SuicideFuel What's actually keeping you alive

[Deep.Nest]

I ask myself this quite often and I never really have a good answer. Every night is spent drinking and getting high alone, I have nothing better to do. I'm prepared to rope but my mind keeps pushing it off for a few days, when a few days come, I push it off again for another few days and so on. I can't do this forever though. I'm not doing anything productive with my life, I don't know why I can't just commit to killing myself.

 

[PersonaPimp]

hatred

 

[Acorn]

Parents

 

[adharmi]

Hope

 

[Deep.Nest]

hatred

I have a lot of that too, but I wouldn't say it's a motivation to keep living

 

[Sloth.Belgrade]

God and parents

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

me I'm a cute cat

 

[Deep.Nest]

Parents

My parents think I'm a complete loser so I can't relate

 

[NeverGetUp36]

I still have a slither of hope in me

 

[Ghostface]

mom still gives a shit about me, playing video games for 14 hours straight makes me forget im an inkwell

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Parents

For me it's not parents anymore, just my mother. My father passed away a few months ago, and it was suifuel losing him as he was my best friend in life. My mother and I are close though, and I can't kill myself while she is here. I'm all she has pretty much. Also, my hobbies give me good feelings too, so that's lifefuel. It's hard to cope though

 

[curryboy420]

Food n smoke

 

[curryboy420]

N daily burger or piza

 

[GhostedPhantom]

There's nothing I look forward to, but knowing how bad relationshits can be, I'm somewhat content with my situation. I don't have to worry about impressing foids in any way, which is liberating. The fact that providing as little economic value to soyciety as possible is conveniently something I should aim towards makes me feel better, too.

 

[Mistake]

Hope

I still have a slither of hope in me

 

[Acorn]

For me it's not parents anymore, just my mother. My father passed away a few months ago, and it was suifuel losing him as he was my best friend in life. My mother and I are close though, and I can't kill myself while she is here. I'm all she has pretty much. Also, my hobbies give me good feelings too, so that's lifefuel. It's hard to cope though

Brootal. Soz for your loss

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

copes

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Brootal. Soz for your loss

Thanks. I fucking can't believe he died just after my 19th birthday. Glad we did a lot of cool stuff together though. I have tons of good memories doing car stuff with him and maintaining our cabin together. Never gonna be the same though without him. Incel luck is brutal. Not only do I have no gf and barely any social life, but my father gets taken from me so soon.

 

[lifesucksandyoudie]

FOMO + copes

 

[edgelordcel]

oxygen, h2o , glucose, calories, fructose and ethanol

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

I would like to see how the manga Berserk ends. Otherwise, my life is meaningless.

 

[BreezyHills]

White foid pussy

 

[SchoolDropOutCel]

I believe in reincarnation jfl

 

[KillNiggers]

Nigger death.

 

[Deep.Nest]

I still have a slither of hope in me

Every once in a while I get one of those too but they all fade within a few hours

 

[Deep.Nest]

I believe in reincarnation jfl

Do you think since we suffered in this life, we'll be chads in our next?

 

[SchoolDropOutCel]

Do you think since we suffered in this life, we'll be chads in our next?

No its completely random, and the time when we die will pass in a blink, until we get reborn in a newly created world through the big crunch, repeating over and over. I dont believe in the typical dindu reincarnation.

 

[caineturbat2003]

hobbies are good copes

 

[RegularManlet]

My parents

My dog

Food

Movies/TV Shows

Some video games occasionally

I think thats really it honestly, my parents alone would suffer enough if I killed myself or faked my death in a way that did not look like suicide
Also if I stay alive I have a chance to experiencing new stuff and I permenantly cut off that option by dying

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Parents

 

[hopeless_cel]

Killing niggers

 

[cooked in life]

My parents, my dog, video games I have yet to play, waiting for the yakuza/like a dragon live action TV series, maybe ai robot waifus lol

 

[SupremeAutist]

I still have a slither of hope in me

Same

 

[Deep.Nest]

My parents, my dog, video games I have yet to play, waiting for the yakuza/like a dragon live action TV series, maybe ai robot waifus lol

Yeah I hope my dog wouldn't wonder where I was for the rest of their life. That'd make me pretty upset

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Very few copes, very low hope and huge fear of death

 

[caineturbat2003]

Yeah I hope my dog wouldn't wonder where I was for the rest of their life. That'd make me pretty upset

ngl, that is depressing af when you word it like that

 

[UsernameIsRequired]

The ability to leech off my family for maximum coping. Once that runs out I'll probably blow my head off

 

[userrrr]

food

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

Coffee and porn

 

[Deep.Nest]

The ability to leech off my family for maximum coping. Once that runs out I'll probably blow my head off

brootal

 

[Deep.Nest]

Coffee and porn

What kinda coffee do you drink? anything special?

 

[Deep.Nest]

ngl, that is depressing af when you word it like that

Yeah my dogs a pain in the ass but they also get giga excited every time they see me so I know I mean a lot to them

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

What kinda coffee do you drink? anything special?

Cappuccino instant coffee nothing special I just add a bit of ZOG powder sugar into it too. Sometimes a bit of milk

 

[caineturbat2003]

Yeah my dogs a pain in the ass but they also get giga excited every time they see me so I know I mean a lot to them

yea, the best way to tolerate their stupid shit is by treating them as toddlers

 

[Autistic Uggo]

copes

My parents

 

[Nate Dogg]

mcdonalds

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Too pussy to commit suicide and I believe in samsara either way

 

[curryboy420]

Thanks. I fucking can't believe he died just after my 19th birthday. Glad we did a lot of cool stuff together though. I have tons of good memories doing car stuff with him and maintaining our cabin together. Never gonna be the same though without him. Incel luck is brutal. Not only do I have no gf and barely any social life, but my father gets taken from me so soon.

Sorry man I want to enjoy my time with my dad before he goes I hope he lives long enough for me to become rich fast and get to live a good life with him

 

[Waterbender5]

I ask myself this quite often and I never really have a good answer. Every night is spent drinking and getting high alone, I have nothing better to do. I'm prepared to rope but my mind keeps pushing it off for a few days, when a few days come, I push it off again for another few days and so on. I can't do this forever though. I'm not doing anything productive with my life, I don't know why I can't just commit to killing myself.

Hop on Overwatch bro

 

[unethicalcel]

My dog and ironically enough my mom, if I died my dog will be sniffing all of my things wondering where I went and my mom would be devastated. My mom is the only woman in my life who genuinely gives a fuck about and loves me for who I am. And my dog has been by my side for 10 long years (and hopefully 10 more)