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Blackpill What blackpilled you?

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What event or realization blackpilled you?

For me it was being „friends“ with a chad, not some HTN but an absolute mogger. We talked a lot and I realized he had it so fucking easy, looked perfect, 6,2 tall, perfect IQ. Everything in his life came to him, for fucking free, his gf (10/10 stacy) was the one to make the first move, didnt even have to try anything. Collapsed a friend group because a foid couldnt take him not wanting her so she broke everything.

How is this fair? Just because of fucking genetics he can have the perfect life, have sex every fucking day while I sit in my room as women reject me every time I try anything.
 
I had some blackpilling experiences but the final nail was Faceandlms videos. I was still coping thinking that looks can't be that big of a deal, but the videos with concrete proof solidified everything.
 
I was a weirdo since kindergarten because of my autism and other conditions, i remember having these thoughs about knowing SOMETHING was wrong with me since 12-13, but i wouldn't discover the true cause of everything until i first browsed foreveralone and then jumped to the OG subreddit, my first blackpill ever was the halo effect, then i jumped to faceandlms videos
 
Its actually quite interesting, a sick curiosity you know like in a museum, seeing the stuff I never had be so readily available for someone
Watching this nigger fuck foids while you starve is cuck behavior, you’re getting nothing from it but mentally cutting yourself like a teenage girl does with her arm at night.
 
The moment i entered secondary school
 
Getting rejected by my female childhood friend (not from school, but because our families would get together during birthday parties and other family gatherings)

Her rejection absolutely broke me because I knew her for years prior, and I did everything “right”. 14 year old me was mature enough to talk her through her “problems”, be there for her, make her laugh, and I didn’t receive a single kiss or a “I love you”, absolutely nothing.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t resist the genetically better guy, who previously dumped her for another girl but she still took him back. This fucked me up for years due to the connection I thought I had with her. She felt like my soulmate, turns out it was all one sided.

Here I am years later and I hate her the most out of anyone I’ve known. She has a new boyfriend now who’s a tallfag, and she’s living it up in college while I rot alone and smoke cigarettes all day long.

There is another time last year when a noodlewhore I took a liking to actively started avoiding me in public whenever I’d be around. Eventually I saw her with a tall white guy, and I went home in a fit of rage, my mind already ruined by the girl I mentioned previously so little rejections like this were icing on the blackpill cake.

Fuck all women, they don’t give a fuck about me. I was robbed of my innocence and happiness all because of them.
 
No single event. The pattern is obvious.

Who did my sister pick? Some blue eyes white guy taller than her dad. Who did my cousin pick? Some NA that was taller than her dad (into drugs too lmao). Who did my mom pick? etc. etc.

More distant examples to numerous to count/relay/remember. My little friend group is all nerd boys with higher than average paying jobs living by themselves. Some of them (a couple are tall, or blue eyed again lol) get dates every once in a while but nothing they bother bringing up (no brag = no dice). Hell, one's even koreaboomaxxing talking to some lady older than he is. Oh yeah dude, totally not seamaxxing since she makes more than you.
 
the norwood reaper blackpilled me.
 
Everything in my life
 
living. being constantly treated like shit in school by foids, ignored, being a complete social outcast. you don't find the bp, the bp finds you.
 
For me it was being „friends“ with a chad
Same, I was also friends with the tallest sexhaver in highschool.
Plus my better-looking brother had an orgy with his friends at our house.

Unfortunately I could never pinpoint the blackpill until I stumbled upon "Saint Hamudi - The Movie" on youtube. I wish I had seen that shit when I was in highschool. I would've gone ER or roped immediately.
 
Being bullied for my height blackpilled me
 
being made fun for my looks
 
Sitting with classmates in school and being the only one not hit on by girls.
 
Seeing Chads bang girls back in high school. I remember this one dude who looks like a generic Chad, he was always hanging out with girls. Me and my friends group were sub5s. It was in high school when I realized looks are everything.
 
Simply existing as a sub5 male blackpilled me
 
Being the bullied outcast omega male in elementary school that had to physically fight my way to get basic respect.

When physical bullying stopped, still remained social outcast.

Then I thought all this time that blackpill was common sense until I ran into blackpill deniers irl and online.

And I realized all the things I thought was common sense is called "blackpill"...
 
Getting rejected by my female childhood friend (not from school, but because our families would get together during birthday parties and other family gatherings)

Her rejection absolutely broke me because I knew her for years prior, and I did everything “right”. 14 year old me was mature enough to talk her through her “problems”, be there for her, make her laugh, and I didn’t receive a single kiss or a “I love you”, absolutely nothing.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t resist the genetically better guy, who previously dumped her for another girl but she still took him back. This fucked me up for years due to the connection I thought I had with her. She felt like my soulmate, turns out it was all one sided.

Here I am years later and I hate her the most out of anyone I’ve known. She has a new boyfriend now who’s a tallfag, and she’s living it up in college while I rot alone and smoke cigarettes all day long.

There is another time last year when a noodlewhore I took a liking to actively started avoiding me in public whenever I’d be around. Eventually I saw her with a tall white guy, and I went home in a fit of rage, my mind already ruined by the girl I mentioned previously so little rejections like this were icing on the blackpill cake.

