Blackpill What is your most br00tal childhood memory?

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I was kissless, hugless, friendless. The loneliness was crippling me, I didn't understand what I did wrong. Realising that perhaps I gave up too easily so I took it upon myself to try and reach out to other pupils.

Chemistry class, 2010. I had just come in and needed a place to sit. At that point, I noticed a seat next to which someone put his bag. I recognised the bag, and knew I had never conversed with him, so I figured I'd seat myself next to him, and who knows maybe we'd strike up a conversation.

Well he came in a few minutes later and he straight up went to the seat, took his stuff, and brought it to another table. All the while not even slightly acknowledging my existence.

Just how much can a man feel crushed under the weights of zero words?

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

A few from elementary school:

One time I was beat up inside the school restroom, when I came back to the classroom everyone was looking at me with disgust and then I noticed a piece of human shit on my shoes.

Then this other time I got beat up in class, and everyone was laughing at me.

 

[Abu_Hajaar]

I haver never received valentine card from girl.

No its not like one situation but I think it suits this thread

 

[Deleted member 35428]

I complimented a girl for her hair once, she just looked at me with a disgusted expression and then looked away. I was in like 5th grade and that really stuck with me. Sometimes no words hurt more than any words that could have been said.

 

[Lebensmüder]

Attachment therapy, my near drowning experience, the first time I was locked into a room, my sport accident

 

[Laskah]

I was quite good at soccer and had talent to play in higher leagues. Well my parents didn't wan to pay the annual membership payment because they told me to rather focus on school. And here I am: 21 kv venting on incel forums with a wage job.

 

[Deleted member 6657]

Blocked it out, would rather not remember. Always sat alone on the school bus, at lunch until I sat with the other social outcasts.

One time I was beat up inside the school restroom, when I came back to the classroom everyone was looking at me with disgust and then I noticed a piece of human shit on my shoes.

Then this other time I got beat up in class, and everyone was laughing at me.

beyond brutal ngl

I never had any fights or anything. I was fat and whenever I would physically get bullied I would be passive and things never went too far. I got into gymcelling too doing starting strength in highschool, drinking gallon of milk getting big, so people stopped messing with me.

 

[IncelCatechumen]

I don´t have childhood memories. Remembrance is a disgusting feeling.

 

[BrazilianLiveMatter]

Neodarwinism theory it's basically blackpill impossible to cope

First we need to clarify what Darwinism is in the modern synthesis, it is not just about preserving the species or even an individual, in the modern synthesis it means that you are a vehicle for the reproduction of your genes "The organism is simply a means of DNA to make more DNA" that is, it...

incels.is

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

One time I was beat up inside the school restroom, when I came back to the classroom everyone was looking at me with disgust and then I noticed a piece of human shit on my shoes.

Brøøtal. I once had someone's chewing
gum stuck in my hair and everyone mocked me for it.

I haver never received valentine card from girl.

No its not like one situation but I think it suits this thread

Same ngl. Probably true for most of us.

I complimented a girl for her hair once, she just looked at me with a disgusted expression and then looked away. I was in like 5th grade and that really stuck with me. Sometimes no words hurt more than any words that could have been said.

In a moment of low inhib I once complimented a girl in the train about her nice dress. She completely ignored me and the entire train was full of people who saw. Was a painful ride.

I don´t have childhood memories. Remembrance is a disgusting feeling.

Mogs me

I never had any fights or anything. I was fat and whenever I would physically get bullied I would be passive and things never went too far. I got into gymcelling too doing starting strength in highschool, drinking gallon of milk getting big, so people stopped messing with me.

High T. Very jealous as I was always scrawny.

I was quite good at soccer and had talent to play in higher leagues. Well my parents didn't wan to pay the annual membership payment because they told me to rather focus on school. And here I am: 21 kv venting on incel forums with a wage job

Brutal, but tbh the chances of being able to support yourself purely on professional soccer are probably quite low. Still it sucks to know an opportunity simply got wasted.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

My 6th grade oneitis stacy mexican girl said she'd strip and fuck my bully (who btw was a year or two younger than me) but he was a much taller hillbilly looking thing

 

[Caesercel]

My 6th grade oneitis stacy mexican girl said she'd strip and fuck my bully (who btw was a year or two younger than me) but he was a much taller hillbilly looking thing

Latinas really are massive whores aren't they

 

[Wellington]

This girl who used to be my neighbor, we're both the same age. We used to play together as little kids. When I was 7 she moved with her family to somewhere else.

Fast forward to high school, I was 15 and still didn't hit puberty yet. She transfers to my school and looks like a fully developed young woman. She acted like she didn't know me and had sex with all the Chads. She became a popular girl.

I later transferred to a different high school, for an unrelated reason.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

My 6th grade oneitis stacy mexican girl said she'd strip and fuck my bully (who btw was a year or two younger than me) but he was a much taller hillbilly looking thing

Let's pray that she has AIDS now.

Fast forward to high school, I was 15 and still didn't hit puberty yet. She transfers to my school and looks like a fully developed young woman. She acted like she didn't know me and had sex with all the Chads. She became a popular girl.

One of the most brutal pills is the realisation that foids probably don't hate you; rather, they simply never think about you.

 

[Deleted member 34301]

I haver never received valentine card from girl.

No its not like one situation but I think it suits this thread

Who has?

