she did everything wrong... she is sick controlling person i wrote a post in my thread am i incel? I will paste here..
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When boy is teen and wants to learn and socialise with woman everybody mocks and cockblocks him.. i have several like experience i even did not include when girls cockblock and mock but friends and family
1. My mom: litteraly she is moving cockblock for me.. when i was in 3 grade had first love my mom and younger sister where mocking me that she is ugly and so on.. litteraly i never was alone durning summer vacations or winter.. one time me and mom and sister where resting in hotel in mountains i met this lovely russian brunnete and we get alone flirt and i take her more private place and we have to kiss then my mom and sister catch me and mocked me for years that i had you left alone for small time and i alredy met some girl.. and 100% would kiss and fucked her if they did not intervined.. that made me die inside depressed..
After sometime when i was 17 there was school vacations in summer where all high school class mates where going to rest from capital city to sea shore city and there would be 90 kids and only 2-3 teachers..
I wanted to go they mom would not allow so what they did they put extra money and my mom and sister rented flat near school where we where residing so they would monitor me and would be near me.. i died inside.. was depressed..
After second year in university i get courage to ask girl on date we go on date my mom stalks me with my sister by car and calls me every minute.. afer that i never had date.. i died.. i dont wanted girlfriend..
When i was 23 and landed job she demanded mother that i gave her my boss number so if she could not get call to me call the boss.. then she dig up some her friend man that was working on that project too in that place and give myself to him to watch on me... So basically all new when i get that loser i is coming on that project.. Then she wonders why i dont want date gf wife and i dont want work.. i dont want everything.. i am not saying and talkin that she is calling,and if i go somewhere asking where i go when i will come with whom i go and number of that person or she will add her he byherself in fb or do staff like that..
2. My stephfather cockblocked me when i was 15 i had this family friends girl with whom in group my mother was teaching me english as hormons hit on me i start to conpliment her and walk her to safty and flirt and basically do staff that is build in mans nature..
So one time when i asked her to walk her to safty my stepfather cuckblocked me that it was wrong what i was doing and so on that i was hitting her up...
Basically my mom did everything me to be 30 year incel when i had normal tendencies.. now when i am loser can not get job can not have social life friends gf.. she is screaming why i am such a idiot why i dont have job, friends, and social life that i am fat and i dont wash and take care myself and i am in pc or reading something and that i am not interested somewhere and not helloingvher in bills and not takinh my manly responsibilties that she oaid for all degress bachelors and masters...
I said that she can roll all that 3 degrees and can stick in her butt and what she saw she rwaped she was giving all the friedom to my sister because she submittd to her.. now my sister is lesbian had several lesbian partners living soxial life and mocking me both that i dont botch i dont care on life and i have to man up..
3. When i was 17 i loved my friends sisyer had flirted with her and my other childhood friend cockblocked me..
Litteraly everybody cockblocks and then blames on you that i am loser.. my mother is saying i am evil bastard i am saying i am kindest and best person..
When i said all this to my mother she said i must suck it up and get over it.. or i will go downgrade and downshift.. i must fix it she said...
Sometiems i want to take soemthing and beat the shit out of her..