Fuck all women, they don’t give a fuck about me. I was robbed of my innocence and happiness all because of them.
Brutal
 
Seeing Chads bang girls back in high school. I remember this one dude who looks like a generic Chad, he was always hanging out with girls. Me and my friends group were sub5s. It was in high school when I realized looks are everything.
 
What event or realization blackpilled you?

For me it was being „friends“ with a chad, not some HTN but an absolute mogger. We talked a lot and I realized he had it so fucking easy, looked perfect, 6,2 tall, perfect IQ. Everything in his life came to him, for fucking free, his gf (10/10 stacy) was the one to make the first move, didnt even have to try anything. Collapsed a friend group because a foid couldnt take him not wanting her so she broke everything.

How is this fair? Just because of fucking genetics he can have the perfect life, have sex every fucking day while I sit in my room as women reject me every time I try anything.
Getting bullied
 
My first blackpill didn't involve looks/dating/relationships. My first ever blackpill was about intelligence, or rather my lack of it. Before coming to terms with my critical intelligence handicap, I used to believe that I could overcome everything with hard work. I ignored those around me who did better than me with less effort, allowing them to maintain a social life and remain mentally and physically healthy, while I had to destroy my health with regular all-nighters just to stay afloat. I ignored this inequality in intelligence and ability as long as I could until my hard work broke me and burnt me out. It was at that moment I was forced to acknowledge the critical role of intelligence and raw inherited ability which I could never compensate with hard labor.
 
I got blackpilled when I discovered .org, but of course I passed to .is

But all of my life I was kinda blackpilled, I already had realized that at least, height mattered a lot. And since I was short, I realized that people treated me badly because of my height. Then came acne and stuff, and I realized I was also an "ethnic sub5", back then I just tought I was ugly, then slowly, I learned the truth. And I realized that everything was about looks and height. And that me, being a nice person didn't change anything. I am just a fucking asocial now. And I still get kinda bullied.
 
Chadfishing attempt killed any doubts left
 
I had some blackpilling experiences but the final nail was Faceandlms videos. I was still coping thinking that looks can't be that big of a deal, but the videos with concrete proof solidified everything.
I was a weirdo since kindergarten because of my autism and other conditions, i remember having these thoughs about knowing SOMETHING was wrong with me since 12-13, but i wouldn't discover the true cause of everything until i first browsed foreveralone and then jumped to the OG subreddit, my first blackpill ever was the halo effect, then i jumped to faceandlms videos
Chadfishing attempt killed any doubts left
Yeah, I was always somewhat blackpilled ever since I was a child knowing people didn't want me anywhere especially once I approached middle school years but once I found faceandlms along with being subbed to the foreveralone subreddit then that's when I became solidified in the blackpilled.

I also pretended to be a chad on discord and it made me realize how much looks truly matter.
 
I would look up tips on how to get a girlfriend. Eventually I found the blackpill but still wanted to try to get a girlfriend so I continued to "self improve." After years of self improvement I didn't seem any closer to getting a girlfriend. So that's when I accepted the blackpill and got an escort
 
I was a weirdo since kindergarten because of my autism and other conditions, i remember having these thoughs about knowing SOMETHING was wrong with me since 12-13
Yeah, I'm the same. Even when I was 6, I always felt like a weirdo, bur I kind of brushed that aside as me being a Muslim living in a mostly non Muslim country. And by the time I was 12-13, I kinda understood I wasn't that attractive. Girls would still talk to me, but nothing like actually asking me out. Meanwhile, 2 of my younger brothers were asked out by a white girl and hapa girl when they were around that same age.

But when I truly became aware of the blackpill was when I tried to gymmaxx around the time i was 21 or 22, I became self aware of my physical shortcomings and weakness, things that I previously hadn't paid much attention to. And that basically led to me looking up things online about dieting, working out, and how to become more attractive, which eventually and gradually led me to discover the redpill, MGTOW, and then finally the blackpill

I remember some of the first few redpill content creators I saw were Sandman and Turd Flinging Monkey
 
I started realizing that people arent supposed to treat you so bad
 
The fact that babies stare at attractive faces for 4x longer
 
life and repeating bad experiences with women
 
i could be more descriptive but

there are brokerage paraphernalia adaptees fighting their soft phantoms with confetti and flint while there are native banker changs with sizzling frame in direct proportion to their height. and still, there’s me. i collapse after interviews and have to stop myself from puking mallow-y bile every day
 
Good Night Cat GIF

valentine days 2020 when some random faggot got new in class for 2 weeks and he got like 6 love letters and I didn´t get any from there on onwards i knew it was over and I would never have a lover
 
The moment I started to believe that maximizing my looks will give me a better chance at getting girlfriends. It was the tip of the iceberg which eventually led me to stumble across fags.org. Then, the rest is history.
 
Cucklege and being exposed to the jew world order irl
 
All the friends I had before during high school started dating girls and experimenting with them, while the idiots ignored me because they thought I was weird. From there I got tired and sank into inceldom.
 

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