What the fuck is it happening with me why am I such a walking garbage I hate myself

[Eternatus]

Made the mistake of opening Insta again. Jews are really pumping up the algorithm to make u feel like shit, all the things I shouldve been, the pale anime doll foids I will never be able to fuck, successful individuals mogging on my dead end job.

Besides, I really can’t explain how bad Im feeling about myself right now. It’s not a retarded bluepilled “mood slope and then u jump back up”, it’s more I feel like smashing my front on the closest hard surface. Im genetic stool, I get lifemogged everywhere I go, overlooked, people laughing cheering smiling everywhere and everytime, iphone 17s and bmws everywhere I look, everybody got it, everybody knows it better than me, looks better than me, tried it, learned it, scaled it, jobbed it fucking degree and got his high salary his high status looks smile creampie another smile touch experience fulfillment happiness so much happiness that the neurons don’t know where to store it anymore so pleasured in a constant voyeuristic distopia for everybody while im still in the picture staring at the void.

Im sorry Im having an actual breakdown. I know I'm not the only one, I wont be the last, im trying to find romance and uniqueness but I don’t have it, Im the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

 

[Caichan]

Don’t hate on yourself, it’s not our fault

 

[Biggie cheesel]

My insta is good. I have blocked all the chad cunts and dancing foids that used to dominate my fyp.

I understand how hard it is seeing these cunts in soycial media having fun and living fulfilling lives. They got money, looks, status. EVERTYHING. While I'm still suffering in my shithole country to get an extremely difficult ''engineering degree'' just to be able to survive while working a job I hate.

 

[Addon2]

relatable I went to the gym for the first time In months and a foid looked at me as she was leaving I gave a her a nod and I kid you not she started walking faster. I felt like a creep I don’t know how to get rid of that feeling, it’ll probably never go away to be honest.

 

[Biggie cheesel]

relatable I went to the gym for the first time In months and a foid looked at me as she was leaving I gave a her a nod and I kid you not she started walking faster. I felt like a creep I don’t know how to get rid of that feeling, it’ll probably never go away to be honest.

She could sense how bad your personality is

 

[Addon2]

She could sense how bad your personality is

 

[introvertloner]

Just