LifeFuel What are you looking forward to?

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Oh but I did!

I have a digital scale now and weigh myself everyday and if I gain a certain amount of weight with goyslop I just starve max as in eat far lessER amounts until I’m back at the weight that I want to maintain.

so you eat the same unhealthy stuff but the change is that you eat less of it?

I haven't ever bought a single McDonalds meal in my life.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

Yeah bro

and you still dont like jewpills? I would take them if I had them, but i ran out

 

[GodspeedPeasant]

I'm playing fallout 4 and I'm building the settlements and trying to get all the power armours fully upgraded and then some good legendary guns and stuff. I live nowadays for my burger and my games. Sometimes I play rust, you can spend 1 or 2 days on a server all day making your base. Sometimes I play shooter games like insurgency sandstorm the American players are funny lads.

lifefuel tbh. you should do streams ild love to watch that

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

and you still dont like jewpills? I would take them if I had them, but i ran out

They lowered my libido they blanked my mind and made me more retarded and they numbed my emotions i feel like the ultimate Goyim after taking them now i can’t jerk off to porn the same way I used to mentally I don’t even feel the same lust for hot foids

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

They lowered my libido they blanked my mind and made me more retarded and they numbed my emotions

I got all that and many side-effects like insomnia, eye-problems, skin changes. greatly reduced creativity, made writing more difficult and time-consuming and the resultant text was still of lower quality.

I got permanent low libido despite stopping. actually my libido increases after i take it again. but i dont have a prescription now. i prefer numbed emotions over what i have normally. what i dont like is the insomnia and acne and lower IQ. and eye-problems and the extra sweating, especially now in the summer.

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

what makes you get out of bed in the morning?

often nothing. i lie hours before mustering the strenght to get up

whats is keeping you from tying a noose over your neck?

i won't ever do that, no matter what. there are better ways to die. why would you want to be hanged when it causes unnecessary suffering? why not try to die in sleep?

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

I got all that and many side-effects like insomnia, eye-problems, skin changes. greatly reduced creativity, made writing more difficult and time-consuming and the resultant text was still of lower quality.

I got permanent low libido despite stopping. actually my libido increases after i take it again. but i dont have a prescription now. i prefer numbed emotions over what i have normally. what i dont like is the insomnia and acne and lower IQ. and eye-problems and the extra sweating, especially now in the summer.

I miss my manic states and crazy ideas and fantasies in the middle of the night mang but yeah SSRIs have a shit ton of side effects but they don’t want the goyim to know because they should keep taking their goyimpills.

If everybody in the world took SSRIs the global IQ would massively plummet and everybody would become drooling retards who go on to develop 20 other health conditions. Scam pills tbh. Millions of niggas already take it millions more retards in the making

I pretty much got the same side effects as you and it fuckin sucks bro I’m considering the rope I’ll do it some time soon there’s no rush I need to max out my Copes first .

You get insomnia because of the serotonin influx that messes with melatonin production essentially it induces a sort of REM sleep deprivation you see there’s so much shjt they don’t tell you about jewpills people mostly only figure it out after they got scammed

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

essentially it induces a sort of REM sleep deprivation

I am less depressed when sleep-deprived. it works without any pills. but also lower IQ and creativity when sleep-deprived.

I would still take the pills if I had them, just to last longer in masturbation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have premature ejaculation, I hate it.

I can't perform even the basic necessary things without my SSRI pills. But I ran out and don't know how to get them again. I barely eat now. I need the pills to be able to function, they permanently changed something in me.

do you still have those despite stopping? did you not recover your previous self? how long since you stopped?

I was able to function better before than now before I started. so something changed permanently.

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

did you not recover your previous self? how long since you stopped?

I was able to function better before than now before I started. so something changed permanently.

I never got my old self back and I’ve been clean for a year bro. These drugs are no joke. I didn’t have any serious pribelms before apart from massive social anxiety and feeling depressed/suicidal but you know what? I kinda miss that I miss having feelings and I miss thinking deeply about life and shit that happened now I’m just a drooling sub 80 IQ retard since jewpills. I miss the personality and inner life I had from being such a incel autist introvert. Jewpills took that away from me. Antidepressants goymeds

Jewpills put me in a different sort of hell most niggas wouldn’t get though. Like some sort of numbed out purgatory. Once you take even one goypill you can’t go back.

For people with actual Chem imbalance sure they would become dependent on jewpills. They can help you to “function” better but life is still a joke compared to other human experiences of pure hedonism and happiness. The capacity to enjoy that was kinda taken away I miss jerking off to porn and the high it gave. All that is so numbed out now. Ahedonia.

Jewpills made me live a subhuman joke, a mockery of the real human experience that others can feel. This ain’t a life worth living, it’s like watching life and living from the sidelines.
Sorry for whatever you went through though brocel shit fucking sucks

 

[BlackCel_from_ZA]

I have a 144 hz monitor and I can say you will definitely see the difference

That's what I'm hoping to see, i've never played at a 144hz in my life, so I truly hope it's life changing

 

[curryboy420]

lifefuel tbh. you should do streams ild love to watch that

No, I'm a retard and I'm not funny or likeable so people would just troll me. Fuck that had enough of fagot bullying normies

 

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I never got my old self back and I’ve been clean for a year bro. These drugs are no joke. I didn’t have any serious pribelms before apart from massive social anxiety and feeling depressed/suicidal but you know what? I kinda miss that I miss having feelings and I miss thinking deeply about life and shit that happened now I’m just a drooling sub 80 IQ retard since jewpills. I miss the personality and inner life I had from being such a incel autist introvert. Jewpills took that away from me. Antidepressants goymeds

Jewpills put me in a different sort of hell most niggas wouldn’t get though. Like some sort of numbed out purgatory. Once you take even one goypill you can’t go back.

