I have approached many girls in the social circle I had, flirted with some for months/building connection, and over the years I have had about 7 rejections (and multiple rejections from the same persons) and I am exhausted from trying. I have had so many consecutive failures that I don't have energy to continue and I don't know anymore if women are interested or not. Anyway I'm too tired to chase. People have always excluded me, gossiped about me, and never tried for me. That's why I am not a fakecel
If I had friends and positive social experiences maybe that would ease the burden, but I just have had so many negative experiences, and had to do everything alone, that now I'm just too damaged