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I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
 
about 6. there was a TV channel for it. I thought they were doing some elaborate massage.
 
about 6. there was a TV channel for it. I thought they were doing some elaborate massage.
damn that’s way too young, did it have any effect on you?
 
damn that’s way too young, did it have any effect on you?
no cuz I didn't realize the girl wasn't massaging him but was bouncing on his cock till I was like 14.
 
At 7 or 8, I stumbled upon a hidden VHS cassette while visiting my aunt. I still remember my heart beating like crazy as I watched it. :feelskek:
 
no cuz I didn't realize the girl wasn't massaging him but was bouncing on his cock till I was like 14.
the good days of blissful ignorance. Life was simpler.
 
I was 9 maybe
 
I think when I was 8 or 9, I started gooning at like 4 (prone), I didn't feel shocked or anything to be honest when I first saw
 
I was using our ipad which was the only touch screen phone in our home and some ads popped up showing some weird ass stories about girls bra slips off or something in public. I clicked that and then I just went downhill.
 
I used to goon to my first oneitis back when I was 10, I met her in a wedding. Clearly didn't meet but our mom's were kind of friends, so yea she was kinda thick and hot back then.
 
Age 10-11. First stuff I saw was belly stuffing fetish
 
I was 13 on my iphone and I searched some pro video with "nurses" with gigantic fake tumor-like breasts and lips sucking a dick. i felt nauseous and had a visceral disgust and fear at what i was seeing, I closed the video pretty quickly and even quietly apologized to my mother and sisters out loud to myself JFL, almost like a silent prayer. i was a soy kid who hit puberty late. What's crazy is how fast i got desensitized and after a few more videos I was spending basically my entire free time watching porn, I could even sit in class and get a boner at will by thinking about the porn. Also women with fake breasts no longer disgusted me and I still like them even now.

i became a menace, my mom was always knocking on my bathroom door asking what i was doing spending so much time in there. I even had a waterproof phone case so i would watch while I was showering. i didnt even cum for like a year because i dont have a foreskin until i got the hang of it one day and it shot out. Alot of people say their first cum was heaven but I was so underdeveloped that i didnt even notice when it happened.
 
l I was 13 on my iphone and I searched some pro video with "nurses" with gigantic fake tumor-like breasts and lips sucking a dick. i felt nauseous and had a visceral disgust and fear at what i was seeing, I closed the video pretty quickly and even quietly apologized to my mother and sisters out loud to myself JFL, almost like a silent prayer
lol did you apologised to your mother for watching porn?
i was a soy kid who hit puberty late.
Same.
What's crazy is how fast i got desensitized and after a few more videos I was spending basically my entire free time watching porn, I could even sit in class and get a boner at will by thinking about the porn. Also women with fake breasts no longer disgusted me and I still like them even now.
I’m still not desentized to pro porn, I don’t enjoy it at all.
i became a menace, my mom was always knocking on my bathroom door asking what i was doing spending so much time in there. I even had a waterproof phone case so i would watch while I was showering.
:feelskek: :feelskek: :feelskek:
i didnt even cum for like a year because i dont have a foreskin until i got the hang of it one day and it shot out. Alot of people say their first cum was heaven but I was so underdeveloped that i didnt even notice when it happened.
My first cum was scary, it activated muscles in my body I didn’t know existed lol.
 
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lol did you apologised to your mother for watching porn?
No i felt guilty and said "sorry mom" outloud to myself in my bed, i've never talked about sex with my parents
I’m still not desentized to pro porn, I don’t enjoy it at all.
thats a good thing, a russian lady said "you have like horse cock" in a porno and it turned me on, so I started watching beastiality. my region just banned porn without a vpn and I am actually grateful, i've calmed down since i was a teen and now I mostly just jerk off to instagram reels. I only relapse on pro stuff maybe a dozen times in a year now
 
The day after i watched Spider-Man Homecoming. One of the characters mentioned porn and i had no idea what it was so i googled it
 
At 10-11. I was first exposed to softcore images and then gradually moved on to hardcore.
 
Can't remember, probably 11yo or close, when i got my first PC.

I first used to watch naruto and Ranma hentai pics, later, of all new anime and videogame female character i found atractive. Very few times real females
 
Probably about 8.
Used to find hardcore pornographic magazines in the neighbourhood. That was a common thing in the 20th century.
 
Dad sERved in the United Stated Navy, he was also a pornography/sex addict.
 
