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When was the last time you felt truly happy?

GloriousFight

GloriousFight

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I was visiting my little sister today at my family home and she showed me the footage on this hard drive she found. Turns out my dad organized all our family videos, and my little sister found a bunch of me singing in high school show choir all the way back in 2006-2008. I looked like such a stupid fucking bluepiller who didn't realize how badly he was being treated by others. The last one was my favorite song but I looked the worst, I was a soloist on "Walking on Sunshine", and I sounded okay but I looked like such a fucking idiot. At some point I stopped being able to sing, like I can't sing on key anymore. So I haven't sang since I graduated high school, other than in the car or shower or something

So what about you guys?
 
Idk it’s been too long ago to remember.
 
I never really felt true happiness. I'm not joking or trolling when saying that
 
GloriousFight said:
I was visiting my little sister today at my family home and she showed me the footage on this hard drive she found. Turns out my dad organized all our family videos, and my little sister found a bunch of me singing in high school show choir all the way back in 2006-2008. I looked like such a stupid fucking bluepiller who didn't realize how badly he was being treated by others. The last one was my favorite song but I looked the worst, I was a soloist on "Walking on Sunshine", and I sounded okay but I looked like such a fucking idiot. At some point I stopped being able to sing, like I can't sing on key anymore. So I haven't sang since I graduated high school, other than in the car or shower or something

So what about you guys?
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It was probably late 2018 watching and enjoying life with my friends and sister or winter 2019 when I first got into comic books and I was passing courses, haven’t been happy since those days :(
 
When I got my license, when I bought a motorcycle & when I bought a car.
 
What the hell is happy ?
 
Fancy Alcoholic said:
What the hell is happy ?
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Good one.
GloriousFight said:
I was visiting my little sister today at my family home and she showed me the footage on this hard drive she found. Turns out my dad organized all our family videos, and my little sister found a bunch of me singing in high school show choir all the way back in 2006-2008. I looked like such a stupid fucking bluepiller who didn't realize how badly he was being treated by others. The last one was my favorite song but I looked the worst, I was a soloist on "Walking on Sunshine", and I sounded okay but I looked like such a fucking idiot. At some point I stopped being able to sing, like I can't sing on key anymore. So I haven't sang since I graduated high school, other than in the car or shower or something

So what about you guys?
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I relate with the not able to sing on key anymore part. Idk why that has happened.
 
Last time I was really high.
 
When I was a little kid or young teenager and my dad would come home from work, bowling or skeet shooting and he would sometimes toss me a sack of McDonald’s breakfast food ie think Sausage Egg McMuffin with cheese and a hash brown.

That or at night when he’d go bowling there was a little bar and grill at the place and I think some vending machines ie you could get tasty cooked hotdogs and French fries from the place’s bar and grill. Not sure if they served hamburgers as well but I think they did.

Well anyway for whatever reason as a dumb little kid I absolutely loved it when he would bring me those small vending machine Dorito packs and sometimes a candy bar like say maybe a Snickers bar with it.

I think I liked the stuff so much more than I do now way back then is that maybe when I was younger junk food was either made with higher quality ingredients or maybe it was just because I possibly had better functioning taste buds back then?

Hard to say which.

I also could’ve swore he brought me ice cold vending machine small bottles of Coke or Mountain Dew home from the bowling alley when he’d get back late at night from time to time but I’m not 100% sure on that, as my dad grew up poor and generally was a cheap motherfucker, but occasionally he’d splurge on something.

It’s just hard to imagine or rather remember correctly him buying me vending machine bottled pop as both my mother and father at times would remark about how overly ridiculously expensive it was compared to buying a giant 2 liter of the same flavor from a grocery store.

Though I do clearly remember my parents and I going to stores together when I was a young child and my dad and I breaking away from my mother to go read at the magazine section of a certain store that existed way back then before we would head to it’s nice rest area that had comfy benches, vending machines and bathrooms all in close proximity and the drink vending machines would serve up anything from hot coffee which my dad would get to cold Mountain Dew in a cup which I would get.

Damn, I miss those simpler times of comfiness, having a drink with my old man and thinking about all the great pro wrestling matches that were coming up that I’d get to watch on the old school CRT version of the electric Jew.
 
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Summer of 2016
 
There is no such thing as happiness, only lesser shades of melancholy
 
Probably before puberty set in.
 
Just now after I busted a nut.

That or when my niece told me I was her best friend.
 
What does happiness even mean? :feelsrope:
 
The last time I experienced a period of good happiness was probably Spring 2018 when I was getting involved with drama club at my college.
 
i haven't been happy one minute of my entire life
 
Like a year ago when i got my new PC
 
2012. I discovered PUA and felt like I was finally getting control of my life. Little did I know how badly it would end.
 
When I was 7-8 probably.
 
Happy birthday bro
 
Around 2008.

I've only had small, short doses of euphoria since then.
 
Summer 2012, all the way to early 2013.
Best time of my life.
 
Never.
 
Probably around 2016 before I got depressed. At some point I started to get burned out on gaming and I have been anhedonic ever since.
 
Can't remember a time I was legitimately happy
 
like 2017
 
I have never experienced true happiness, misery, despair, and suffering are my only friends, have been for a very, very long time.

I've often have sought out happiness thinking to myself that if I seek it out I'll eventually have some, but every time in life I extend my arm out to reach happiness I am always pushed away, anymore I am just under the mental impression that I am damned left to wander this world cursed as if that was my fate from birth all along.
 
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from 4th of juin 2015 to september 3rd 2016
 
I don't remember any, not even when I was a young kid as my parents sort of gave me a materialistic childhood.

Once I thought I would have a week of happiness as the local education ministry gave me plane tickets and a hotel stay on the other side of my country Indonesia to join a competition but when I got in the hotel room turns out I was actually supposed to sleep one bed with another dude I don't even know for 6 nights.
 
That would be the last time I got so drunk I couldn't even walk
 
last week when my code ran with 0 errors, the anime playing in the background wasn't dogshit and I could finally go to sleep.
 
mNFwTJ3wz9 said:
last week when my code ran with 0 errors, the anime playing in the background wasn't dogshit and I could finally go to sleep.
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based shit tier low life hackercel:feelsthink::feelsthink::feelsthink:

I bet you use arch btw
 
Fancy Alcoholic said:
What the hell is happy ?
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It's the absence of stress and strain. A feeling of tranquility and peace.

For me it only lasted for a minute or two and I've only felt it twice.

When it happens, it's such an unfamiliar sensation.

Now I accept the stress and strain will never end and happy is long gone.
 
C&UNIX said:
I accept the stress and strain will never end
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I guess I'll just do that from now. Happy is really to alien to comprehend at this point tbh :feelsbadman:
 
February of 2020, right before the chinks attacked the U.S with the latest SARS virus.
 
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