What have I done…

[Clavicus Vile]

I did it, obliterated my entire porn collection. I’m already feeling some regret so I know it’s gonna get worse . It felt like I deleted a part of myself when I did that.

But I know if I don’t put a stop to it then the collection will only grow larger and larger. And it was all so disorganized as well, would’ve taken me ages to sort through and organize everything.

But I’ve been watching porn since I was 11, and I haven’t been able to get fully hard in years beyond a semi, and the fapping and orgasms don’t even feel good anymore. I just do it to not feel as horny but never get satisfied, no matter how many times I do it in a row.

I suspect it’s the amount of fapping and porn consumption. I’ve come close to getting fully hard, but those were times when I hadn’t jerked off in days.

 

[sub5ricemale]

I personally found hardcore porn disgusting and vile. It always felt ingenuine, like where's the bonding between these two?

I usually jerk off to softcore content or just my romantic fantasies.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You'll regret it

 

[Lego Island 2]

how much space did it take up

 

[currycell900]

i once deleted pics of my every hot classmate because i used to fap to them i still haven't recovered from it. and i am too high inhib to send them request from my new id so that i can save their photos to fap

 

[elltom]

How much tb?

 

[Clavicus Vile]

how much space did it take up

Some gigabytes, maybe like 3 or 4. I don’t have much storage space to begin with.

 

[TooSomething]

Over. Don't rope.

 

[rapetorturekill]

and I haven’t been able to get fully hard in years beyond a semi, and the fapping and orgasms don’t even feel good anymore. I just do it to not feel as horny but never get satisfied, no matter how many times I do it in a row.

This is because the male body is not made for doing this. It is unnatural, so it will never “get better” or “be more satisfying” It’s true. Masturbating is like filling a empty void , you realize within seconds after every orgams that there is nothing fulfilling to it and it never will be, because it is not something that is natural.