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When did you know it’s over and also if it never began

Saysitsover

Saysitsover

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I learned when I was probably 11 that it was over. But upon looking from blackpilled vids did I realize it never began.
 
just looking at pictures of my profile face. (that was on 2017)
 
I learned when I was probably 11 that it was over. But upon looking from blackpilled vids did I realize it never began.
As soon as I gained conscious of myself at the age of 4-5 and looked into the mirror.
 
When I was 13 and balding. Now im 20 bald and a short ethnic. It was already over the day I was born:feelsbadman::feelscry:
 
Probably when i saw that any girl i had an iota of interest had a tall boyfriend, and then balding at 17
 
When only 9 stacies out of 10 I messaged on tinder agreed to fuck me on the first date :chad:
 
I learned at a young age, from primary school, that my life would probably be shitty. I didnt know about girls or inceldom or anything obviously, but i knew it was over for me in a general sense
 
I always knew im not good looking, since i turned 14, 15 i was blaming my height, in early 20 i knew it was over i coped with pretending that i dont need girls to be happy, since i found the blackpill i realized i was doomed before i was even born.
 
When I was a fetus.
 
When I took the heightpill.
 
I started to suspect there was something wrong with me since I was a teenager, I'd say. Then after I stop growing at 14, I started to realize there were many guys taller than me and that girls paid attention to tall guys. Add to that the fact I was already kinda insecure about my face.
But I wasn't blackpilled back then. It's because they always told me height doesn't matter, looks don't matter, etc.
I think I completely realized that it's over and never began when I was 25.
 
When I was 16(Nearly 17) and felt immense discomfort/shame being around Whites in group therapy(Second time).

That was shortly before I was racepilled.
 
I remember the day very clearly where I lost all hope at once

It was my second semester and I was a youngcel and browsed and posted on the braincels subreddit I was 19 then, I moved in to a new appartment and the landlord mentioned that it looks like I was balding

fuck this nigger

I didnt even notice it and compared to now it is was really nothing

It was the ultimative blackpill and I could never escape from it

I considered everything: hairpiece, blood transfusion therapy, finasteride, minoxidl, peppermint oil, mashed onions, hairtransplants

but in the end there was always a reason why it didnt work

finasteride gives me gyno, depression and also made me impotent for the time I took it (watery semen)
hairtransplant wouldnt work because I have diffuse thinning
minoxidl only made me shed more and I took it for 3 months

every day it becomes worse, the agepill and of course on top of that I am also a pajeet
 
It started when I saw that some people playing the same games as me were considered cool and get a lot of attention from normies and I get nothing. T[UWSL]hen I thought why is someone so much cooler than me and we do the same thing[/UWSL]
 
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