Even if you do ascend, then what? Does this somehow relieve all your pent up incel rage? Does the blackpill ideology suddenly dissipate? You will still be in the same position as you started after having sex, the only difference is you’ll no longer be considered virgin. For the majority of us, if we do ascend, it will more than likely be a one off thing. We will then have to find more ways to cope even harder as we know how hard it was to experience it just that once, and it would be impossible to do again. We will never be slayers, so we can throw out the idea of fucking women left and right. That’s exclusive to only the highest percentile of men. And to those that want sex only, what’s stopping you from seeing escorts? Is it sex you really want? Or do you want to have that feeling of being desired by a woman? Their touch and embrace will finally make you fulfilled? You can find something better to simulate those feelings. I’m sure this would be the ultimate things to feel, but is the juice worth the squeeze? I’m no longer inclined to even masturbate as the idea of sex no longer interests me. I have cooled off in the past few months. I have to intentionally fap. This is why I need help understanding, what will sex do for me? I have never experienced it so why do I want it? Or for those that long for a relationship, why? Most here, from what I see, what a girlfriend just for the sake of having one. Because society has told you you need to have a relationship. You do not need this to be happy in life, in fact I’m content with my life as is. Or at least I’ve convinced myself thus far. That’s why I’m spending more time on here than pursuing one. This forum is much more gratifying. Actually this is why I need to take a break from this forum, I need to once again long for the intimacy of a relationship. And rotting here won’t get me to that goal. I’m 24 so my time is running out. I can’t spend another hour here or it will be over. This is what I mean by finding copes that are better than a relationship, there’s something out there for you that can fill that void. If you’re one of the members of this forum that’s convinced it is entirely over then why complain? You’re only making the problem worse for yourself by making it more apparent it’s over. Instead you should find copes to drown these feelings out, you need to find your own ways to be content with your life. For me, I will be on the prowl once again for my future wife 
I’m sure she is out there somewhere I just have to do the searching. Demanding it on this forum won’t bring her to me. I am a simp and long for a woman’s love. I am the gallant warrior of love, and I would like to experience that love just once. Sex does not interest me, I need the relationship that they promote in tv, music, video games, and all other forms of media. I hate how they push it in our faces but yet keep it out of reach. This is completely unfair. All my efforts should be put toward getting a wife, it’s the only thing that will make me feel complete. I can’t preach wizard status and wonder what could have been, just the thought is depressing. I’m sure some of you here that are in their 30s can tell us just how bad it is once you start reaching those years. You need to pound it into the heads of the youngcels of this forum. You think you have it bad now at 15/16/17 not being able to obtain a relationship but I’m sure a decade now you’ll long for those years you were younger, wishing you tried more. I know I do, and I’m only 24. I don’t only wish I could have done things differently, I wish I would have spent those times doing the things I enjoyed more. Staying up late with normie friends watching Toonami, waiting for J StarsVictory Vs+ to release, waiting for the newest seasonal animes. These were good times i reminisce on often. And I imagine how much better that would have been with a gf. Thats why I try to tell the youngcels of this forum that are still in school to keep trying. Giving up will get you nowhere. Here I am now with no friends, no gf, unemployed, I’m a zero to society. The only direction for me now is up, since I’m starting at the bottom. It can’t possibly get worse than this, I have to stay optimistic about my future. Hoping for a gf is the only thing that is driving me right now. Without that hope I would have given up long ago. My Japanese wife will soon be mine. I have talked to many users outside of this forum about inceldom and have openly admitted to me being incel, and how I suffer from it. Most seem to be understanding despite what I see stated here. People understand our struggles. It is okay to be open about it, there’s no harm in being sexless. If they are critical of you for being sexless then they unadmittedly admit to the blackpill. They will try to gaslight you on reasons you’re in the position your in, without getting down to the truth. This is the only drawback to being open to others, them trying to tell you how you’re wrong about YOUR OWN experiences. So why do we see being sexless and relationship as wrong? Because someone else decide for us that it is? I don’t consume enough media to care what they promote to me. This I can’t explain, all I know is this. I desperately need my wife before it drives me insane.
I, the most complete being of this universe. Who is more intelligent than all by virtue of being me. I am the speaker of objective truths. Everything I preach becomes a reality.
I’m sure she is out there somewhere I just have to do the searching. Demanding it on this forum won’t bring her to me. I am a simp and long for a woman’s love. I am the gallant warrior of love, and I would like to experience that love just once. Sex does not interest me, I need the relationship that they promote in tv, music, video games, and all other forms of media. I hate how they push it in our faces but yet keep it out of reach. This is completely unfair. All my efforts should be put toward getting a wife, it’s the only thing that will make me feel complete. I can’t preach wizard status and wonder what could have been, just the thought is depressing. I’m sure some of you here that are in their 30s can tell us just how bad it is once you start reaching those years. You need to pound it into the heads of the youngcels of this forum. You think you have it bad now at 15/16/17 not being able to obtain a relationship but I’m sure a decade now you’ll long for those years you were younger, wishing you tried more. I know I do, and I’m only 24. I don’t only wish I could have done things differently, I wish I would have spent those times doing the things I enjoyed more. Staying up late with normie friends watching Toonami, waiting for J StarsVictory Vs+ to release, waiting for the newest seasonal animes. These were good times i reminisce on often. And I imagine how much better that would have been with a gf. Thats why I try to tell the youngcels of this forum that are still in school to keep trying. Giving up will get you nowhere. Here I am now with no friends, no gf, unemployed, I’m a zero to society. The only direction for me now is up, since I’m starting at the bottom. It can’t possibly get worse than this, I have to stay optimistic about my future. Hoping for a gf is the only thing that is driving me right now. Without that hope I would have given up long ago. My Japanese wife will soon be mine. I have talked to many users outside of this forum about inceldom and have openly admitted to me being incel, and how I suffer from it. Most seem to be understanding despite what I see stated here. People understand our struggles. It is okay to be open about it, there’s no harm in being sexless. If they are critical of you for being sexless then they unadmittedly admit to the blackpill. They will try to gaslight you on reasons you’re in the position your in, without getting down to the truth. This is the only drawback to being open to others, them trying to tell you how you’re wrong about YOUR OWN experiences. So why do we see being sexless and relationship as wrong? Because someone else decide for us that it is? I don’t consume enough media to care what they promote to me. This I can’t explain, all I know is this. I desperately need my wife before it drives me insane. I, the most complete being of this universe. Who is more intelligent than all by virtue of being me. I am the speaker of objective truths. Everything I preach becomes a reality.
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