Serious When did you realize you weren't going to get the woman you wanted?

[Vlone]

I remember back in HS I had a oneitis named katie. She was cool and popular and I was a loser. She was not interested in me, but of course she would always be talking with chads and likely opening her legs to those brainlets... that point made me realize I was never going to have the choices I wanted with foids, even if we may have had things in common or I would have treated them well, which was an even harder pill to swallow than the fact that (and this reigns true today) that I will NEVER find a foid who wants to be with me.

Fuck it's miserable, I can't even imagine what it must be like to be a chad... not only having foids at your disposal but actually being able to settle with one that makes you happy. I can't have it!

When did you realize that you weren't going to have a choice?

 

[Shigechi]

When i realized i wouldn't get any woman at all.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

14

 

[Edmund_Kemper]

when we realize we took the blackpill

14

you found the blackpill early bro

 

[TINMAN]

13, my first and last oneitis.

 

[Shaded]

8th grade was the first and only time I asked a girl in person if she'd "want to go out".
It was the last time, in person. Every other was online and they all said........no

 

[ionlycopenow]

16.

 

[Deleted member 22571]

It just made sense that I had no chance with her because all her past boyfriends mogged the hell out of me in all aspects.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

Just very early on even as a kid. My first incident I ever had with a girl, Laura, was when I was 6yo and she was 5yo. I wanted her to be my friend so bad. She was the very first girl I ever saw with pretty blonde hair and green eyes. I liked her so much and she was so pretty. She would run away from me and be really rude to me and had a bigger kid beat me up. That was kinder. In first I still had hopes because we were in the same school still and had classes right next to each other. It was 2nd grade when I really knew I had to let Laura go. Then that just started a cycle of never EVER getting any of the girls I wanted. Eventually that lead to me realizing it wasn't that I couldn't get those girls. I couldn't get any girls at all. And that made me really depressed.

I would say I honestly stopped going for girls that I was aiming for around 17yo and started just trying to get any girl to fuck me. That went on for about 10 years where I tried so many ways and pretended to be so many other things than who I really am all in the chase to get pussy and affection. At 27 that steam engine died down. At 28 it came to a crashing halt. Since 29 I've legit just been LDARing and jacking off all over myself because nobody else will do it even if I paid