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RageFuel When was the last time you were happy?

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FiveFourManlet

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I am talking genuine happiness, not while you were drunk or high, I am talking being sober and being genuinely happy.

I honestly cannot remember, it made me think to myself, normies are probably happy most days yet I cannot remember the last time I was happy.
 
I can't remember, probably as a child or sth.
 
yesterday when I was eating mcdonalds.
 
I can't remember at all.
 
Hanging out with my old friends, I find the olny time I can achieve happiness is by talking to others and having a good laugh but since being black pilled I always have thoughts of how I'll always be an ugly incel in the back of my mind.
 
whenever I get to talk with my friends which unfortunately doesn't happen often, so let's say a month ago?
 
I don't know. I forget what it feels like. I suppose it was when I was a child, but I begin to suspect that those were false memories, implanted, to keep me from going insane, knowing I was never once happy..
 
I am happy a lot. Just bought a new PC. Core i7. It's a great cope and one of the best ways to LDAR.
 
The last time I was consistently, genuinely happy was over 20 years ago at the age of 5.
 
Low-level happiness (daily laffs): ~30 minutes ago whan I was watching a compilation from a comedy talk show
Mid-level happiness: when I got accepted into the speciality I wanted in uni 4 years ago (it really bolstered my intelligence ego)
Normie chemical bliss-level happiness: when I went to the seaside for the first time 11 years ago. Still had a normie-tier ego back then and life looked good.
 
feeling a little bit better than i was when i was wagecucking because i have more freedom
 
Last time I was happy is when I was hanging out with my friend I rarely see or talk to
 
Honestly, as a catholic most people would probably think I'm pretty happy but they are wrong. I don't exactly remember a time when I was happy maybe I was really happy about 4-6 years ago. Those were the best years of my life.
 
Funny how it was when i got accepted to college, now its the worst time of my life
 
when i was bluepilled back in high school,, there was no depression, no sadness, just extreme bluepill delusion
 
Never.

Only time I felt true happiness except when I was 4 and I got a puppy.
 
elementary school
 
FiveFourManlet said:
I am talking genuine happiness, not while you were drunk or high, I am talking being sober and being genuinely happy.

I honestly cannot remember, it made me think to myself, normies are probably happy most days yet I cannot remember the last time I was happy.
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i was happy for a few hours a month ago or so, when a company i was applying to put me through a really strenous application process with online tests and shit and eventually rejected me over email.
i really wanted that job and it made very despondent for a couple of hours, then they suddenly called me to tell me it was a mistake and they wanted me to do a phone interview later.
the rush and emotional whiplash was so strong i could barely walk and i was feeling like a normie again (like 5th/6th grade), and i wanted to share the news with someone, anyone

anyway, they eventually found a better candidate and rejected me over email again, that was the only lifefuel for over a year and i'm already starting to forget it happened.
 
launch day of new wow expansions, probably the only time im happy
 
When my mum got the all clear from cancer.

Also when I got a clear Mri on a brain scan (again suspecting cancer)
 
A few days ago when my e-liquid order arrived.
 
i ate chinese a while ago that made me pretty happy tbh
 
Funny I can't even remember when it was. Probably when I was hired for my job years ago.
 
FiveFourManlet said:
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yep, havent been happy since, just been either depressed or numb since then, trying to cope as much as possible. just lol at my life, having to supposedly live another 50 or so years until i finally meet the sweet sweet release of death, that is unless i die of liver cirhossis or something kek
 
PM_ME_STRIPPERS said:
yep, havent been happy since, just been either depressed or numb since then, trying to cope as much as possible. just lol at my life, having to supposedly live another 50 or so years until i finally meet the sweet sweet release of death, that is unless i die of liver cirhossis or something kek
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Age?
 
2006
 
My local comic con ended last week, so i was happy that weekend
 
Before I hit puberty I was pretty ok to good looking and I was happy but after hitting puberty I'm depressed all the time.
 
The last time I was genuinely happy was over 10 years ago during my childhood.
The last time I didn't want to kill myself was sophomore year of high school.
 
When I was 14, I enjoyed going outside, rockclimbing, hiking, now I NEET away on my computer just waiting for the day to end
 
Today probably. And it's horrible, I'm so capable of being happy but my body and circumstance forces misery.
 
12, just before puberty.
 
last day i was truly happy was 19th September 2014 the last day i saw my dad and also my 13th birthday
 
It's really hard to be happy while being blackpilled.
 
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