Ugly face, characterized by:
1. Assymetrical eyes
2. Upper & lower eyelid exposure: this can be somewhat fixed by blepharoplasty, but it's not guaranteed you will look much better
3. Big eyes: I inherited my mom's big eyes instead of my father's deep-set eyes. Now his eyes look bigger too due to aging, but my dad was a HTN when he was my age
4. Brown eyes: here in Europe, blue/green/grey eyes can will help you so much, maybe not as much as in Asia/Africa/South America, but still a lot. Where I come from, it's usually asociated with the German minority and it's seen as more beautiful, definitely not as menacing as some would cope.
Attitude/Psychology:
1. Low confidence, clumsy behaviour around women because of both my looks and negative experiences from my past. I
2. Being a bit more educated than the average person, I tend to not laugh at every crappy or bad joke of someone and people interpret this as a lack of humor or arrogance. If I had the looks of a chad, no one would dare to make stupid jokes like that, they would just kiss my ass every day of my life.
guess I am not a truly asocial person or have 0 friends, but compared to all my buddies, I am a failure when it comes to dating/romantic/sexual life...