Someone from one of my classes as a child showed me porn around 9-10, i've been hooked since
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
Used to watch grape vids on YouTube, film clips or something lol
 
Depends proper porn 14. But I watched soft core about 13
 
I hade bizarre fetishes and would look at content related to them to satisfy myself before I even knew what masterbating was.
I was around about 10 years old.
 
I found out what sex was and typed that in Google, when I was like 8.
 
I recorded tennis one day when I went to school, and I was greeted with a tape of a French girl getting fucked by a dog. I was dogpilled in 1991.
 
I had to be like 4. Maybe 5 or 6 at the oldest. I had unrestricted internet access from an extremely young age. not sure how i found it but i wasn't traumatized, I just thought it was funny. I didn't begin masturbating to porn until i was around 11
 
when I was seven years old, my brother showed me a magazine with naked women in it.
 
Groomers from an online battle game told me to watch hentai when I was 10-11.
 
about 11 or 12 years old....my step fathers stash of play boy magazines...lol plus he has the ultimate he man collection....llmmaaoo...playboy magazines back in the 80s always had that unique scent to their pages....vintage college foids who were whore pics to pay thier college tuitions....llmmaaooo pac 12 (pac 10) was my favorite
 
When I was five I was looking for hidden Christmas presents and looked in my dads big suitcase.

It had lots of photographs of unknown women in various lack of clothing. Most were tied up and looked scared. There was also ropes and knives in there...

They made me feel funny down there. But I somehow knew I should never look in dads suitcases ever again.
 
When I was 6 or 7, I found my dad's porn magazine. :feelskek:

Good old 90s, where you could find the craziest shit by just looking around your own house.
 
13 or 14 and the cope didnt last long because I felt cucked back then watching porn so I jacked off to hentai instead from that day on + fetishes
 
I don’t even want to think about it
 
I found my uncle's porn mags when I was younger
 
12, I accidentally watched Sasuke x Naruto yaoi doujinshi because it was recommended to me by YouTube. I wasn't hard nor did I like it because I'm not a faggot.
 
I used my imagination at 7/8 years old to fap
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
12 years old but I started jerking off when I was 6
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
It's always the classmates...
I was 8 and became addicted
 
I got curious when I was 11 and when I was on Encyclopedia Dramatica I searched up butt sex. Found out pretty quickly I like seeing women take it up the ass but not so much men.
 
Looked up “10 year old girl boobs” at age 10 on the family iMac computer and it was a pipeline from there, now looking back I’m surprised I didn’t get put on some kind of list for those searches.
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
It was on YouTube somebody made a hentia meme and I looked up what it was
 
I was 13 on my iphone and I searched some pro video with "nurses" with gigantic fake tumor-like breasts and lips sucking a dick. i felt nauseous and had a visceral disgust and fear at what i was seeing, I closed the video pretty quickly and even quietly apologized to my mother and sisters out loud to myself JFL, almost like a silent prayer. i was a soy kid who hit puberty late. What's crazy is how fast i got desensitized and after a few more videos I was spending basically my entire free time watching porn, I could even sit in class and get a boner at will by thinking about the porn. Also women with fake breasts no longer disgusted me and I still like them even now.

i became a menace, my mom was always knocking on my bathroom door asking what i was doing spending so much time in there. I even had a waterproof phone case so i would watch while I was showering. i didnt even cum for like a year because i dont have a foreskin until i got the hang of it one day and it shot out. Alot of people say their first cum was heaven but I was so underdeveloped that i didnt even notice when it happened.
7 or 8 I got such massive rush from it lol, lucky me I had my first orgasm on adhd meds boy was that something.
 
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Looked up “10 year old girl boobs” at age 10 on the family iMac computer and it was a pipeline from there, now looking back I’m surprised I didn’t get put on some kind of list for those searches.
I remember looking specifically for jailbait nudes when I was a teen as well. No regrets.

What's funny is that there was an actual jailbait website back then. It was publicly accessible.
Not some dark web type of shit, no passwords, no weird website name.

It was literally called jailbait something. lol

One day it got banned and I couldn't goon to it anymore.
Best goons, hands down.
 
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Story time :feelscomfy:

Back in the 2000s, I'd watch this TV channel here in Germany called DSF which would show raunchy sports lifestyle shit. I must've been 12 or so. Once they were showing a degenerate lifestyle show about car tuning at 9pm and my parents told me to turn the TV off when the program was over. Apparently I didn't realize that at that time, they show softcore porn on TV- fully uncensored tits and all before going into actual strip shows. Would sneak into the living room after 10 at night (which felt super late at that age) to watch women stripping naked :feelsohh:
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
Blame men for it
 

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