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I unironically feel sometimes like "Maybe I judge life and people too harshly" and "Maybe it isn't so bad", then I go out and I am immediately again full of hatred and contempt, I simply hate everything. Especially in the summer.
I see literal children dressed like sluts and hip hop fags that heightmog me by at least one head, I see some wigger thugs playing hip hop music until my tympanum nearly bursts staring at me stupidely with dull animal eyes, then in the night a celebration of my neighbors (next summer will even be more brutal when the architects of modernity give the cattle their Panem et circenses back and when they have to recatch all the whoring they missed out on). Then some political propaganda posters of course advocating for more womens' rights or LGBTQ-shit. Particularly in my town where I was always considered to be a retard/idiot by everyone, where nobody even wanted me on the school, where I suffered bullying wherever I went and both parents/children trashtalked about me (you see the same story repeating itself with the boy of the neighbors who also has diagnosed Autism/ADHD).
The couples also annoy the fuck out of me - always some PDA (some even nearly copulate in public, disgusting weeb animals with dyed hair and cat ears), always JBWmaxxing with tallfags and subpar noodlewhores or Chaddams/Tyrones with white JBs or fat adult women apart from the typical white 2m normalfag/chad with white woman and first children couple. Whenever I go by a university and see the whores talking there I could vomit, these years were robbed from me. Especially also hate the day of high school graduation where I am then forced to see some teenagers driving around on their bicycles, enjoying the night air, seeing lampyrids and holding hands under the moon - these integral memories I never truly had with a girl. Seeing some rich chad driving a BMW while being half a decade younger than you is so fucking humiliating.
And then the utopian bullshit my mother talks. Always wanting me to wear clothes that only a faggot would wear like torn off jeans with holes (jfl @ that abomination that is considered fashionable by her and was maybe "hip" when I was a child), then criticizing my way of walking, holding things and my body language (also my shaking problem), always saying to me that I should walk straight and that I have a hunch (yes, I know, thanks for reminding me, who would have guessed that being an Internet affine person since childhood and then working on a computer can do that to someone, trying to stand straight even hurts my back and I have had gastrointestinal problems -like stomach cramps- due to it), constantly criticizing me, not liking the way how I spend my time and calling me unmasculine for having certain interests. Boomer advice is the most retarded thing.
I see literal children dressed like sluts and hip hop fags that heightmog me by at least one head, I see some wigger thugs playing hip hop music until my tympanum nearly bursts staring at me stupidely with dull animal eyes, then in the night a celebration of my neighbors (next summer will even be more brutal when the architects of modernity give the cattle their Panem et circenses back and when they have to recatch all the whoring they missed out on). Then some political propaganda posters of course advocating for more womens' rights or LGBTQ-shit. Particularly in my town where I was always considered to be a retard/idiot by everyone, where nobody even wanted me on the school, where I suffered bullying wherever I went and both parents/children trashtalked about me (you see the same story repeating itself with the boy of the neighbors who also has diagnosed Autism/ADHD).
The couples also annoy the fuck out of me - always some PDA (some even nearly copulate in public, disgusting weeb animals with dyed hair and cat ears), always JBWmaxxing with tallfags and subpar noodlewhores or Chaddams/Tyrones with white JBs or fat adult women apart from the typical white 2m normalfag/chad with white woman and first children couple. Whenever I go by a university and see the whores talking there I could vomit, these years were robbed from me. Especially also hate the day of high school graduation where I am then forced to see some teenagers driving around on their bicycles, enjoying the night air, seeing lampyrids and holding hands under the moon - these integral memories I never truly had with a girl. Seeing some rich chad driving a BMW while being half a decade younger than you is so fucking humiliating.
And then the utopian bullshit my mother talks. Always wanting me to wear clothes that only a faggot would wear like torn off jeans with holes (jfl @ that abomination that is considered fashionable by her and was maybe "hip" when I was a child), then criticizing my way of walking, holding things and my body language (also my shaking problem), always saying to me that I should walk straight and that I have a hunch (yes, I know, thanks for reminding me, who would have guessed that being an Internet affine person since childhood and then working on a computer can do that to someone, trying to stand straight even hurts my back and I have had gastrointestinal problems -like stomach cramps- due to it), constantly criticizing me, not liking the way how I spend my time and calling me unmasculine for having certain interests. Boomer advice is the most retarded thing.
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