Colera
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- Sep 22, 2020
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- 10d 17h 20m
I started attending these communities when I was 18, now I'm 24.
I suffered a lot in the beginning, really a lot. I started drinking, using illegal substances to feel better and then giving up everything and "working on myself". I started from nothing, without having any basis and without any moral support, on the contrary, my family members were my first obstacle to my well-being.
Now I don't feel anything for women anymore, I'm not a fag, just automatic mechanisms are activated in my mind that mentally distance me from these bitches.
I am living much better, I continue to masturbate 2/3 times a week but the mental attraction for them is gone. My search for affection and validation on their part has vanished.
I don't need women to live, complaining is just wasted time. Time is the only thing that never goes back ... at 30 should I still cry for the absence of a parasitic beast?
I suffered a lot in the beginning, really a lot. I started drinking, using illegal substances to feel better and then giving up everything and "working on myself". I started from nothing, without having any basis and without any moral support, on the contrary, my family members were my first obstacle to my well-being.
Now I don't feel anything for women anymore, I'm not a fag, just automatic mechanisms are activated in my mind that mentally distance me from these bitches.
I am living much better, I continue to masturbate 2/3 times a week but the mental attraction for them is gone. My search for affection and validation on their part has vanished.
I don't need women to live, complaining is just wasted time. Time is the only thing that never goes back ... at 30 should I still cry for the absence of a parasitic beast?