What Would It Take To Get Over Your Pain?
This is a question that I have asked myself almost every single day for years, the sad part is as more time passes and my suffering accumulates the more hatred I feel for this world, the wider the "scope of revenge" to satiate me. The only thing that could make me feel satisfied and come to terms with all I missed out on, and feel as though I was given full retribution, is world destruction, I'd need to personally have played a part in something that completely fucked the entire world over, I'd need to see the news coverage of people all around the world crying, hearing of the millions suffering, hearing the pained screams of millions mourning their losses, etc.
The sad part is I'm afraid even then I may not be satisfied, there may be literally nothing to satisfy my rage, if you have enough water it would theoretically be possible to extinguish a star in its normal state, but if left alone to continue its "life cycle", once it explodes and becomes a black hole that's it, its over, nothing can get rid of it, it can never be destroyed, its just this endlessly consuming thing, that's what I fear my hatred has become, no matter how extreme the degree of revenge I get it still won't be enough.
If I could cause a nuclear holocaust or spread a plague that wipes out millions across the earth, I think I (hopefully) would be satisfied then.
Actually I've always preferred the concept of psychological damage more in revenge plots, imagine if someone created and released a plague that killed the libido of all human females, like they could no longer experience sexual interest, arousal or orgasm, and it caused a genetic defect in the female offspring of said female that manifested itself the same way (no sexual interest, no arousal and no orgasm). Now that would be a revenge I could 100% be satisifed with without a doubt, it would be the ultimate revenge on society. Basically an airborne disease that makes women "asexuals".
1. All sex would feel like rape to women
2. Even though I'm not getting laid, sex would now be this thing that normies force themselves to do rather than boast about and rub in our faces
3. Female suicide rates would go up drastically
4. Rape rates would go up drastically since less women would be "putting out"
Nobody dies and yet its still so satisfying.
This would be life fuel to me, I would become a "true christian" and change my entire life, and thank God everyday, if something like this happened.
Is there any revenge plot for incels better than this, to ruin the one thing that normies have collectively denied us.