Internalizzz
Permanent KHHV | in the here, in the now
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One of the primary reasons I'm incredibly depressed as of late and possibly the worst bout I've had in my entire life is the fact that I've come to accept that I'll probably forever be average in looks and will never get to experience so many of the greatest joys in life due to factors solely out of my control. Skin color, race, face, etc unless I get some kind of extensive plastic surgery or by some miracle I become white this ain't gonna happen and it's led me to a cesspool of self loathing and dread. I don't think I'll ever accomplish much in life. I'd rate myself as a 4-5/10 in looks probably but at least with this upcoming surgery I'll be knocked up to a 6. No girl or woman will ever look at me and see a handsome guy, I'll always be invisible.