I quitted weed, caffeine and brainrot from internet. Before taking any drugs when i was 16 i would have energy to do stuff. Now i barely can do 2 sets of a workout. My life is declining. Brainfog getting worse, schizophrenia synthoms getting worse too. Depression getting worse.
I tried multiple times in 2024 and beginning of 2025 to be more social...
And all i got is people acting akward with me, social defeats of all sort of ways. Not only normies, even incels.
If you dont know what social defeat is, it's basically bullying but here you have a more extended definition:
https://neets.net/threads/chronic-social-defeat-stress.70666/
So yeah im just aging, everything is getting worse and im collecting some new bad memories/social traumas.
Copes doesn't even feel good anymore since 2022. Every hour of the day is hoping i can find something minimally fun to do and hoping i dont get more mentally ill.
Life is dogshit, be thankful you got friends even if they are online, be thankful you are NT, average face average height... Be thankful you dont have serious mental illnesses like me.
I tried multiple times in 2024 and beginning of 2025 to be more social...
And all i got is people acting akward with me, social defeats of all sort of ways. Not only normies, even incels.
If you dont know what social defeat is, it's basically bullying but here you have a more extended definition:
https://neets.net/threads/chronic-social-defeat-stress.70666/
So yeah im just aging, everything is getting worse and im collecting some new bad memories/social traumas.
Copes doesn't even feel good anymore since 2022. Every hour of the day is hoping i can find something minimally fun to do and hoping i dont get more mentally ill.
Life is dogshit, be thankful you got friends even if they are online, be thankful you are NT, average face average height... Be thankful you dont have serious mental illnesses like me.
