
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I won't bore you with my whole backstory with dopamine again, suffice to say for years now I've found everything pointless and boring because of years of rotting and depression since I was 13, tack on 2 years of severe daily blackout alcoholism in the past and I'm basically a dopamine-deprived zombie.
Anyway, life for incels is already pretty lacking in dopamine, so one paramount thing for us is to find a way to get some dopamine, an activity that gives us at least a few seconds of that feeling.
What is it for you?
Ok let me give examples: some people go to the gym. Others use alcohol (please stop, you have no idea how much worse life can get, especially if you ruin your health). Or there's the insanity that I do: watching the same sitcoms I've watched 50 times already, alt tabbing between sitcoms, reddit, youtube and .co, the notifications giving tiny bursts of dopamine, the sitcoms for when there are no notifications, along with the endless content of youtube and other endless content sites. I want off this ride, it's gotten so bad that I can't even play video games cause they're not dopamine-rich enough and I feel deprived of dopamine and bored while playing a game cause it's not stimulating enough. So I either end up alt-tabbing too much out of a game or just dropping it 5 minutes after installing it cause it's not stimulating enough.
Anyway, life for incels is already pretty lacking in dopamine, so one paramount thing for us is to find a way to get some dopamine, an activity that gives us at least a few seconds of that feeling.
What is it for you?
Ok let me give examples: some people go to the gym. Others use alcohol (please stop, you have no idea how much worse life can get, especially if you ruin your health). Or there's the insanity that I do: watching the same sitcoms I've watched 50 times already, alt tabbing between sitcoms, reddit, youtube and .co, the notifications giving tiny bursts of dopamine, the sitcoms for when there are no notifications, along with the endless content of youtube and other endless content sites. I want off this ride, it's gotten so bad that I can't even play video games cause they're not dopamine-rich enough and I feel deprived of dopamine and bored while playing a game cause it's not stimulating enough. So I either end up alt-tabbing too much out of a game or just dropping it 5 minutes after installing it cause it's not stimulating enough.