LDAR What do you feel most of the time?

[TheGrayWolf]

Sadness, anger, numb, or... what? Maybe a combination?

How is it to imagine sex with a foid and having a gf?

I feel every bad feeling, I'm 26 and it's a literally certainty that I'll never ascend, I can't imagine still being single and KHHV at 30...

Imagining having sex and a gf is an extremely foreign thought to me, I've never had a foid like me, had my last friend when I was 12, never "went out", never had a foid talk to me "just for fun"...

It's like I'm a homeless beggar in Brazil, imagining the life of a billionaire in America or Europe (metaphor for man having a decent, cute girlfriend). The beggar can kind of imagine it, but not really, know what I'm saying?

 

[EnglishCel]

Despair.

 

[Progeny of Horus]

Anticipation and disappointment. I want and expect something 'exciting' to happen, but all my days pass in vain, so I end up disheartened and frustrated by the end of the day.

I also feel immense angst at my romantic 'future' since I've never been remotely successful with a female in any remote encounter (romantic or otherwise). Besides, I have a diabolical fear of failure, so most of the time I don't even bother going thru further potential rejections.

I am a 26 yo KHHV as well.

 

[accelERationist]

I feel like I'm an observer of my life from afar, sort of out-of-body feeling, all my actions feel automated, involuntary and robotic, like I lived in a simulation or I was a robot. depersonalization hitting hard

 

[BataviaCel]

apathy

 

[Govid_Dorious]

emptiness

 

[laincel]

dissociation, mang... My body and my consciousness are not synchronized. I still don't want to believe i own this vessel, this face

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Depends.
But most of the time it's either sadness or emptiness

 

[Immolator]

Frustration, followed by borderline rage, followed by despair, followed by apathy

 

[Antifem Lord]

I feel nothing but hate in my body

 

[GimmeShockTreatment]

A deep, deep misery that renders me almost speechless with occasional immense anger and a feeling that life's a cruel lottery I lost.

 

[Robb97]

This is how I feel

 

[PopeOfCope]

This is how I feel

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GreenElephant pilled. And same tbh

 

[Puppeter]

I just know i was never meant to be introvert even deep down i want to socialize go to clubs go to coffee but its so impossible

 

[cripplecel]

emptiness

 

[totenss39]

boredom, anger, and despair are what I feel on a daily basis

 

[Twinkcel]

I feel pain. Not because of being an incel but because of my shitty job. I hate my life.

 

[Orzmund]

Lonelyache

 

[hghorope]

numbness

 

[Corvus]

hopelessness, and physically I often feel weak, tired, and nauseous

 

[Mango]

boredom, anger or nothing