Anchor_Ship
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I'm going to be getting surgery and if that fails ill maybe rope or cope but what stops you guys from roping??
Same bro this is one of my fears that God will punish me and I will suffer eternal fireFear of afterlife and of ceasing to exist.
Same bro I'm a wage slave studycel trying to get surgery it could be even worsejust haven't gotten around to it, my life is bad but not critically bad
You a muzzie or a christcuckFear of afterlife and of ceasing to exist.
Even though we do not know each other I am sorry and I feel your pain we live in a fucking clown world where every social interaction was predetermined before we were even bornNothing. I have reached the absolute breaking-point and nothing can hold me back anymore and I'm getting prepared for it. I've been postponing all my plain because of little sparkles of hope, but I can't do it anymore, and because of that, the writing of my manifesto will probably he a shitshow because I didn't have the time, because of the thoughts that something somehow would change and I would have a chance to have a life instead of just rotting in mysery and loneliness, and always being shut down no matter who I try to talk to.
No interest for anything, all the friends from childhood I wanted to talk to can't be reached and they couldn't care less, or they are mostly dead. Other people I got to talk to got tired of my vents in a matter of hours. Had tremendous arguments with my mom who is the only person that actually matters for me, the only people I thought I had by my side who had been in-game with me for well over a decade split up and started to antagonize me.
I have tried really hard to do something just to lose all the money I had trying to make more money.
I have tried to study anything to no avail simply because I'm unable to learn and absorb information.
I have tried to cope with anything I can think of, and nothing worked in any way, no food, no movies, series, games, videos, activities, nothing.
I can't proceed. I won't proceed to live a life stuck in a mental state that is an opressive prison where all your anxieties, all your fears and failrues look at you from every corner, every angle and never let you rest, physically and mentally.
I'm done and getting prepared. There is no life to be lived, there is nothing that I can do. I have already tried everything that I could think of, everything that has been suggested.
It's not a fucking phase, it's been my entire life, and I don't want to prolong this suffering anymore.
Don't wanna make parents sad
eventually there comes a point where you can no longer live for someone else and its up to you to either turn your life around/continue to cope or just end itDon't want to make my parents sad & I'm scared of roping
Fear of afterlife and of ceasing to exist.
I live for causing as much pain as I can to toilets (within my own means)
SameI m gonna rope before 30 but at the moment i just try to enjoy my cope (drugs and video games)
Second.You a muzzie or a christcuck
Whatever helps u copeBecause unlike other incels im not a foid worshipping retard who thinks life is all about sex
thisBecause unlike other incels im not a foid worshipping retard who thinks life is all about sex
Not going to kill myself just cause I can’t get a stinky foid.
The only thing keeping me from roping is lack of reliable meanswe live in a fucking clown world where every social interaction was predetermined before we were even born
The clue is in the word roping.The only thing keeping me from roping is lack of reliable means
I’ve broken every cord like thing in my house of adequate thinness ( I’m going for Carotid compression, not suffocation) and can’t buy rope because people track all of my purchases.The clue is in the word roping.
Damn nigga that's dedication. I've certainly spent my time researching in the not-so-distant past.I’ve broken every cord like thing in my house of adequate thinness ( I’m going for Carotid compression, not suffocation) and can’t buy rope because people track all of my purchases.
Idk what im doing wrong, I should be dead by now, or long agoDamn nigga that's dedication. I've certainly spent my time researching in the not-so-distant past.
Well partial I guess can be tricky. And full is just kind of impractical tbh. Lol.Idk what im doing wrong, I should be dead by now, or long ago
mirinmy mom and I also have my fun hunting for lolis
Don't wanna make parents sad
Because unlike other incels im not a foid worshipping retard who thinks life is all about sex
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id like to know as wellWhat’s life about then for u niggers
ah yes the chad greycelBecause unlike other incels im not a foid worshipping retard who thinks life is all about sex