You can study economics if you want but i hate essay writing (i do econ for a levels currently and my god it’s so long) so im going to do a maths degree at a retarded uni bc im retarded. It has mid grade requirements but it’s a russel group soooo idk. Also my fuckass parents won’t let me move out, man they really do ruin my life in all aspects but it’s not like id make friends or have fun on my own, id probably hate my life even more if i lived with people that made fun of me and talked about me behind my back. Also back to the client thing, yeah i don’t know what im doing to do job wise i want to do something banking related since easy overtime (idc if it’s repetitive life is repetitive) and lots of money but i dont want to interact with people. Im not being a neet it makes me suicidal, i haven’t left the house in like six days since its been half term from school so doing anything kinda saves me. Thanks for reading ts im truly rambling thinking about stuff like this makes me sad so i try not to but i kinda have to for my future self, thanks for posting.