ColdLightOfDay
Serge’s alt.
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I was 17.
High IQ.Kindergarten. Ded srs.
Kindergarten. Ded srs.
I underwent this process too.14, at the time the though of committing suicide if nothing gets better gave me a insufferable fear, a cold shiver in my spine, I immediately though "No way, this will not happen, things will get better when I'm older", as I got older the idea grow it's roots deeper inside my head, today I don't feel much fear, only a strange kind of relief that I may have a way out of this world and maybe a eternal void doesn't sound so bad.
...At childhood (5-6 years) had fantasies about torturing and killing human babies, but tey were detached from reality, not really wanted to do it
Prank went too far bruh. You should simulating suicide only to get something from relatives, if they're calling cops you should stop immediately.Then police came and pulled me of.
High T tbhNever had such a thought. I will get what I want eventually, through violence if necessary.