SuicideFuel What's actually keeping you alive

[Five Dozen Eggs]

Rope snapped the one time I legitimately tried and I took it as a sign that life need to kill me itself and that I won't do the dirty work on myself. I still do things that could kill me every day and I secretly hope I die in an "accident" but I won't do it intentionally.

 

[Notkev]

My family (one of the areas where I got luckier than many)
And the fact that there's one thing in my life I still want to achieve.

But sometimes the depression is just too much

 

[Stupid Clown]

hatred

 

[Notkev]

I also fear I might paralyze myself. That would be the worst possible outcome

 

[Deep.Nest]

My dog and ironically enough my mom, if I died my dog will be sniffing all of my things wondering where I went and my mom would be devastated. My mom is the only woman in my life who genuinely gives a fuck about and loves me for who I am. And my dog has been by my side for 10 long years (and hopefully 10 more)

same

 

[Deep.Nest]

Rope snapped the one time I legitimately tried and I took it as a sign that life need to kill me itself and that I won't do the dirty work on myself. I still do things that could kill me every day and I secretly hope I die in an "accident" but I won't do it intentionally.

I'm scared of that happening to me. What if the rope snaps by the time brain damage has already occurred. I'm glad you have somewhat of a new outlook on life

 

[Deep.Nest]

I also fear I might paralyze myself. That would be the worst possible outcome

this

 

[Kina Hikikomori]

Don't do evil to bring me down further. I'm already NEET and hikikomori, I recognize this as a blessing and I avoid talking to any retarded redpill, bluepill, coach, religious people, etc... to avoid problems with them, these infiltrators who love to spread slander and lies about others.

 

[Five Dozen Eggs]

I'm scared of that happening to me. What if the rope snaps by the time brain damage has already occurred. I'm glad you have somewhat of a new outlook on life

I have a pretty gnarly scar now from the incident but fortunately it was actually the beam I attached the rope to (I am a fatass) that snapped immediately and not the rope so I didn't incur any brain damage. The scar just makes people look at me like even more of a monster though, so if anyone is reading this and thinking about roping consider an exit bag instead so you don't get maimed if you fail.

 

[dead.ahead]

I ask myself this quite often and I never really have a good answer. Every night is spent drinking and getting high alone, I have nothing better to do. I'm prepared to rope but my mind keeps pushing it off for a few days, when a few days come, I push it off again for another few days and so on. I can't do this forever though. I'm not doing anything productive with my life, I don't know why I can't just commit to killing myself.

Fear of death is keeping me alive.

 

[incelerated]

hatred

Parents

These

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Sorry man I want to enjoy my time with my dad before he goes I hope he lives long enough for me to become rich fast and get to live a good life with him

At least you and your father get along well like my father and I did. Sucks losing someone you did so much cool stuff with and who was like a best friend to you. One good thing though was my father retired at age 65 when I was in 8th grade, and we got to do lots of stuff together afterwards because he had a lot of time

 

[Emba]

Inertia

 

[Shitskin_Shitlife]

It's a combination of being raised a Muslim and being told suicide is wrong and spite. Society is trying to kill us and wants us dead. The average normies you pass by in the street wants you to rope. They want you to stop existing. Do not give those scum what they want.

 

[DenHaag]

Books

 

[Initium]

The hope that one day there will be a pill/surgery that will give me a 9x7 inches penis. So I go and destroy some escorts and make their lives hell.

 

[trognarukk]

Copes like vidya, riding bike,weed

 

[Deep.Nest]

Copes like vidya, riding bike,weed

The hope that one day there will be a pill/surgery that will give me a 9x7 inches penis. So I go and destroy some escorts and make their lives hell.

Books

Valid

 

[Zeu5]

Coffee, video games, the uncertainty of death, I’m still young

 

[Deep.Nest]

It's a combination of being raised a Muslim and being told suicide is wrong and spite. Society is trying to kill us and wants us dead. The average normies you pass by in the street wants you to rope. They want you to stop existing. Do not give those scum what they want.

I definitely see that aspect of spite, If I were to die I wish I could get back at them before so it would at least even it out

 

[bEpRi]

Saving money and getting surgeries is my only hope.

 

[comorange]

I still have a slither of hope in me

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Spite and good copes

 

[Dollfucker]

Im forced to be alive I wish I wasn't

 

[RechargedSamsung]

My fear of fucking up my attempt

 

[Symbalar]

Extreme anal porn and finish my big house.