Cuyen
Everything hurts and I'm dying
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- Aug 13, 2018
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I go on social media(Why even do that ?) and see happy young couples,kissing and share it on social media and it crushing my soul. I go outside and see happy couples everywhere,they are not aware struggle of us ugly men,and they do not care anyway. It rapes my soul,destroy my heart and cause me to have a mental breakdown. I fucking hate seeing it I see people younger than me couples,or people I know who are my peers,has girlfriend while I'm LDARing to dead.
When this suffering will end ? for real,will those whores get punished for being whores ? or will they get away with their acts
I know that guy from middle school,I used to push him around and bully a bit,he became a attractive Chad,and now he has his looksmatch girlfriend. They are both happy,lifeful while I just want to finish myself in every breath I take on this earth. I have been rejected six times,I even been rejected by same foid twice.I lost my hope.. all girls I've approached was from my social circle.
I lost my hope,man I don't know how I will be coping in near future. I'm currently NEET and preparing to get in college. I will get massive suifuels in college but I have no other choice,my family push me. Let's assume I go college,overcome daily suifuels,finish the school and get a job. What will happen next ? after my army service my family will force me to find a girl to marry,they do not understand (ethniccels,you know what I mean).
I wish I could live in the past. I would be able to marry my looksmatch and make a family. I really want to raise a boy,I think I would be a great dad,for real. but since women want chad only,I have no chance to do whatever I want,setting up a family,raising children.. just a traditional family,that's all I want
I feel my soul crushed whenever I see a happy young family with a new born baby. God I wish that were me. I swear that's all I want but will never reach it..
Sometimes I think I have so innocent future dreams that this world do not deserve me.
When will this pain go away ?
Yeah,I feel like rope choose me this time
When this suffering will end ? for real,will those whores get punished for being whores ? or will they get away with their acts
I know that guy from middle school,I used to push him around and bully a bit,he became a attractive Chad,and now he has his looksmatch girlfriend. They are both happy,lifeful while I just want to finish myself in every breath I take on this earth. I have been rejected six times,I even been rejected by same foid twice.I lost my hope.. all girls I've approached was from my social circle.
I lost my hope,man I don't know how I will be coping in near future. I'm currently NEET and preparing to get in college. I will get massive suifuels in college but I have no other choice,my family push me. Let's assume I go college,overcome daily suifuels,finish the school and get a job. What will happen next ? after my army service my family will force me to find a girl to marry,they do not understand (ethniccels,you know what I mean).
I wish I could live in the past. I would be able to marry my looksmatch and make a family. I really want to raise a boy,I think I would be a great dad,for real. but since women want chad only,I have no chance to do whatever I want,setting up a family,raising children.. just a traditional family,that's all I want
I feel my soul crushed whenever I see a happy young family with a new born baby. God I wish that were me. I swear that's all I want but will never reach it..
Sometimes I think I have so innocent future dreams that this world do not deserve me.
When will this pain go away ?
Yeah,I feel like rope choose me this time