It's Over When did you realise it was over for you

[PassTheRope/Cope]

I feel as though this question gets asked somewhat commonly. So, I decided to ask in detail. What was your first reaction to such a revelation? Did you scream and shout? Or did you silently pondor your position?
Me Personally, I was overcome with such a fucking feeling of hopelessness. I very well could have grabbed my 22.cal ruger pistol and domed myself right then and there. Unluckily for me, my parents visited me that same day.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

it's when i looked around and realised that for most men, they have to work hard to essentially have a whore shit in their mouth

 

[rightfulcel]

It happened over a long period of time pill by pill. But I guess it was when I discovered braincels.

 

[ElliotRodgerGod]

When I was 16

 

[PassTheRope/Cope]

It happened over a long period of time pill by pill. But I guess it was when I discovered braincels.

Which pills hit you first? For me it was the height pill.

 

[Martyr]

I always lowkey knew, but it wasn't until i was in highschool that i was sure i had no chance to be successful in this lifetime.

 

[TheSecondComing]

in college when i swallowed the blackpill

 

[Azaylias]

When I was 15, I didn't know what the blackpill was at that time. But I knew it was over, after all the bullying, rejection, and humiliation at the hands of foids I knew that it never even began

 

[Big Yikes]

It was a process rather than a single event. I used to believe in those feminist lies about how women are individuals with a wide variety of individual preferences. I thought that as men have a wide variety of preferences, women surely have a wide variety of preferences as well. I mean, there are men who are into tall women, fat women, women with small tits, old women, dominant women, etc. So why shouldn't there be women who are NOT only into tall high-status Chads, etc?

Well, lol. Then I thought that while those women might not exist in the small village where I grew up, they might exist in the city and university! And ... yeah, so I became blackpilled eventually.

 

[rightfulcel]

Which pills hit you first? For me it was the height pill.

Same, the height pill is what got me into the incel community in the first place

 

[muharremabi]

16. Sooner or later, your friends don't want to spend time with you anymore simply because of your looks.

 

[Kardacel]

Suspected at 16 Confirmed at 21.

 

[PassTheRope/Cope]

It was a process rather than a single event. I used to believe in those feminist lies about how women are individuals with a wide variety of individual preferences. I thought that as men have a wide variety of preferences, women surely have a wide variety of preferences as well. I mean, there are men who are into tall women, fat women, women with small tits, old women, dominant women, etc. So why shouldn't there be women who are NOT only into tall high-status Chads, etc?

Well, lol. Then I thought that while those women might not exist in the small village where I grew up, they might exist in the city and university! And ... yeah, so I became blackpilled eventually.

As your name would imply, yikes, I felt that on soo many fucking levels it hurts

 

[KingChemist]

I was the only guy in grade 7 who didn't manage to get a female dance partner at this boat cruise event. That single event set off some unsettling thoughts in my head.

I kept trying and trying and still failing. At age 20, I tried to study PUA and try again. My attempt failed again. Then I realized it was over.

 

[Deleted member 21760]

I've always known inside my heart that LOOKS are the MOST IMPORTANT thing not only in dating but in all aspects of life even if foids and normie fags tried to bluepill me using stupid arguments such as looks don't matter it's about your personality women aren't as interessted as males in looks. You have to work and earn money and all women will come to you... I never believed that and people ridiculed me because of my unorthodox way of seeing the major importance of appearance in our life. The first time I knew about incels and the black pill was two years ago when after watching some videos on youtube about how to improve your looks ( Based Zeus' videos) I clicked by pure chance on a video of Face and LMS (it was suggested to me by YB). Face & LMS strengthened my view and beliefs about Human nature and the importance of Looks. I tried tinder after watching all his videos, I spent a whole week swiping right every foids and I got ZERO matche. After that traumatizing event, I totally gave up pursuing foids and embrassed my subhumanity.

 

[Joker]

I wouldn't say it was a single moment, rather a series of events over a very long period of time, several years probably.
Death by 1000 cuts as they say.
But as soon as I realized it, there was plenty of frustration.

 

[PassTheRope/Cope]

I wouldn't say it was a single moment, rather a series of events over a very long period of time, several years probably.
Death by 1000 cuts as they say.
But as soon as I realized it, there was plenty of frustration.

Ehh its different for everyone, what pill made you realise it though?

 

[Bangkok or bust]

Between 17 and 25. Those 8 years where just hell. Several events from being shunned and bullied at college and university by everybody, being singled out for my looks and not spoken to in the two retail shops I worked at between 20 and 23, being laughed at and called "eww" in the streets by foids without provoking them in any way, to being told I was ugly on chat rooms and dating sites.

Even my sister was complaining about this ugly guy in her social group, my mom said maybe "i should join him?". Bascially my own mom saying I should socialize with some other really ugly guy.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

End of junior year of high school, so 16.

 

[ldar_ricecel]

Sometime during college. I was a loser in high school who never went out at all and I thought college would be a fresh start. Nope nothing changed and my senior year of college I found out about the term ”incel” and the incel community.

