When did it occur to you that you'll likely be alone for the rest of your life?

[GN-z11]

How did you cope with it? Do you think it's going to be an easy ride after desensitization to loneliness or will it get progressively worse as the weight of your negative mental state sinks you further into the rut?

Was it the immersion into the technological/computer world which took the form of an addiction that prevented you from learning social skills, or is it just your physical traits?

In my case, I completely lack the ability to communicate to people in small talk and general talk scenarios. The subjects society is interested in just doesn't concern me and I'm left in silence after getting past the "Hi how are you the weather is nice" stuff.

 

[Michael15651]

Two years back, after trying everything I knew it was over.

 

[Deleted member 15752]

When i discovered the blackpill, initially it was always over regardless if I found it or not.

 

[Smallondick]

2015

 

[Cuyen]

In august 2018 i realized it never began for me

 

[Insomniac]

Oct 4, 2018

 

[_wifebeater_]

At 16, when everyone else has lost their virginity.

 

[Smallondick]

Was it the immersion into the technological/computer world which took the form of an addiction that prevented you from learning social skills, or is it just your physical traits?

This is also true, despite giving us some exits from time to time.

 

[Bakura806]

I would say my last year of high school

 

[virgin4life]

At 14 I already knew something was wrong. But I guess I wasn't really sure until I was 30 and desparate and tried anything I could and foids rejected me left and right.

 

[GeneticFilth]

When accutane didn't get rid of my acne and I learned how to rate, so I discovered It's over because I have a recessed chin.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

I never feel "alone". But I know what you mean OP, not gonna nitpick further. I've known since about the time I hit puberty tbh

 

[FIVETHREEBALDCEL]

As i progressively got ugly, normies made their disgust towards me obvious, they expect me to be an obedient slave and accept the life of a subhuman, this is the prime reason of why i no longer help any normscum of feel pity for them when they are in any kind of trouble instead now i take joy watching these cunts get sent to grinder for being such gynocentric piece of shit

 

[Wettinghose]

five years ago when I moved to SEA and still could not ascend

 

[StaroRavager]

On a subconscious level, I knew that I would never have a family of my own, but it was only a few weeks before my join date when I accepted the fact that it never began

 

[SchrodingersDick]

Very recently.. just these last 2 weeks.

 

[Deleted member 14866]

I still haven’t come to terms with it

 

[Deleted member 5712]

ive always felt uglier than all my male counterparts and was always alone since nobody likes to talk to Pumkin the ugly Uggo

but when i truly realized it was over for me was 2 things...okay maybe 3 things happened in my life all around the same time. a few weeks apart of each other
Strike 1) Gave a coworker a gift a few years back. She took me aside and told me to NEVER "pull this stunt" again and said it was creepy and I look creepy. BUT the gift was perfect so she wasnt going to give it back and also her bf was coming to see her shortly so it would be best if I dont talk to her in front of him or else he will get jealous and mad. Better yet? Just dont talk to her anymore teehee! My reason for giving the gift? IT WAS HER FUCKING BIRTHDAY AND THE OFFICE WAS CELEBRATING HER FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!! (teehee but she doesnt mind an overbearing jealous chad who will slap her around for talking to other guys)

Strike 2) I was 25-ish. Was trying to become friends with this 19yo. She said she was religious and a virgin so I kinda tried to stick to her closely. Used to go out and pay for all her food whenever we went out. Fast forward a few weeks after the birthday incident. I took her to Subway and we got some subs. She started flirting with a guy right as we were ordering our sandwiches. I knew I had to lock this shit down if I ever was going to stand a chance. Asked her out on a date. She said no she just wanted to be friends. She wasnt ready for a relationship. I said okay. Gave her my Sub card for 50 or so free sandwuches because fuck Subway (it was her favorite place) and i never talked to her again. About 2 weeks later I overhear her excitedly tell our coworker Mother(Mom of the office) she lost her virginity and was asking about birth control. They were both so happy. After she told me she wasnt ready for a relationship or wanting to see anybody..... Typical FUCKING WHORE!!!

Strike 3) Around this time i was feeling like shit. But in my head i thought at least i got a job. i got an apartment. im doing okay for myself? least im not like my cousin who was literally homeless and had no job. then lo and behold he gets a gf and moves in with her and she pays for all his shit. the whole family thought it was so sweet how she helped him in his time of need and how love finds a way...for a FUCKING HOMELESS DROPOUT WHO GETS FIRED FROM EVERY JOB HE EVER WORKED!!! my god this pissed me off the most. he literally gets rewarded in life for doing literally nothing. didnt try for anything didnt work hard. just looks good and gets pussy handed to him. and gets paid to fuck his stupid bitch of a gf

Think youve hit rock bottom? ever since that day my daily routine has been nothing but feeling like shit with no hope and no way out. rock bottom 24/7 is my new baseline. GOML

 

[Cleftcel]

I still don't think i'll end up alone tbqh i'll find love one day with a sub 5 foid

 

[Hate_my_life]

I still don't think i'll end up alone tbqh i'll find love one day with a sub 5 foid

 

[Wonder]

I went to church one Sunday, and this young couple came in. The man was reasonably average, so average in fact that I canät even remember his face. The woman was very ugly. Then in hit me: if an average guy has to go for ugly girls, what chance in hell do I have? I had known before that I was ugly, but I always thought I can always go for some ugly girl no one else wants. I swear, the girl was probably my looksmatch (as close to a 1 as you can get in my age).

 

[TheRealChincel]

1997? It’s when I started being made fun of by girls consistently.