darthnihilus
Lord of Hunger
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- Joined
- May 4, 2018
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- 42
Alright, so, regardless of looks I'm wondering what level I (approximately) stand in in the sexual marketplace in terms of ethnicity and what the hell you guys think I am. I'm 75% white and 25% (non-brown) arab, both my parents are born-and-raised americans from NC, my biological mother was a blonde of germanic decent (3rd or 4th gen), and my dad's half french-irish (5th gen) and half palestinian-egyptian (1st gen) and no he's not mudslim even though his name is fucking mohammed (wanna know who gave him that name? his white christian ginger mom of all people), but thanks to the shit hand I've been dealt by life they flew out overseas and had me born abroad in a fucking shithole in africa of all places. Anyways I'm flying back over soon and moving in with a family member and changing my shitty ethnic name to my nickname + the name my dad said he'd name me if he could name me again as my middle name + my paternal grandmother's last name as my last name and I was wondering where someone with my kind of background would stand, I don't feel like I fit anywhere, at least if someone's half-and-half they can be divided between both sides but i'm not even that, i'm fucking like...3 quarters 1 quarter. Do I call myself white? Do I call myself arab? Do I call myself mixed? Aren't you supposed to be 50-50 if you're mixed? If so does it count if a black man calls himself white because he's 25% european lol? Am I around the level of whites or arabs in the SMP? Somewhere in the middle?
Seriously guys this is the problem with mixing and expatriatism you end up with a bunch of lost people with identity issues. I need to take a fucking genealogical DNA test.
Seriously guys this is the problem with mixing and expatriatism you end up with a bunch of lost people with identity issues. I need to take a fucking genealogical DNA test.