Truecel trait:
- Your photo has never appeared in your university class photobook
- You have never been invited to reunions but you know from facebook profiles that they did occur

 

[Caesercel]

Too many to count

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

- Your photo has never appeared in your university class photobook

No-one showed up at my thesis defense JFL

You have never been invited to reunions but you know from facebook profiles that they did occur

Implying truecels have Facebook

 

[Deleted member 34301]

No-one showed up at my thesis defense JFL

Implying truecels have Facebook

Also no classmates showed up at my thesis defense.

I have a static facebook page with only a photo, 1 single like, and people that keep unfriending me

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

Also no classmates showed up at my thesis defense.

I have a static facebook page with only a photo, 1 single like, and people that keep unfriending me

Brutal

 

[AtomicBlackPill]

I was 12 years old at the time and I went to sit at a table in class. The table had 6 seats at it. 4 was taken and I wanted to be beside my friend so I sat down in one of the two seats which was beside my friend and this toilet said ''I want chad 1 and chad 2 to sit there'' (not their real names)

I was embarrassed and shocked as I wasn't doing it for her I didn't give a fuck about her I was trying to sit with my friend.

Anyway I didn't move away because fuck that shit.

 

[highinhibition]

was invited for the first time to a gathering with normies when I was 14, everybody got drunk and started to make out. When it was my turn all girls flat out rejected me
When it was time for prom and joined a dance club I was the only one without a partner, 14 girls and 15 boys
muh confidence

 

[BlkPillPres]

Unlike some of you guys I got black pilled really early, unsure if these events affected me mentally or not, but kinda glad they happened, kept me from wasting my time and making bad decisions.

I was like 4 or 6, within that range (I know, kinda young to start liking girls but yeah that's me), there was this daughter of a male teacher (P.E Teacher) who would sometimes come to school, was probably 18 and up around that time, total stacey, beautiful. Me not having any concept of money (complete poorfag at the time), but still understanding that women liked gifts dug around my yard and found an old silver chain, cleaned it up in soap water, and was literally going to offer it to the girl (I know, completely oblivious)

When I was going to give it to her my older sister happened to be walking by, asked me what I was doing, and basically said that the chain isn't worth crap, and I needed something more expensive, pretty sure I felt like absolute shit at that moment (because I wasnt cold hearted at that time in my life) and realized that its not the thought that counts, and I didn't even have a chance.

I think later than same day, or some other time, I walked in on her and some other guys in a room making out, think they were taking turns with her, she was probably trying to "get back at her dad" or some shit. Think I remembered saying some lame shit like "i'll tell" and they just made fun of me, and she walked up and condescendingly patted me on the head, I remember one of the guys forcing me out of the room.

Shit was probably traumatic to me, only partial memories, and the beginning of the hardening of my heart, my introduction into the black pilled world came earlier than a lot of you, I also probably started liking girls way before a lot of you, 4 years old, not joking, still remember the name of the mixed asian chick I really liked. I was really short and cute looking (still have a "baby face", people often say I look way younger than I am) so the girls would often hug me and cuddle, I being naive thought it was a positive not know they didn't even see me as a choice for a mate, I was basically like that teddy bear girls have on their bed to go to sleep with.

 

[DepravedAndDeprived]

I was 12 years old at the time and I went to sit at a table in class. The table had 6 seats at it. 4 was taken and I wanted to be beside my friend so I sat down in one of the two seats which was beside my friend and this toilet said ''I want chad 1 and chad 2 to sit there'' (not their real names)

I was embarrassed and shocked as I wasn't doing it for her I didn't give a fuck about her I was trying to sit with my friend.

Anyway I didn't move away because fuck that shit.

Friendmogs me.

was invited for the first time to a gathering with normies when I was 14, everybody got drunk and started to make out. When it was my turn all girls flat out rejected me
When it was time for prom and joined a dance club I was the only one without a partner, 14 girls and 15 boys
muh confidence

I had a similar thing happen once. It was Valentine's day and at my sports club we played a game in which if a boy and a girl would score a goal at the same moment, they would have to kiss. Several kisses occurred. But then, by complete accident, I got matched by some girl. The girl didn't just refuse; she straight-up left the premises. No huge loss because she was a fatty but still hurt me.

Think I remembered saying some lame shit like "i'll tell" and they just made fun of me, and she walked up and condescendingly patted me on the head, I remember one of the guys forcing me out of the room.

Brutal missed opportunity to say "I'm next, bitch."

 

[BlkPillPres]

Brutal missed opportunity to say "I'm next, bitch."

I was like 6, I never even heard the word bitch yet lol

 

[erenyeager]

My 6th grade oneitis stacy mexican girl said she'd strip and fuck my bully (who btw was a year or two younger than me) but he was a much taller hillbilly looking thing

I hate being born in human society. Somewhere else could've been a utopia

 

[Deleted member 17889]

femoids poured water on me and got 10+ people to laugh at me on the street and harassed me in public

 

[achref]

when my father beat the shit outta me in public

 

[Meus]

NOPE. Not reading this thread. Not even 1 post. Cya.

 

[Colera]

When I was little, there was a group of older kids who bullied me.

[UWSL]One evening I was on my way home when I meet these guys with their relative mistresses, the guys started humiliating and beating me. I was on the ground bleeding while their girls laughed at me and spit in my face, a couple of them even put out their cigarettes on my hands. [/UWSL]