
TheHungariancel
“Anything can happen in life, especially nothing.”
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I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.
On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.
The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.
This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.
The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.
This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.