 

[Ropemaxx]

Early childhood when puberty hits and people started getting attracted to eachother and got their first kiss. It was very clear to me at that age that i was ugly asfuck. Life is so fucking painful, it stats at an early age

 

[Joker]

Bascially my own mom saying I should socialize with some other really ugly guy.

fucking devastating. just more proof that foids hate their own offspring if they aren't chads

Ehh its different for everyone, what pill made you realise it though?

i suppose finally coming to terms with the blackpill that the reason foids and normies never wanted anything to do with me wasn't because of my "persoanlity" but simply because I was ugly and even being around ugly low status men lowers the status of normies

 

[Deleted member 17719]

i think i was 25 when i became blackpilled, i think it was when i realised i was an autist, before then i thought i just had social anxiety that could be cured

 

[azakhan]

I guess part of me always knew the truth but I fully accepted it maybe few months ago. My reaction was basically non-existant, at least from the outside. My brain tho is a fucking mess.

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

15

 

[itneverbegan]

I always knew I was ugly. I was bullied in gradeschool and highschool, and ofcourse never part of any social circles. But despite being ugly and unpopular I hoped that one of the ugly and unpopular women would like me. When I realized that all women wanted the same small group of men in class, that regardless of their personalities and interests they all had the same taste in men, and I was not that man, I knew it was over.
Also one day in 8th grade when I sat down in class next to my oneitis (a shy, nerdy girl, I always knew the attractive girls disliked me) and she gave me a look of utter disgust and turned away from me for the rest of the lesson. Still remember that look and how it killed my first love.
It didn't help that one day when during recess in highschool one of the girls in class said that she would never want do date me, and the other women there all agreed. This was unrelated to what we were talking about, and unprovoked.
And many other small things over the years.

 

[ionlycopenow]

Around 13-14 when I was never even invited to any dance or school event while literally everyone else was. Up until then I was always shit on alot for being ugly but events like that sealed the deal

 

[grouchyspell]

It didn't help that one day when during recess in highschool one of the girls in class said that she would never want do date me, and the other women there all agreed.

Did you go to like a "special" school?

 

[Deleted member 19546]

After being painfully rejected in an very intimate situation with the love of my life, i lost all hope.

 

[Ibuprofen 600mg]

2013, 15 y/o, in a Spanish forum. The most famous meme there is TDS PTS (Todas Putas) meaning ALL WHORES in Spanish.
They are normies, but they tell how their marriages, girlfriends, etc fall apart. Brutal hairpill there, too.
Then, through the use of 4chin I’ve become more and more blackpilled. So i was only a real bluepilled faggot during my early teen years, which i wasted playing on PC anyways.

 

[GreaseCel]

I don’t like thinking back too much. It’s quite painful.

 

[Ellsworth]

When I was in my early 20s. Was riding in a car with my best friend and a newer friend. Just having conversation the new friend asks us how many girls we fucked. My friend said just a few. Me, zero.

 

[Deleted member 13785]

So why shouldn't there be women who are NOT only into tall high-status Chads, etc?

This is so accurate, there are guys who love every type of women, there's a fetish for everything it seems, but women's tastes from what I can see are all almost exactly identical. Even when they say they want a "shy guy", what they really mean is they want a Chad who doesn't talk a lot. I've seen tons of guys say they like thick women and exactly zero women say they like thick men. Simply not being fat is good enough if you're a woman, not being fat as a man doesn't even get your foot in the door. It's obvious women's standards are much higher.

 

[itneverbegan]

Did you go to like a "special" school?

Sorry, english is not my first language. I meant the break between classes.

 

[incels.REEEE]

I feel as though this question gets asked somewhat commonly. So, I decided to ask in detail. What was your first reaction to such a revelation? Did you scream and shout? Or did you silently pondor your position?
Me Personally, I was overcome with such a fucking feeling of hopelessness. I very well could have grabbed my 22.cal ruger pistol and domed myself right then and there. Unluckily for me, my parents visited me that same day.

The last day of Highschool. Back then I would get mild turrets from food allergies. There was a slideshow of video clips showing a few seconds of each of the seniors' faces. Most were happy or did something funny. When I saw my face though, I had grimaced into an awful facial twitch, looking scared and darting my eyes back and forth like a dear in the headlights. Everyone in the entire highschool got to see it including my oneitis. At the end of the day I missed the bus and walked home in shock. Then I looked for my parents' shotgun to end it with but failed to find it.

 

[inceldaygamer_]

When I spent all day at my uni apartment watching female autopsy videos on YouTube.

 

[St. Sincere]

I was the only guy in grade 7 who didn't manage to get a female dance partner at this boat cruise event. That single event set off some unsettling thoughts in my head.

I kept trying and trying and still failing. At age 20, I tried to study PUA and try again. My attempt failed again. Then I realized it was over.

This one hit me so hard. For my elementary school dance I had to dance with my teacher.

 

[KingChemist]

This one hit me so hard. For my elementary school dance I had to dance with my teacher.

I'm sorry man. Must've felt like shit.

 

[KingOfRome]

When I was 15, I didn't know what the blackpill was at that time. But I knew it was over, after all the bullying, rejection, and humiliation at the hands of foids I knew that it never even began

This but around 13 for me.

 

[Blackpincel]

It was a process like others said, but I began realizing the bigger picture since high school when foids I already knew treated Chadlite freshmen better and with less indifference than me (who was a veteran).