Cope When was the most carefree happy time in your life?

[WastedPotential]

For me it was when I was between 5-9 years old, watching cartoons on TV All day. not worrying about anything. just chilling at home
Not being bullied, nothing.

It all satrted going bad around the end of primary school around 11 years old. In middle shcool i started to learn about redpill and eventually blackpill and now I hate my life. It's so brutal.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

2010-2017 were the golden days

 

[Geno]

ages 5-6 were the last years

 

[misfit]

I'm embittered about my early years. I don't like remembering them.

 

[zd60]

this is the most care free my life has been.

 

[La Longue Fourchett]

Definitely early elementary school days.
Homework was fun and easy, and I actually looked forward to watching tv.

 

[ItsOverMan]

For me it was when I was between 5-9 years old, watching cartoons on TV All day. not worrying about anything. just chilling at home
Not being bullied, nothing.

It all satrted going bad around the end of primary school around 11 years old. In middle shcool i started to learn about redpill and eventually blackpill and now I hate my life. It's so brutal.

Age 0-9. My life peak was age 6 and first half of age 7. That was when I was happy and anxiety-free and people liked me just because I existed. (I'm in my 40s now)

For some reason I was socially normal and kind of extroverted at that age, then from age 10-14 I became more and more introverted and socially anxious until I had full-blown selective mutism at age 14 and total anxiety basketcase. Considered suicide then, even got a book from my school library about suicide that my mom found in my bedroom. Also considered running away from home due to really really terrible school situation.

 

[KetamineCel]

before i ever turned 13

 

[WastedPotential]

(I'm in my 40s now)

Holy that's brutal

 

[Qozumaki]

Holy that's brutal

I’m joining him in less than a decade (if I haven’t roped).

But yes, truly brootal. @ItsOverMan

 

[ItsOverMan]

I’m joining him in less than a decade (if I haven’t roped).

But yes, truly brootal. @ItsOverMan

It's brootal but hopefully I can give hope to youngcels here that you can keep going without roping. I'm still a KHHV too. My faith in Jesus as my Savior has helped me survive this far. If it's any consolation I'm feeling better now in my 40s than in my 30s (mentally speaking). Life is weird and things can improve.

 

[Qozumaki]

It's brootal but hopefully I can give hope to youngcels here that you can keep going without roping. I'm still a KHHV too. My faith in Jesus has helped me survive this far. If it's any consolation I'm feeling better now in my 40s than in my 30s (mentally speaking). Life is weird and things can improve.

Not a Christian, and I don’t think I was ever a religious person. So sadly, I can’t cope with that.

Idk if I could feel better in my 40s, for I feel worse now than in my 20s. Growing despair. But maybe you get to a point where you just don’t care? I guess it varies from person to person.

I’m sorry for you tho. Virtual hug.

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

Right now kinda. It's gonna all be over in like a week when I got more classes though

 

[Lifeless]

2008-2011 was the best time, I was 5-8

After that it all went bad

 

[Lifeless]

I don't remember much from 2003-2007 because I was very young

 

[ItsOverMan]

Not a Christian, and I don’t think I was ever a religious person. So sadly, I can’t cope with that.

Idk if I could feel better in my 40s, for I feel worse now than in my 20s. Growing despair. But maybe you get to a point where you just don’t care? I guess it varies from person to person.

I’m sorry for you tho. Virtual hug.

I also sought therapy in my 30s and the pills helped a little (especially the clonazepam can help with anxiety, 0.5mg pills occasionally). I think the therapy can help at least somewhat. But otherwise yeah you care less as you get older and things tend to get easier in that regard. I don't even care about reproducing or even having friends really, and I'm happy with that. I don't even feel lonely either, ever, even though I live alone with no pets and don't have friends or family I'm in contact with.

 

[proudweeb]

prolly from about 1996 to 1998

 

[ItsOverMan]

Not a Christian, and I don’t think I was ever a religious person. So sadly, I can’t cope with that.

Idk if I could feel better in my 40s, for I feel worse now than in my 20s. Growing despair. But maybe you get to a point where you just don’t care? I guess it varies from person to person.

I’m sorry for you tho. Virtual hug.

I also wish you'd give Christianity another try. Jesus loves you very much and I know He has helped me through everything.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Before i turned 11

 

[hansuilluo]

when i was 16, i won a great victory

 

[ain]

Ages 0-6, also the ages I have least amount of memories.