NTmaxx: meditation (4 years), therapy (twice), medication (anxiolytics), yoga, writing a diary daily and focus about how things are better every day, reading self-help and PUA´s advices and putting it all to practice...
Socializemaxx and LowInhibmaxx: forzed socializing, going to parties and bars alone, approaching and orbiting girls, talking to strangers, talking to professors, participating in anything open to anyone like literature and nerd college clubs, joining college debates, learning english to talk to foreigners, volunteering, joining a religion, joining chats and forums of depressed, socially anxious and suicidal people, becoming a bluepilled male feminist and talking to every female feminist during protests....
Looksmaxx: Tried some sports like swimming and running until i was actually fit. Changed my look completely at least 5 times (i look like the typical ugly nerd, no matter what i fucking do anyway...). Asked everyone what to do about my looks. Eating healthy (i was a vegetarian for more than a year), taking sunbaths, wearing eye contact lenses, cleaning myself and my room like a monk, buying fucking perfume...
I probably forget half of the stuff i actually tried in order to get a gf, or at least some friends and social status to get a gf through them.... It never worked. If you are ugly, clearly mental and lack basic social skills, there is no hope, no matter how much effort you put in.
Now i do nothing of this, because it wont work. I did all that a normie would do (or a IT poster would suggest to scape inceldom) and failed miserably. Still, when i ask what i should do with my life outside this forum, people just keep repeating things i already tried, even if they know they didnt work in the past and they are not proposing anything really new that could actually work... Im so tired.
