Sub8Hate
Admiral
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Now if I were to score a Stacy, and had a really perfect relationship where I was sure she truly loved me, I'd be happier than a pig in shit.
People say to not base your happiness around relationships. How can someone even do that? So wholeheartedly deny their sexual instincts? To me, it's lunacy.
I constantly want sex. And it's not because I sit there and ask myself, "what do I want?" It's because of my hormones, it's because I'm human, and it's because of biology. The desire is there and will always be there. Entertaining into a happy relationship is vital for a man's well being.
So, what else would make you happy? I thought about this a few days ago in an attempt (COPE) to kind of get away from my depressing reality, to see if I could focus on something else.
And I couldn't come up with much. I guess my inheritance will make me happy. But, it's just money. It will never compare to Stacy's love and touch. I also figured that my family should make me happen. They're mostly great, but they're not making me ecstatic. Also, I find myself to be happier in Europe, but that may just be my view through these rose tinted glasses I wear while on vacation, I've never actually lived there.
So will nothing short of Stacy's love make me happy? I'm struggling to think of something that would make me that happy. The only thing I can think of is drugs. Weed makes me feel pretty good, and heroin is amazing, it's better than sex.
So I guess drugs and Stacy are the only things that bring me true happiness. What a cruel, unfair world. I can't have Stacy and the drugs will kill me (not weed). Europe, too, but I don't truly know for certain.
Why am I even still alive?
People say to not base your happiness around relationships. How can someone even do that? So wholeheartedly deny their sexual instincts? To me, it's lunacy.
I constantly want sex. And it's not because I sit there and ask myself, "what do I want?" It's because of my hormones, it's because I'm human, and it's because of biology. The desire is there and will always be there. Entertaining into a happy relationship is vital for a man's well being.
So, what else would make you happy? I thought about this a few days ago in an attempt (COPE) to kind of get away from my depressing reality, to see if I could focus on something else.
And I couldn't come up with much. I guess my inheritance will make me happy. But, it's just money. It will never compare to Stacy's love and touch. I also figured that my family should make me happen. They're mostly great, but they're not making me ecstatic. Also, I find myself to be happier in Europe, but that may just be my view through these rose tinted glasses I wear while on vacation, I've never actually lived there.
So will nothing short of Stacy's love make me happy? I'm struggling to think of something that would make me that happy. The only thing I can think of is drugs. Weed makes me feel pretty good, and heroin is amazing, it's better than sex.
So I guess drugs and Stacy are the only things that bring me true happiness. What a cruel, unfair world. I can't have Stacy and the drugs will kill me (not weed). Europe, too, but I don't truly know for certain.
Why am I even still alive?