I dont count but it feels like ive been rejected hundreds, if not thousands of times both online and in real life. Im still not giving up though, statistically one day ill find someone.
When and why did you give up? Or are you still trying to get a girlfriend?
every female who doesn't make eye contact with you on the street considers you ugly
it is a rejection in and of itself.
it is a rejection in and of itself.
I'm kind of half-assing my attempt to get girls to be honest.
I don't think I can significantly change my sexual market value (at least it's high improbable), but also I don't have anything better to do with my time.
I figure I'll prove to myself that me at my very best is still not good enough, and then I can stop trying with no lingering doubts.
I don't think I can significantly change my sexual market value (at least it's high improbable), but also I don't have anything better to do with my time.
I figure I'll prove to myself that me at my very best is still not good enough, and then I can stop trying with no lingering doubts.
I don't know the exact moment I gave up, but it was a slow process over the past year tbh. I gave up when I recognized the importance of the halo effect, and why being my race whilst ugly means that the chance of me finding love is closer to 0% than it is to 1%.
I try very very hard to get a girlfriend, my most recent experience was sui fuel honestly (see my most recent thread), I was about to end it all. But I'm going to keep on trying.
I am pretty self aware so why even try lol
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Life is about trying, even when you know it's over. (Never actually began, to be over, tbh tbh.)
Yeah try the numbers game, while you at it try to enumarate all the real numbers as well
I have a decently serious deformity so i know its useless anyway. No bother in trying when you already know it's useless
i never tried, honestly. actually i've never had any kind of contact with a female. this makes me kind of optimistic, maybe they don't actually find me THAT ugly.
one day i'll put efforts into approaching or trying to befriend them or whatever
one day i'll put efforts into approaching or trying to befriend them or whatever
I don't have the courage to approach them, ever since I was a teenager I was taught female nature and began to stir in a sort of bitterness. This eventually evolved into the blackpill stage, now I actively try to avoid them. Personal observations can confirm the ugly truths about them and I don't want to be associated with them without a sense of fairness and a benefit to be received.
Summarization, I gave up during puberty.
Summarization, I gave up during puberty.
Same as above, there was no exact moment, it was more like a slow process. I got busier with work and had less and less time to focus on myself.
I can tell you about the exact moment I dropped out of college though. Ironically I dropped out after passing a final. I handed in my exam and the prof told me to wait outside. He called me back 5 mins later and told me I'd have to retake it. All the pages I handed in were crossed out without referencing anything in particular (Im talking about a red line going from the top left corner of the page to the bottom right corner) so I went back and respecfully asked him if he could pinpoint the mistakes I made. He looked at the exam then he looked at me again and exhaled like he was very tired. Then he told me to wait outside until the rest of the students handed in their exams. I waited almost an hour for everyone to leave and walked back in. He made me sit down and told me that he had been waiting for a tenured position for almost 10 years now and that he had no choice but to do everything the faculty ordered. He started talking in detail about his life and said he needed the money and job security, had been postponing having a kid and everything and told me his wife was very tired of waiting. I had no idea what he meant by any of this. Then he said there were too many kids signing up and the faculty told him not to pass more than 15% of his class and by the time I handed in my exam he had already passed that many so he just crossed out everything without looking. Turns out this is actually very common but I had no idea at the time. Then he said I had been very respectful and patient so he would make an exception and go over my exam again. I told him I didn't want to cause him any problems and that I would retake it next year but he insisted. He went over my exam again and gave me 70% and left. I was grateful but that was the last time I ever set foot into a classroom. That was one of the easiest classes in my program and I didn't want to go through the same bullshit with the harder ones. Imagine spending hundreds of hours studying maths or chemistry and having your entire exam crossed out because "too many kids are signing up" I don't like playing rigged games.
I can tell you about the exact moment I dropped out of college though. Ironically I dropped out after passing a final. I handed in my exam and the prof told me to wait outside. He called me back 5 mins later and told me I'd have to retake it. All the pages I handed in were crossed out without referencing anything in particular (Im talking about a red line going from the top left corner of the page to the bottom right corner) so I went back and respecfully asked him if he could pinpoint the mistakes I made. He looked at the exam then he looked at me again and exhaled like he was very tired. Then he told me to wait outside until the rest of the students handed in their exams. I waited almost an hour for everyone to leave and walked back in. He made me sit down and told me that he had been waiting for a tenured position for almost 10 years now and that he had no choice but to do everything the faculty ordered. He started talking in detail about his life and said he needed the money and job security, had been postponing having a kid and everything and told me his wife was very tired of waiting. I had no idea what he meant by any of this. Then he said there were too many kids signing up and the faculty told him not to pass more than 15% of his class and by the time I handed in my exam he had already passed that many so he just crossed out everything without looking. Turns out this is actually very common but I had no idea at the time. Then he said I had been very respectful and patient so he would make an exception and go over my exam again. I told him I didn't want to cause him any problems and that I would retake it next year but he insisted. He went over my exam again and gave me 70% and left. I was grateful but that was the last time I ever set foot into a classroom. That was one of the easiest classes in my program and I didn't want to go through the same bullshit with the harder ones. Imagine spending hundreds of hours studying maths or chemistry and having your entire exam crossed out because "too many kids are signing up" I don't like playing rigged games.
No point in even trying anymore tbh.
K
Why did you dropout doe? How do just you exchange your future for some vague moral ideals?
I gave up sometime last year
Im still trying. I will never give up. There is sometime,when you was been reject a lot,that you dont care anymore. That is what happend to me. Girls gonna reject me, but I dont care,im goona still trying.
Im ugly,girls look at me with dislike ,girls make fun about me,but I don't care anymore.
Never give up,OP
Im ugly,girls look at me with dislike ,girls make fun about me,but I don't care anymore.
Never give up,OP
I am trying to give up, but my mind isnt letting me do it. I keep dreaming about having a gf.
Can't give up if you have never started. Talking with a foid is literally impossible.
Talking with a foid is literally impossible.
i asked a girl for her number once and she laughed in my face
Between work and school I was spending 70/80 hours a week doing things I didn't want to do. I was tired all the time and had to retake some of the classes multiple times. It was the final hint I needed to realize that it was pointless, I was never going to graduate and i didn't want to turn into that guy who stays in college 20 years trying to get a 5 year degree (I met several people like that in my program) also employers aren't interested in hiring people who take too long to graduate so the degree would have done nothing for me anyway
My mom has money anyway so I don't have to worry about my future
People value persistence too much. After a certain point it turns into stupidity
K
I assume you are from the US and college is expensive? If not, why couldnt your mum pay for your college back then?
Money wasnt the problem, it was about time & energy
K
Then why not stop working and just spent your time studying?
no point in ever trying. sub par looks + being an aspie cunt = death. i have seen uglier friends with gf but they werent nutcases like me so its over
cucked infront of my eyes
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I don't know anymore tbh. I'm 21 and never had a GF before so I am way behind everyone else. It's almost hopeless. Even if I was able to attract a girl they would leave me the second they find out im a weirdo whos never been in a relationship.
I dont want a girlfriend.
B
Never gave up, it's too much of a natural need. Like there is something, that causes Sisyphus to push the rock uphill again and again, and Tantalos to continue to reach for the water and fruits, he can never reach.
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