i was about 15 i'd say. i had already been smoking hella weed for like a year at least. i knew acid was a thing, and I wanted to do some. some people in my school claimed they had done it before. "pop a tab" they called it. after pulling some strings, I got my hands on some. before taking it I did a lot of research. i knew i was gonna be under the influence for at least 8hr, most likely 12+. my guardian was never gone for 8+ hours at a time, which meant that if I wanted to drop some acid i'd have to spend a small portion of my time while under the influence with my guardian in my same space.
i didnt care really, so one day in the summer i just took a tab around 8-9am i'd say and then right after taking it i layed down in our living room while listening to some piano music. I cant remember the song tbh otherwise i'd put it here. i was looking at the ceiling. the ceiling turned into horses. horses spinning. i could still distinguish reality from the hallucinations so that's when i realized this shit was hitting.
i spent the first period of that time listening to music. i remember listening to grimes. and yung lean's agony. i always wanted to know what that sounded like on acid. it was almost 10 years ago, so i dont really remember how it felt, but i remember thats what i did.
the story doesnt end there but i dont feel like typing anymore so fuck you i fucking hate you if i could i would just torture in front of your family using nothing but by bare hands and my mouth. biting your nose off. taking youre eyes out of their sockets.
i dont know man. im just so stressed out and its eating me from the inside out.'
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i didnt care really, so one day in the summer i just took a tab around 8-9am i'd say and then right after taking it i layed down in our living room while listening to some piano music. I cant remember the song tbh otherwise i'd put it here. i was looking at the ceiling. the ceiling turned into horses. horses spinning. i could still distinguish reality from the hallucinations so that's when i realized this shit was hitting.
i spent the first period of that time listening to music. i remember listening to grimes. and yung lean's agony. i always wanted to know what that sounded like on acid. it was almost 10 years ago, so i dont really remember how it felt, but i remember thats what i did.
the story doesnt end there but i dont feel like typing anymore so fuck you i fucking hate you if i could i would just torture in front of your family using nothing but by bare hands and my mouth. biting your nose off. taking youre eyes out of their sockets.
i dont know man. im just so stressed out and its eating me from the inside out.'
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