Serious Who do I listen to?

[ManOfVengeance]

I haven't been on this forum for a few days which felt like a while for me and I've come to leave my home on several occassions.

There is manofvengeance and manofvirtue, Like the angel and the demon arguing over eachother in ones head as an allegory for someones moral conscience.
Sitting down in some dirty alleyway with spiders crawling beside me.
Manofvengeance reminded me of my times in school: "They laughed at you, recorded your penis in the flesh all whilst you didn't know, and showed it to other people"
"You're tired of being disrespected and never being taken seriously, aren't you?"
"You want to be the guy that makes everyone in the room shroud with fear when even his name is uttered don't you?"
"Forget that whore oneitis of yours she's of no use to you, she's up to no good and only wishes to use you so do what you must and remove of her."

Whilst on the other hand ManOfVirtue tries to compel me over to the side of moral good with his thoughts on the half:
"You're better than this come on! There's still time to get your life back together."
"If you get a job and work enough then your oneitis will have to notice your hardwork and changes so surely she'll notice your effort!"


I kept hearing faint instruments that sounded like the screams of a foid, however when I had gotten up it suddenly stopped.
It was baffling to me and manofvengeance suggested that the talk is over and that I should return home from now.

I'm pondering what could this be? A divine message from god? A code for me to crack? It sounds like I am going mentalcel here but I believe this forum is the key to saving mankind from societies decadence.

My home is no longer a safehouse and knowing this I'll have to be leaving soon.

I myself no longer being able to partake in my habits as I used to.
Things like masturbation and excessive time spent playing videogames I simply can't do it anymore.

Is there anyone who can relate to the first part?

 

[endoftheskies]

I haven't been on this forum for a few days which felt like a while for me and I've come to leave my home on several occassions.

There is manofvengeance and manofvirtue, Like the angel and the demon arguing over eachother in ones head as an allegory for someones moral conscience.
Sitting down in some dirty alleyway with spiders crawling beside me.
Manofvengeance reminded me of my times in school: "They laughed at you, recorded your penis in the flesh all whilst you didn't know, and showed it to other people"
"You're tired of being disrespected and never being taken seriously, aren't you?"
"You want to be the guy that makes everyone in the room shroud with fear when even his name is uttered don't you?"
"Forget that whore oneitis of yours she's of no use to you, she's up to no good and only wishes to use you so do what you must and remove of her."

Whilst on the other hand ManOfVirtue tries to compel me over to the side of moral good with his side on the half:
"You're better than this come on! There's still time to get your life back together."
"If you get a job and work enough then your oneitis will have to notice your hardwork and changes so surely she'll notice your effort!"


I kept hearing faint instruments that sounded like the screams of a foid, however when I had gotten up it suddenly stopped.
It was baffling to me and manofvengeance suggested that the talk is over and that I should return home from now.

I'm pondering what could this be? A divine message from god? A code for me to crack? It sounds like I am going mentalcel here but I believe this forum is the key to saving mankind from societies decadence.

My home is no longer a safehouse and knowing this I'll have to be leaving soon.

I myself no longer being able to partake in my habits as I used to.
Things like masturbation and excessive time spent playing videogames I simply can't do it anymore.

Is there anyone who can relate to the first part?

nothing is worth the risk. nothing is worth the risk of an foid. but do something that brings you great joy and happiness.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

welcome back also dont ever ever forgive others but you should still get your life together

 

[ManOfVengeance]

nothing is worth the risk. nothing is worth the risk of an foid. but do something that brings you great joy and happiness.

"It's grown apparent to both you and me that the only joy and happiness you'll ever get back is through what you specialize in most, Violence."
On the contrary Manofvirtue suggests my joy will naturally come to me at some point.

 

[endoftheskies]

"It's grown apparent to both you and me that the only joy and happiness you'll ever get back is through what you specialize in most, Violence."
On the contrary Manofvirtue suggests my joy will naturally come to me at some point.

you should forgive others. anger is an poison. it will cloud your mind and judgment and you will make impulsive and low inhib. if you hold an grudge long enough, its going to hold you back...

 

[3rdspecimen]

You listen to rammstein