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What if reality is bent? My head is spinning so badly right now, but I'm having visions. I think. I need to write them all out here before I forget, so I can have a record of it. :feelskek: Now, I just got met with an interesting thought: what if I'm living in a pseudo-reality of some sorts? But a reality tuned to me, a reality meant to make sure I never fulfill my deepest desires. Now here me out! I'm going somewhere with this!

So it always seems like my deepest desires are never fulfilled, and never will be. The opposite happens; or maybe, more precisely, anything but the fulfillment occurs, to ensure fulfillment never happens. I have two desires that could be considered my deepest desires, though in the sake of I'd be happy with one or the other, I wouldn't necessarily need both. My desires are for female companionship and intimacy, and for never having to exist again. Or in the latter sake, for the sake if clarifying, the desire to cease to exist immediately, and never to have to return again. And thus, this true reality, whatever it is, keeps me alive in this pseudo-reality, reincarnating and living infinite lives, all doomed never to offer either of my most deepest desires.

But, that would mean that few others would be living more than 1 life, few others would be living out the awful infinite loop that I am stuck in, as not many truly desire not to exist.

So maybe, it's only the one desire. That desire being for companionship and intimacy. Consider this: Maybe everyone lives infinite lives, maybe we're all stuck in this loop, separate, but together. And maybe in each of our lives, whatever each of our deepest desires are, none of us can ever seem to fulfill them, no matter what we do. Helplessness, to a desire that is forever just out of reach. What if my desire never to exist instead comes from my accidental discovery of the true reality, and the truth of the pseudo-reality we all live in? What if I've seen something I shouldn't? What if the reason I can't remember what I saw is the same as the reason you can't remember the worst of your nightmares, that your brain blocks it out for being too much to handle?

We all have the same issue, where each and every one of us has a truly deep desire that never seems as if it will be fulfilled. What is something that you desire that life just seems to have a supernatural way of always making sure you miss? Does that happen to be a strong desire within you? Ah-ha! I would like to mention that I'm sure all my fellow brocels possess the same desire as me, so I say to the blue pill and red pill lurkers, I ask you the same. What is something you desire that life always just seems to keep out of reach? And does that happen to be a strong desire within you?

You see? Reality as we know it is not reality. It's not the real deal. Now, I'm also not saying we're living in a dream, or some sort of simulation. Just, somewhere stuck in between. And the only escape from this infinite loop for any of us back to the true reality is to achieve what is truly desired.

Am I in hell? Am I being punished? Are we all being punished? For what? What did we do? Are we all criminals in the true reality, sentenced to this hell, separate, but together?

It was so hard to type this, you have no idea. I'm also going to get notifications for this in the morning (maybe :feelsmage: even here I'm mogged) and re-read the schlock I just wrote and be like "this is why I shouldn't be on the forum when I'm high" :feelskek::feelskek::feelshaha::feelshaha::feelshaha::feelshaha::feelshaha::feelshaha:
 
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this world is not real,turn to buddha for the ultimate truth
 
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What if we are just a strings of code in some computer and we dont physically exist?
 
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Mecoja said:
What if we are just a strings of code in some computer and we dont physically exist?
Maybe. But then why are we different from all the NPCs out there?
 
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AllanKing said:
this world is not real,turn to buddha for the ultimate truth
Giga iq
 
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bigantennaemay1 said:
Maybe. But then why are we different from all the NPCs out there?
bug/glitch?
 
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AllanKing said:
this world is not real,turn to buddha for the ultimate truth
Great Chairman, I'd like to report a counter-revolutionary. :feelshmm:
 
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bewitched said:
Great Chairman, I'd like to report a counter-revolutionary. :feelshmm:
who?
 
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AllanKing said:
You ... rice boi. :feelsseriously:
AllanKing said:
this world is not real,turn to buddha for the ultimate truth
Y'all motherfuckers need Mao. :feelsLSD:
 
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bewitched said:
Y'all motherfuckers need Mao.
Mao is the savior sent by buddha
 
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AllanKing said:
Mao is the savior sent by buddha
Btw; Does the CCP even recognize Incels yet? Kind of baffled that you Chinks have access to boards like this.
 
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bewitched said:
Btw; Does the CCP even recognize Incels yet? Kind of baffled that you Chinks have access to boards like this.
this site is freely accessed
 
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AllanKing said:
this site is freely accessed
April 15, 1989 – June 4, 1989 ? :feelsLSD:
 
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bewitched said:
April 15, 1989 – June 4, 1989 ? :feelsLSD:
faggot,open the door,your delivery
 
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AllanKing said:
faggot,open the door,your delivery
Just your school crush, wanting cut white dick. :feelshmm:
 
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bewitched said:
Just your school crush, wanting cut white dick. :feelshmm:
no,I nearly got her but failed eventually
 
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AllanKing said:
no,I nearly got her but failed eventually
Her ... I mean he looks feminine but I was sure your Chang-twink was a guy. :feelsjuice:
 
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she has no hatred toward whites,why would she cut their dicks
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Just your school crush, wanting cut white dick. :feelshmm:
 
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The pain is real. Reality is pain and there is a lot of it.

theres are studies of animals like oysters and mullusks that are stationary. T he y dont have pain receptors because they cant move or avoid danger. So their nervous system is low functioning. They are basically just advanced rocks or plants.

you are alive and reality is real because you are part of reality. Imagine being evolved so far that even the lack of relationship gives you pain. The lack of success gives you pain. Even just existing without a reason gives you pain.
You are an overly conscious being.
LDAR is the way. Accept death as inevitable and all things around you become less painful.

there really isnt a reason to follow your genetic programming. If you can split from the wants that urge you to follow your humanness, then you will find happiness without chasing for it.

you become beyond human rather than a sub-human unfulfilled.

NEETmaxxing is the way
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this world is not real,turn to buddha for the ultimate truth
 
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AllanKing said:
she has no hatred toward whites,why would she cut their dicks
How should I tell you ... :feelsseriously:
Most guys in the States have their foreskin removed after birth. We call that circumcised or just cut.
 
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bewitched said:
Her ... I mean he looks feminine but I was sure your Chang-twink was a guy. :feelsjuice:
he? who were you refering to
bewitched said:
How should I tell you ... :feelsseriously:
Most guys in the States have their foreskin removed after birth. We call that circumcised or just cut.
I meant amputating the dick
 

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