What's stopping you from killing yourself?

[Adolf Kitler]

I'm ready to end my life. Every single day, I think about killing myself.
The only thing keeping me at bay are my copes. Reading, playing games, watching shows, scrolling through this forum, or just ruminating in general.


What about you, brocels?

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Lots of video games I wanna play

 

[Slut_Annihilator298]

I'm ready to end my life. Every single day, I think about killing myself.
The only thing keeping me at bay are my copes. Reading, playing games, watching shows, doomscrolling, or just ruminating in general.


What about you, brocels?

I want to read more, but don't know what to read exactly. I've heard Dostoyevsky is good. Have you ever read him? Postpone the suicide, friend, and let's talk

 

[Xul]

Slop, games, shows, reading.

 

[NocturnalCel]

Right now, I’m just staying alive so I don’t hurt my family. When my parents pass on, I’m gonna end it.

 

[drowningindenial]

no not yet. It will happen tho.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

i think im too pragmatic and spiteful to consider suicide. if i completely lost the will to live i wouldnt end myself. I would put myself into a situation where I get shot or electric chaired instead.

 

[Animecel2D]

The rope broke

 

[Dead End]

I'm scared of death on an instinctive level. I wouldn't be alive if I wasn't.

 

[PersonalityChad]

I'm a coward

 

[BPJ]

Slop, games, shows, reading.

 

[FuckYou]

I enjoy my copes.

 

[lifesucksandyoudie]

Getting notifications from here

 

[psycho123]

Every single day, I think about killing myself

Me too man. The thoughts never go away. Right now, the only thing that brings an ounce of dopamine to make me forget my cursed life is games, especially single-player games or tv shows I suppose.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

This forum and AI porn

 

[Bulbasaur]

No.
The life of every brocel is precious.

 

[darkie]

Same reason you listed, dopamine

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

Nobody should kill themselves.

I wish the world was different, and I wish my experiences of the world were different. But that's not the same thing as wanting to end my life. But it took a half-assed, failed sui attempt to open my eyes to this.

Watching a bit of blood dripping from a small and insufficient wound on my wrist. Realizing that amount of blood wasn't ever likely to end things. Realizing that I didn't have what it took to make another cut and get it happening properly...

(1) because I couldn't cope with the pain of it... but also

(2) because a very real and very visceral survival instinct kicked in.

I want to stop that bleeding. That must mean I don't want to bleed to death. That must mean I don't want to die. Not really. I just convinced myself through some quasi intellectual bullshit that that's what I should do.

Maybe this is a lame and pathetic story... but at the time it felt pretty big. Really standing on the edge of the abyss, not just talking about it.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Being cis. If I wasn't I would've roped by now.

 

[Icarus]

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The rope broke

 

[Chadrick Star]

I refuse to die before I get my revenge and take what's rightfully mine.

 

[Kan>Foids]

Lots of video games I wanna play

This. Also books, wanting to finish college, good Internet content, etc.

 

[Serbimmigrant-cel]

See my avatar? That's why

 

[rapetorturekill]

Parents

 

[Robespierre]

Hope that everything will change for the better.

 

[Manlet]

Coping and the delusion that things could still get better somehow.

 

[Reapercel]

Video games, books, movies

 

[vuki]

I'm ready to end my life. Every single day, I think about killing myself.
The only thing keeping me at bay are my copes. Reading, playing games, watching shows, scrolling through this forum, or just ruminating in general.


What about you, brocels?

What do you read?

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I wouldn't kill myself without going ER.

If I don't feel the need to go ER (because it's illegal and I HATE doing illegal things and harming people), then I wouldn't kill myself.

 

[AdolfRizzler]

the same instincts that wants me to have sex keeps me alive, natural instincts of this body like fear, pain, suvival instinct etc
but if i would be in a very bad situation or lost my will completly without having copes, yeah i d kill myself, so basically im 50% ready to kill myself, that s why if i get older, yeah i m roping because at that point, life it s trully over and i don t want to spend years as and old khhv incel, i would rather commit suicide

 

[izaaclosed]

MiSide peaceful mode

 

[wolfboy333]

I'm ready to end my life. Every single day, I think about killing myself.
The only thing keeping me at bay are my copes. Reading, playing games, watching shows, scrolling through this forum, or just ruminating in general.


What about you, brocels?

I feel you, fear of death and regular life pleasures keeps me safe ig, nothing interesting

 

[rapetorturekill]

I wouldn't kill myself without going ER.

Same but speaking about this is very risky. I wouldn’t recommend going into details about this because it can be perceived as glowing.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Same but speaking about this is very risky. I wouldn’t recommend going into details about this because it can be perceived as glowing.

Thanks rapetorturekill, but luckily I made it clear that I would never do such a thing because it's illegal and I absolutely abhor the idea of killing people. People don't deserve to be harmed, no matter how horribly they may treat us.

 

[Glassness]

I can't let the fags win by doing the follow your leader meme

 

[Morphine]

I enjoy my copes.

 

[rapetorturekill]

Thanks rapetorturekill

You’re welcome.

but luckily I made it clear that I would never do such a thing because it's illegal and I absolutely abhor the idea of killing people. People don't deserve to be harmed, no matter how horribly they may treat us.

I agree, you’re absolutely right about that! We would never break any law and or harm anyone ever. Harming people is bad.

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

Small things for example the future albums of my favourite bands.

 

[wannabeconqueror]

I refuse to die before I get my revenge and take what's rightfully mine.

trvthnvke for the people, suicide is for cucks that dont want to go and die for a cause at least

 

[wannabeconqueror]

I wouldn't kill myself without going ER.

If I don't feel the need to go ER (because it's illegal and I HATE doing illegal things and harming people), then I wouldn't kill myself.

 

[MASTERBAYTER6690]

Too much of a wuss to actually do it, but If I have a gun tho, I would do it immediately

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

Some copes, some hopium

I would have to be very desperate to attempt suicide

 

[no love found]

Copes, the small little bit of community I still have left, hope for the future

 

[no love found]

And it’s not bad enough for that yet for me

 

[Mango]

No reason to (yet) I have decent copes and my parents are still around. Also, I want to do a few things in life like seeing an escort at least once or maybe try my hand at geomaxxing

Though I did try twice this year, mostly because I was being reckless. Once with a 9mm pistol and the other by alcohol.

I failed to load the magazine correctly so no round went into the chamber and I got too drunk to continue drinking

 

[soft]

No reason to (yet) I have decent copes and my parents are still around. Also, I want to do a few things in life like seeing an escort at least once or maybe try my hand at geomaxxing

Though I did try twice this year, mostly because I was being reckless. Once with a 9mm pistol and the other by alcohol.

I failed to load the magazine correctly so no round went into the chamber and I got too drunk to continue drinking

You actually pulled the trigger, convinced that the gun was loaded?

 

[Belowthesalt]

It comes and goes in phases as of late I've been feeling very good, since joining this forum has been a great social outlet, something I've not had in half a decade. That will probably diminish over time, but for now alls good, and I just got a bunch of new video games.

 

[InternalJizzz]

Just my copes

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

Don't wanna make my family sad also I took out a huge loan and consigned with my mom with it

 

[Wolnir]

No because you only get one life, you may as well make the best of a shit situation.