Blackpill What to do now?

[Freixel]

I am tired of having hope with women, I am reaching the point of eliminating any desire, need and hope to be with them

It's liberating, but on the other hand it empties you, it's like fucking involuntary buddhismmaxxing

This led me to wonder what I should do with my life, it's like many things lose meaning when you take the girlfriend/wife factor out of the formula.

I'm careermaxxing... but all so that if I'm going to die without offspring, what's all this effort worth?

The same with physical training and so on.

Why would I want to look for a job if I'm going to be completely alone as soon as I get home after wageslaving 10 hours? to receive a pat from my family circle?

It's like, it's suffering just for the sake of suffering itself, without reward of any kind.

If I needed the money to survive I would understand, but that is not my case.

If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.

 

[Shark]

If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.

That is my hope aswell, life simply makes no sense if you can't achieve some basic milestones everyone achieves

 

[Acorn]

If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.

That is my hope aswell

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

That is my hope aswell, life simply makes no sense if you can't achieve some basic milestones everyone achieves

I don't wanna be reincarnated. I want to be granted a perfect heaven existence

 

[_meh]

Make money, engage in hedonism (minus drugs) but still keep training.

 

[_meh]

i.e. escortmaxx if its legal there.

 

[Freixel]

Make money, engage in hedonism (minus drugs) but still keep training.

It's just that not even hedonisms have an effect on me

My porn addiction is disappearing, I'm in an involuntary nofapmaxxing jfl

I don't like drugs, I don't like marijuana, I only drink alcohol or cigarettes in social situations.

I used to drink a lot of energy drinks and coffee but they no longer have an effect on me, completely desensitized.

Same thing with video games, my interest is almost non-existent now.

I don't even know what I would do with the money from work, I guess it would be saving to have a decent old age.

 

[_meh]

It's just that not even hedonisms have an effect on me

My porn addiction is disappearing, I'm in an involuntary nofapmaxxing jfl

I don't like drugs, I don't like marijuana, I only drink alcohol or cigarettes in social situations.

I used to drink a lot of energy drinks and coffee but they no longer have an effect on me, completely desensitized.

Same thing with video games, my interest is almost non-existent now.

I don't even know what I would do with the money from work, I guess it would be saving to have a decent old age.

i see, but i was implying not drug maxxing anyway.

i suppose you can retire earlier. probs escortmaxx in the future, if you want.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I don't wanna be reincarnated. I want to be granted a perfect heaven existence

 

[Incline]

I am tired of having hope with women, I am reaching the point of eliminating any desire, need and hope to be with them

It's liberating, but on the other hand it empties you, it's like fucking involuntary buddhismmaxxing

This led me to wonder what I should do with my life, it's like many things lose meaning when you take the girlfriend/wife factor out of the formula.

I'm careermaxxing... but all so that if I'm going to die without offspring, what's all this effort worth?

The same with physical training and so on.

Why would I want to look for a job if I'm going to be completely alone as soon as I get home after wageslaving 10 hours? to receive a pat from my family circle?

It's like, it's suffering just for the sake of suffering itself, without reward of any kind.

If I needed the money to survive I would understand, but that is not my case.

If there is something after death, I hope it is a type of reincarnation that actually makes sense, that after all this suffering I am more attractive in the next life.

Pretty sure it's all just random chance when it comes to reincarnation.