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Deep.Nest
El Violador
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I ask myself this quite often and I never really have a good answer. Every night is spent drinking and getting high alone, I have nothing better to do. I'm prepared to rope but my mind keeps pushing it off for a few days, when a few days come, I push it off again for another few days and so on. I can't do this forever though. I'm not doing anything productive with my life, I don't know why I can't just commit to killing myself.