Lv99_BixNood
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Guy 1) At 13, I met my first boyfriend. He insisted we hide our relationship at school - I didn't realize this was because his friends said I was fat. After 6 months, he succeded in pressuring me into sex (after a few attempts to have sex with me while drunk). He dumped me 5 days after taking my virginity, immediately started dating another girl he was proud of, then publicly shamed intimate details about my body in school and on Facebook. I later found out he'd tried to cheat on me several times, including with one of my best friends.
Guy 2) At 14, I began fooling around. I wouldn't have sex or undress in front of anyone due to the actions of my first boyfriend, until a drunken night at 15 with two friends and one of their boyfriends. The boyfriend then also made fun of my body afterwards, and my friends joined in.
Guy 3) At 16 - hypersexual yet self conscious - I found Craigslist and met a man through that. He was in a long term relationship and I wasn't attracted to him at all, but I enjoyed feeling desired for the first time and we underwent a very kinky affair, where he taught me everything I knew and would blindfold me then take me to his house to have sex with me. He was 53.
Guys 4-15) Desperate for money due to a worsening drug problem, I began escorting at 17. I found this initially empowering. I'd gone from being bullied for my body to men paying for it. And I even liked some clients, so much so that I let certain ones evade full payment. Others weren't so enjoyable, and three in particular inflicted more damage than most. The first took me anally for the first time without notice, using no lubrication and the result was rectal bleeding. The second lied about using a condom after I explicitly told him to and he came inside of me, infecting me (possibly intentionally) with an STD. And another stalked me, demanding I marry him. I developed agrophobia and stopped escorting after this at age 18.
Good thing age of consent laws exist to protect these innocent angels
And now she's finally ready to settle down with some betabuxxer:
Now I am 26 and still practicing celibacy (I have passed the five month mark) and I plan to remain abstinent for years.