i’ve just finished school and i just became a wagecuck, some shitty low paying job which barely pays for my rent. since i started work, everyday as soon as i shut the door home, i let out all the pain and emotion i held in throughout the day. the mental exhaustion and the anxiety on my back is bringing back the sui thoughts and all sorts of horrid feelings. i’m not sure if i can take much more of this and i’m so fucking scared of what more has to come if i don’t do anything.
