied, I go through our whole life story within one session, from meeting in elementary school, having intercourse for the first time, having a child... I am a complete loser. I am essentially simping for an idea in my head. I'm having a particularly lonely day, it's cloudy and the lack of sun makes me depressed, so I'm kind of just typing whatever is on my mind right now even if I'm perceived as a complete faggot on here because of it.

Aside from my imaginary girlfriend, I guess I love myself the most? I don't hate myself, I'm just disappointed in how things turned out for me.

My father

 

[Rapistcel]

my crush from highschool

Cucked