At your age, I was still running on
optimism that a big sea change in my life and fortunes was surely just around the corner.
"OK, high school sucks, but next year I'll be a university student living on campus and I'll finally be in my tribe with studious young vixens who appreciate me!"
"OK, university sucks, but in another couple of years I'll be a grown-up working and making good money and women will finally see how good I truly am!"
"I know, I'll move to another city where I have a ready-made network of friends from back in the day. They will surely hook me up with a huge smorgasbord of single women they know!"
About 25yo to 30yo was the worst time IMHO. All of those "it will get better when I do XX" milestones had been and gone, and my results stayed the same. (ER wrote about that feeling well, it was one of the most relatable things he wrote for me.)
If you can get through your 20s, even if you don't ascend it gets easier after that IMO. The FOMO and the grief are at their worst in your 20s when you see everyone else pairing up with beautiful women (or at least, having any woman caring about you is beautiful compared to what you have) and getting on with life.
After about 30 you start to make peace with not being partnered, not having kids, not having that life, and just doing you becomes easier. No Women have ever wanted anything sexual from me and that's not about to change now. Stop hoping for it, stop looking for it, stop feeling like the absence of that is the main thing that defines your whole identity. That sounds like meaningless crap when you're young but becomes more and more real as you age.