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Discussion When did you first get exposed to pornography? How did it go?

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I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
 
about 6. there was a TV channel for it. I thought they were doing some elaborate massage.
 
about 6. there was a TV channel for it. I thought they were doing some elaborate massage.
damn that’s way too young, did it have any effect on you?
 
At 7 or 8, I stumbled upon a hidden VHS cassette while visiting my aunt. I still remember my heart beating like crazy as I watched it. :feelskek:
 
no cuz I didn't realize the girl wasn't massaging him but was bouncing on his cock till I was like 14.
the good days of blissful ignorance. Life was simpler.
 
I think when I was 8 or 9, I started gooning at like 4 (prone), I didn't feel shocked or anything to be honest when I first saw
 
I was using our ipad which was the only touch screen phone in our home and some ads popped up showing some weird ass stories about girls bra slips off or something in public. I clicked that and then I just went downhill.
 
I used to goon to my first oneitis back when I was 10, I met her in a wedding. Clearly didn't meet but our mom's were kind of friends, so yea she was kinda thick and hot back then.
 
Age 10-11. First stuff I saw was belly stuffing fetish
 
I was 13 on my iphone and I searched some pro video with "nurses" with gigantic fake tumor-like breasts and lips sucking a dick. i felt nauseous and had a visceral disgust and fear at what i was seeing, I closed the video pretty quickly and even quietly apologized to my mother and sisters out loud to myself JFL, almost like a silent prayer. i was a soy kid who hit puberty late. What's crazy is how fast i got desensitized and after a few more videos I was spending basically my entire free time watching porn, I could even sit in class and get a boner at will by thinking about the porn. Also women with fake breasts no longer disgusted me and I still like them even now.

i became a menace, my mom was always knocking on my bathroom door asking what i was doing spending so much time in there. I even had a waterproof phone case so i would watch while I was showering. i didnt even cum for like a year because i dont have a foreskin until i got the hang of it one day and it shot out. Alot of people say their first cum was heaven but I was so underdeveloped that i didnt even notice when it happened.
 
l I was 13 on my iphone and I searched some pro video with "nurses" with gigantic fake tumor-like breasts and lips sucking a dick. i felt nauseous and had a visceral disgust and fear at what i was seeing, I closed the video pretty quickly and even quietly apologized to my mother and sisters out loud to myself JFL, almost like a silent prayer
lol did you apologised to your mother for watching porn?
i was a soy kid who hit puberty late.
Same.
What's crazy is how fast i got desensitized and after a few more videos I was spending basically my entire free time watching porn, I could even sit in class and get a boner at will by thinking about the porn. Also women with fake breasts no longer disgusted me and I still like them even now.
I’m still not desentized to pro porn, I don’t enjoy it at all.
i became a menace, my mom was always knocking on my bathroom door asking what i was doing spending so much time in there. I even had a waterproof phone case so i would watch while I was showering.
:feelskek: :feelskek: :feelskek:
i didnt even cum for like a year because i dont have a foreskin until i got the hang of it one day and it shot out. Alot of people say their first cum was heaven but I was so underdeveloped that i didnt even notice when it happened.
My first cum was scary, it activated muscles in my body I didn’t know existed lol.
 
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lol did you apologised to your mother for watching porn?
No i felt guilty and said "sorry mom" outloud to myself in my bed, i've never talked about sex with my parents
I’m still not desentized to pro porn, I don’t enjoy it at all.
thats a good thing, a russian lady said "you have like horse cock" in a porno and it turned me on, so I started watching beastiality. my region just banned porn without a vpn and I am actually grateful, i've calmed down since i was a teen and now I mostly just jerk off to instagram reels. I only relapse on pro stuff maybe a dozen times in a year now
 
The day after i watched Spider-Man Homecoming. One of the characters mentioned porn and i had no idea what it was so i googled it
 
At 10-11. I was first exposed to softcore images and then gradually moved on to hardcore.
 
Can't remember, probably 11yo or close, when i got my first PC.

I first used to watch naruto and Ranma hentai pics, later, of all new anime and videogame female character i found atractive. Very few times real females
 
Probably about 8.
Used to find hardcore pornographic magazines in the neighbourhood. That was a common thing in the 20th century.
 
Dad sERved in the United Stated Navy, he was also a pornography/sex addict.
 
Someone from one of my classes as a child showed me porn around 9-10, i've been hooked since
 
I was about 11-12 years old when one of my classmate told me about a website called Redtube. I obviously knew what sex was but I hadn't seen a single actual porn video at that time. A lot of my classmates had been already watching porn and jerking off to porn but for some reason I didn’t, I didn't even know what masturbation even was. Guys in my class often talked about what kind of videos they watched and I wasn't really interested at first, but eventually my curiosity got the best of me.




On one night I searched up Redtube and clicked on the first video I saw on the main page. To my misfortune, it was a gang bang video where 3 guys tried stuff their penises into a woman's asshole. I could only watch about 20-30 seconds after I quickly closed the browser and deleted the search history in total shock. I was shaking and couldn't come to terms with what I saw, it was so unreal. I remember pointlessly walking around the room contemplating and checking the door making sure there’s no one approaching the room, like I commited a serious crime, saw something I wasn’t supposed to see. It genuinely traumatized me and it was incredibly unpleasant to watch.



The impact that the video had on me was so immense I didn’t watch any professional porn until I turned 14. I still dislike professional porn, I find it digusting, it brutalized my innocent child brain.


This experince didn’t prevent me from becoming a gooner years later, but I avoid professional porn to this day and you should do the same.
Used to watch grape vids on YouTube, film clips or something lol
 

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