What Was Your Personality Like Before the Blackpill?

[Deleted member 6214]

Lol same OP, I used to make people laugh all the time, and at every parents evening my teachers would complain that I was too chatty.. well now people at work ask me why I'm so quiet. It hurts me because I think I've lost that ability to be funny and it's gone forever

 

[Igorv777]

I was always quiet and without friends. Only difference as a kid as used to be pretty harmless and nice.

 

[Deleted member 33464]

I started going on r/incels when I was 13. I was just a kid before that so I didn't really have one.

 

[Deleted member 22531]

Optimistic, hopeful, delusional. I was bluepilled. I wish i could be a kid again though, to view the world with wonder and curiosity rather than apathy and indifference.

 

[Deleted member 31630]

@your personality
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[your personality]

@your personality
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Being blackpilled was a gradual process. The world wasn't necessarily more hopeful to me before knowing what the blackpill was but the blackpill confirmed my worst notions about this world.

So it's not so much how all the concepts in the blackpill were surprising tbh
It's more that the blackpill confirmed what I had suspected before but had hoped not to be true.

 

[Deleted member 31630]

ok here’s my response:

before i got blackpilled, i was lost and confused


At least now i know why these bad things were happening to me

 

[Mithridates]

I was hopeful and optimist before the Blackpill. The Blackpill is practically the Dark Side. Once you consume it your perspective towards society and humanity completely changes and you go into a more gloomy phase that eats you up inside.

 

[Deleted member 33472]

I was an extremely outgoing, classclown. Although a lot of people found me annoying, they still found me entertaining to be around. I realised that this is a bad trait that allows people to use you for their entertainment instead of actual companionship.

 

[based_meme]

I was an extremely outgoing, classclown. Although a lot of people found me annoying, they still found me entertaining to be around. I realised that this is a bad trait that allows people to use you for their entertainment instead of actual companionship.

@gymletethnicel Remember how I mentioned that jestermaxxing is a form of socialmaxxing, and that normies and above tolerate your presense because of the value of the humor you bring? That's literally this guy right here.

Using people for x,y,z and calling them your "friend" because of the utility they bring is a textbook normie trait.

 

[based_meme]

Brutal. I also noticed that if I act like a clown people would tolerate me. The moment I stopped jestermaxxing, no one ever talked to me again.

You then have to make the decision. Do I jestermaxx or become a complete social outcast?

That is brutal. Thinking back, this has happened to me at a handful of points in high school and uni also. If you're not good looking (which brings girls into the social circle) or have money and connections (drugs), then people don't want to hang with you. Being funny is the one thing you can bring to the table, if you're none of the other things.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I was a total fucking cuck that deserved to get lynched