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Around 14-15 year old , this normies manage to get a gf from A french group. After that event most of us (the guys in the neighborhood) infiltrated the group . I talked to some but didn't get too far. I had 2 good friends from France and one girl girl I managed to love me but i chadfish her. She really wanted me to come in France so we could live together. Eventually she called me by videocall and discovered my lies. After this period 2014-2016 I tried to talk to some French girls on Facebook/Snapchat didn't get anything. I also tried to dmmax girls from my home country, USA , France it didn't let to anything. I stopped trying and losing my time.
I got addicted to white girls I thought I had a chance with them because my personality isn't that bad , but I always got ghosted after they asked me my picture. I am too nerdy and not enough thugmax for black girls . I placed my order on white girls. I tought they were the same like in the movies, TV show,... Etc.
I tought they were smart , mature, not shallow.. etc.I tought they had good opinions on ethnic men.
I started porn around 4-5th grade on the small phone where you could visit waptrick , redtube.. etc. In 8th grade I got a tablet , I really gost lost in porn. Those white girls destroyed me : Alexis Texas, Lela Star, Lana Rhoades, autumn falls, Danielle Cooper, Anastasia kvitko, Danielle Ayala, Jessica weaver, Abella Danger, Jen pretty , Nicolette Shea,kendra lust,Demi Rose... Etc
I fapped to some latina and Asian(big boob) too ) but I mostly fap on white girls.
I got to the point of constantly download videos in mass, follow them on Instagram, Twitter, telegram reddit,... Etc
In 2018 I was about to pass this exam were more than 6000 students are competing for 20 places , I faped on Anastasia kvitko. I am sure too much porn caused me to failed in my first university. I fapped 4-5 times a week. In my second college I reduced the addiction.
All my beliefs were false, the way I saw white girls in movies , TV show , porn. I tought easily ascend , white girls would throw themselves at me because of "bbc" .I was completely wrong . White girls don't give a shit about me. In reality they are not kind as I expected them to be.
In overall they still live rent free in my head . I even told myself I would marry a white woman. I spend too much time contemplating them in movies, TV show, porn. I got addicted to them and now I am paying the consequences. I can only watch them but can't do nothing else.
The Blacks you see with white girls are just pure hazard.
I got addicted to white girls I thought I had a chance with them because my personality isn't that bad , but I always got ghosted after they asked me my picture. I am too nerdy and not enough thugmax for black girls . I placed my order on white girls. I tought they were the same like in the movies, TV show,... Etc.
I tought they were smart , mature, not shallow.. etc.I tought they had good opinions on ethnic men.
I started porn around 4-5th grade on the small phone where you could visit waptrick , redtube.. etc. In 8th grade I got a tablet , I really gost lost in porn. Those white girls destroyed me : Alexis Texas, Lela Star, Lana Rhoades, autumn falls, Danielle Cooper, Anastasia kvitko, Danielle Ayala, Jessica weaver, Abella Danger, Jen pretty , Nicolette Shea,kendra lust,Demi Rose... Etc
I fapped to some latina and Asian(big boob) too ) but I mostly fap on white girls.
I got to the point of constantly download videos in mass, follow them on Instagram, Twitter, telegram reddit,... Etc
In 2018 I was about to pass this exam were more than 6000 students are competing for 20 places , I faped on Anastasia kvitko. I am sure too much porn caused me to failed in my first university. I fapped 4-5 times a week. In my second college I reduced the addiction.
All my beliefs were false, the way I saw white girls in movies , TV show , porn. I tought easily ascend , white girls would throw themselves at me because of "bbc" .I was completely wrong . White girls don't give a shit about me. In reality they are not kind as I expected them to be.
In overall they still live rent free in my head . I even told myself I would marry a white woman. I spend too much time contemplating them in movies, TV show, porn. I got addicted to them and now I am paying the consequences. I can only watch them but can't do nothing else.
The Blacks you see with white girls are just pure hazard.
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