What's your story?

[R(p)apist1488]

What's your story?

if I may just get the ball rolling/vent a bit.

When I was younger I always loved girls, I would've done about anything to get a gf and I would've probably worshipped her. I would've done it all: buy her gifts, listen to her problems, drop whatever I was doing if she ever needed me, all of it. After being rejected and heartbroken so many times I don't really trust women anymore, having so many negative experiences paired with hearing those of my friends I just don't think it's worth it anymore. Fighting the redpills and blackpills and continuously trying to get a girl and failing just caused me more and more depression/poor self image.
"What's wrong with me?"
"Why am I so ugly?"
"No one will ever want me."
These are thoughts I struggled with a lot. Finally I did some soul searching and talked a friend who accepted the truth a while back. I told him
"I've accepted inceldom."
"Now don't look back." He replied
Anytime I struggle I think about that momment.
Anyway guys, this is my story and I look forward to hearing yours.

 

[Void.]

Im short
ugly
talk like a retard
got humiliated and made fun of my whole life
was too kind and got taken advantage of
got bullied
got rejected too many times to count
got weird looks from normies too many times to count

 

[rope infinity ♾️]

Im short
ugly
got humiliated and made fun of my whole life
was too kind and got taken advantage of
got bullied
got rejected too many times to count
got weird looks from normies too many times to count

Same except, I don't talk to anyone

 

[Johnhatenigger12]

Im short
ugly
talk like a retard
got humiliated and made fun of my whole life
was too kind and got taken advantage of
got bullied
got rejected too many times to count
got weird looks from normies too many times to count

 

[B33troot]

My story is too long. I'll mention a few highlights.

• Always wanted to get a GF ever since I started interacting with them during college. Failed to do so, but I still held on to the hope that it's only a matter of time before I met a girl who'd be my GF.
• I used to think having a nice personality will help me find a GF. Held beliefs that one would identify as "blue pilled" today.
• A brutal rejection in 2010 caused me to descend into depression and alcoholism. It was during that time that I attained the "enlightenment" that looks matter the most in relationships, i.e., the black pill.
• 40 Kissless, hugless, handholdless virgin incel. Failure at life.

 

[Cryotron]

i wasn't that bluepilled since the beginning, thanks to my mother i knew woman is not how society represent them so i never chased them because i already knew i will never will be that Jock the fuckboy and i didn't want to be that Oofy Doofy emotional tampon for them.

 

[R(p)apist1488]

Im short
ugly
talk like a retard
got humiliated and made fun of my whole life
was too kind and got taken advantage of
got bullied
got rejected too many times to count
got weird looks from normies too many times to count

I'm sorry that happened to you big guy, we're all in this together.

 

[Adamhastor]

Nothing special. Average childhood, average teenagehood, average studies, average health, average sports, average job, average hobbies, average life.

I'd be a normie except that I've never even kissed a girl and I'm a wizard in my 40s. Foids never liked me for whatever reason (looks, height, awkwardness, etc.) and preferred fucking arguably worse specimens.

 

[just another koala]

Guys, women don't care. It depends on our personality. jfl

 

[PolskiKartofel]

My story:
I was born

 

[Evangelioncel]

When I was growing up I was always one of the shortest if not the shortest males in class. Pair this with being skinny af. I was kind of a pushover and had some nerdy ass hobbies. Didn't hang out with anyone whatsoever after elementary school.

Going into middle school I was still a 4'6 midget with the face of a child, while every other guy was growing. On top of that I had an annoying high pitched foid voice. While it did get deeper in 7th and 8th grade I still only grew to around 4'11 and I was still skinny/underweight. I think I was around 70lbs when middle school ended. Had friends into MOBA I would game with, of course all guys and pretty seperate from the rest of our class. Our group was split after going into HS.

Going into high school, trying to escape my loneliness, I was ultrabluepilled and tried to make friends with normies. As is the case I failed, and only had 1 good friend from that middle school group. Suffered through a year of online school in covid alone and went back to school next year. I tried too hard in junior year and thought I was the shit when normgroids probably laughed at my stupid choppy bangs and nerdy ass clothes. Tried to ask out a girl I knew from a club through a valentines gram. But she started avoiding me when one of the retarded foids selling the grams told her I sent it to her.

Senior year I tried asking out another foid who was complaining she didn't have a prom date. 4'10 and 5/10 looks without fakeup btw. When I tried to prompose to her with my poster she avoided me for 3 days straight and wouldn't reply to me at all. I was also egged on by a stupid Korean toilet to do this. Of course, she managed to get a prom date . I asked out at least 6 other girls during HS but couldn't do anymore because I didn't wanna ruin my image. I started watching blackpill content in this time such as Wheat Waffles, Nero Angelo, Doomer Tejana. I also started reading the incel wiki, pretty sure I've finished all the content on there. The heightpill especially killed me as it lines up always with what I experienced irl .

Leaving high school I was 5'4 and 110lbs. I tried to talk to this ""Christian"" foid who I had a lot in common with but turns out knowingly dated an atheist and fucked her dog. This bitch rejected me for an oofy doofy who bought her a Nintendo Switch for Christmas. Who dumped him for chad . Finally, my best friend from middle school told me he only wanted to talk to his girlfriend and stopped contacting me. I told him about my inceldom and kept telling me bluepilled copes. After finally visiting this site from the wiki and lurking for a month I joined.

 

[Evangelioncel]

My 4 paragraph reply doesn't even do my story justice tbh. It's more brutal than whatever you guys read here. Dm if you want details.

 

[earming]

I am mentally retarded, incapable of basic things and barely clinging on to consciousness. I have never had any friends and I am practically mute. No hobbies either. Bullied by my mother, women and normies my entire life. That's it