For people with actual Chem imbalance sure they would become dependent on jewpills. They can help you to “function” better but life is still a joke compared to other human experiences of pure hedonism and happiness. The capacity to enjoy that was kinda taken away I miss jerking off to porn and the high it gave. All that is so numbed out now. Ahedonia.

Jewpills made me live a subhuman joke, a mockery of the real human experience that others can feel. This ain’t a life worth living, it’s like watching life and living from the sidelines.
Sorry for whatever you went through though brocel shit fucking sucks

Bro I resonate with everything you wrote here. Have you ever tried kratom? I couldn’t fucking believe how I felt on them it took away the numbness and I felt like I could actually feel things for once in my life it really does make you feel like a normal human being

 

[starystulejarz]

My death

 

[Runt171]

whats is keeping you from tying a noose over your neck?. what makes you get out of bed in the morning?. what are you looking forward to?

Idk

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

Bro I resonate with everything you wrote here. Have you ever tried kratom? I couldn’t fucking believe how I felt on them it took away the numbness and I felt like I could actually feel things for once in my life it really does make you feel like a normal human being

I need some of that good shit bro idk if it’s available where I live though that’s a good shout though I know about it thanks to @Atavistic Autist im glad it worked out for you bro

 

[Squatting Slavcel]

Looking forward to better copes. If there's no WW3 we could live to see a cyberpunk dystopia with robots everywhere.

 

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I need some of that good shit bro idk if it’s available where I live though that’s a good shout though I know about it thanks to @Atavistic Autist im glad it worked out for you bro

bro i can hook you up with a good source if you want its like 11 usd for 25g but they will charge another 18 usd shipping internationally

 

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I need some of that good shit bro idk if it’s available where I live though that’s a good shout though I know about it thanks to @Atavistic Autist im glad it worked out for you bro

bro honestly like i have been dealing with the exact same shit for years i was on ssris for 2 years starting from when i was seventeen and im a total zombie now cant feel shit im numb 24/7 no libido dont even feel lust no more and the closest i have gotten to feeling like a normal human being the way i used to before this shit fucked me up is kratom so definitely worth a shot imo

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

bro i can hook you up with a good source if you want its like 11 usd for 25g but they will charge another 18 usd shipping internationally

I live with my parents bro everytime I order something they check my shit like the feds they treat me like a kid when im a man ever since I ordered SN they started doing this I know a guy that can order some for me though and can basically be my proxy don't worry bro im sorted

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

bro honestly like i have been dealing with the exact same shit for years i was on ssris for 2 years starting from when i was seventeen and im a total zombie now cant feel shit im numb 24/7 no libido dont even feel lust no more and the closest i have gotten to feeling like a normal human being the way i used to before this shit fucked me up is kratom so definitely worth a shot imo

Bro these goypill drugs took away any sort of humanity from me Fuck them I was forced on it as well

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

I live with my parents bro everytime I order something they check my shit like the feds they treat me like a kid when im a man ever since I ordered SN they started doing this I know a guy that can order some for me though and can basically be my proxy don't worry bro im sorted

He can order it to his house and then give it to me from there

 

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Bro these goypill drugs took away any sort of humanity from me Fuck them I was forced on it as well

i was fucking lied to man those nigger brained faggot doctors didnt tell me shit when i asked about what negative effects it could have on me and i found fuck all on the internet either since its infested with goys shilling jewpills unless its some niche space and that i didnt find and wasnt smart enough i wish i werent so naive mang

 

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I live with my parents bro everytime I order something they check my shit like the feds they treat me like a kid when im a man ever since I ordered SN they started doing this I know a guy that can order some for me though and can basically be my proxy don't worry bro im sorted

thats good bro im glad dont rope before you try this shit at least

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

and i found fuck all on the internet either since its infested with goys shilling jewpills unless its some niche space and that i didnt find and wasnt smart enough i wish i werent so naive mang

Lol Jewgle censors all results that hate psych meds but if you use yandex you can find more truth that's what I did I connected all the dots

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

thats good bro im glad dont rope before you try this shit at least

Got no other options I hope it works I feel like opioids are like the total opposite of SSRIs and opioid microdosing is the real cure to 99% anxiety and depression. aLL I learned from this life experience is that SSRIs are a total shit tier drug that niggerbrained brain dead people always shill

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

roping

 

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Got no other options I hope it works I feel like opioids are like the total opposite of SSRIs and opioid microdosing is the real cure to 99% anxiety and depression. aLL I learned from this life experience is that SSRIs are a total shit tier drug that niggerbrained brain dead people always shill

opioids being the real cure to depression makes so much sense too mang like how the fuck is this not common sense to those 20 iq doctors shilling for jewpills oh shit right i forgot they have to meet their daily quota of forcing jewpills on 2400 naive children to make profit for mr shekelstein so that doesnt occur to them

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

opioids being the real cure to depression makes so much sense too mang like how the fuck is this not common sense to those 20 iq doctors shilling for jewpills oh shit right i forgot they have to meet their daily quota of forcing jewpills on 2400 naive children to make profit for mr shekelstein so that doesnt occur to them

NiggERs don't make money from making good cures they make money from scampills that give 30 different side effects and then to cure those side effects they give another NiggER tier medication that gives another 30 side effects that fucks them up and the cycle continues. If they made a good cure people wouldn't be coming back. Such is thE way of big phaRma

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

20 iq doctors

They just memorise textbooks they don't have the intelligence to question if the textbooks are wrong and full of BS the textbooks are their qurans and bibles that shouldn't be questioned. They're literally trained to parrot a NPC script and they think they're helping people lol